May 12, 2021
everytime i wanna wrap up this manuscript something comes up that I need to change and with the changes the perspetives change and slowly but steadily this work crumbles into ashes. I few days ago I even lost the changes I made to the manuscript with a co-worker. I try my best, always get back up and work around things but I also have my limits.
#and what will my supervisor say: its not my fault you haven't published yet#he was the one telling me I should do xyz and then he realized AFTER weeks and after discussing with co-authors that what WE decide upon#will cause questions....#and then tells me: you didn't discuss this with me and just went ahead with itt#right?#I was liike???????? YOU SAID I SHOULD TAKE THE MEAN#I TOLD YOU THAT I DONT THINK THIS MAKES SENSE#and soooo many other things he realized NOW#like.... we discussed everything#why now...#seriiously#i feel I'm being supervised by an amateur#????#I'm sorry guys#i am just super sad#i don't know what to do#i try my best#but maybe itts not enough
