Jul 8
i think there’s a lot i have yet to do and work on and im still constantly moving forward in my life but what’s really cool is those few months into a transitional period where you pause for a second and realize that where you are is incredible for where you were 5 years ago. i thjnk its a little unreal processing my current situation and comparing it to what i struggled my way through. im really happy with Being Happy and i can’t believe that it ended up being possible. like holy shit dude. it was worth it
#obviously the hardest is yet to be over and i still have to like#settle in#but i got an apartment yesterday with my partner and i am so very excited#even if it’s a temporary period of happiness i am so grateful and happy to be better than i imagined my future to be#five years ago in the worst mental state of my life thinking that I wouldn’t amount to anything and not being able to process a better#future for myself. or any fiture#even with the flux of good and bad im so happy to know that the Good that is happening is a result of#my consistency and exploring connections and being brave and just moving forward wherever I was#talking
