thanks for the heads up!

Oh, I thought no one would send me numbers haha, thank you :)

2. Talk about your first kiss.

My first kiss was with my best friend. I was 19. We were sitting at a bench in the university campus, and we were talking about philosophy and life, and love, and emotional frustration. And he grabbed my face at some point of the conversation and kissed me gently on the lips. I still don’t know if it was out of emotional frustrarion haha, but it was nice.

4. Talk about the thing you regret most so far.

I don’t like the idea of regretting things, after all my decisions made me who I am today, and I wouldn’t be the same if I hadn’t made the decisions I made in the past. But when I think about me leaving the conservatoire (in two different opportunities) to continue with school, the first time, and uni, the second time, I do feel a hint of regret. And it weights a lot. Regret is heavy.

11. Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.

Ohh, so many. One time I dreamed I was some kind of sorcerer and lived in a very repressive village. The colour purple was banned and it was the colour that represented my people, a secret organization, so to speak, that wanted to bring the arts into this village that was dominated by a very oppresive religion that wouldn’t permit any manifestation of the imagination and creativity. It was a very vivid dream, a lucid dream, you could say. I remember running away to avoid getting burned in the stake. I remember leaving so many people behind, I remember getting wounded on my left leg, and many other things like textures, and smells and tastes. It was a very long dream and I remember waking up completely exhausted after it. But it was amazing to remember the dream so clearly and in so many details…

Fun fact: I had some sort of sequel to that dream some months after that, but I don’t remember that one as well as the first. Probably because with the first one I was so excited and overwhelmed that I told it to a lot of people and even wrote it so I would never forget it.

30. Talk about what turns you off.

Hmmm, bad hygene, bad manners, the innability to listen to other people when they speak, close-minded arguments, homophobic and sexist comments, superiority complex, “I don’t like music”, “I don’t like reading”… 

34. Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.

Wow, well, I don’t know if counts as terrible pain, but I just remembered one of the many times my pressure went down because of abdominal pain, and I was even crying because the meds hadn’t kicked in yet and I couldn’t even control it. A moment after, half my body paralized and I couldn’t move, it felt as if my muscles were cramping and unfolding from the inside out. It was weird, but now that I think about it, it wasn’t pain what I was feeling then, I couldn’t describe what it was… I do remember I was scared of the numbness though.