#september reading

Pile One:

Finances: There's a decision regarding a passionate and exciting idea you have regarding your finances/career that's being perceived as risky. Even naive to pursue. You have the strength and courage to pursue what you feel called to regardless of others' opinions and the anxieties you have.

Have balance regarding this decision. There's an emphasis on having balance in general in this reading. Don't rush in and be thoughtless. Don't lose your passion and hold yourself back unnecessarily either. Rein in your emotions to channel them positively and use them to your advantage.

Stand tall and firm in your decision. You have the right to be confident as master of your own reality.

Love life: While you shouldn't solely rely on others, you shouldn't isolate yourself and turn them away. You're able to obtain the fulfillment and abundance you're looking for in your love/social life. You have to live in the present.

Don't spend your time in stagnation just waiting for one person. Surround yourself with friends/other connections - there are people who will support you. Your ex will come back - you just have to let them go and take control of your life in the present. There will be a strong, stable, compatible, joyful, and loving union worthy of being a lifelong partnership.

Bring a healthy and harmonious connection with yourself and you'll create the same with others. When you acknowledge that we all have differing levels of awareness & that we're all doing the best we can with what we have, trust your intuition, and call upon your inner strength - discerning the decisions you have to make will be second nature. Your intuition and clairsenses are particularly active.

Look at others with compassion - we were all children once and still carry that child inside us. Some of us are unaware of what we need to heal because that child didn't have the tools to do so and suppressed it.

Pile Two:

Finances: You're bringing in significantly more financial abundance this month and you'll be moving on to a better time. With clarity and self empowerment, you'll know how to walk away from those toxic situations that don't serve you. In your love life, there's a mention there will be an offer from someone that will further your reach in the material world.

Love life: Despite this guarded and pessimistic part of you suggesting otherwise, the relationship you have in mind is indeed a gift that will further your reach in the material world. Perhaps one of the reasons you'll be receiving more financial abundance this month is because you'll be sharing your finances with this person.

They'll be responsible, kind, and supportive. Your relationship will be nurturing, loving, warm, and sensual. You may work on creative projects together. It's likely they'll be intelligent and have dark skin/hair.

These changes are coming faster than you realize - you just have to heal, open yourself up to these changes, and know you deserve it. Surrender to the unknown and trust the universe.

Hand over your loneliness, worries, hurt, fear, burdens, and doubt to the universe. Remember the necessity of contrast (light and dark) in order to grow.

Be yourself, follow your passions and what lights you up with joy, and don't dim your light for others. Your soul has planned this moment and time. You've been gathering gifts and skills throughout lifetimes and you're a part of the universe - you're more than capable of handling this.

A significant cycle is ending and beginning.

Pile Three:

Do something different - change your POV. Do the unexpected - a creative solution is right in front of you. Open your mind.

Finances: This month, your finances could go either way. It's up to you to change. The only reason you're feeling stuck is because of your mental turmoil - your anxieties and negative thoughts. Rise above your illusions.

When you light the fire of your passions under you and nurture yourself, you'll find that your ideas/projects will be fertile and bring in abundance. Don't let the repetitive mundane wear you down. Go after what you want with determination and liveliness.

Love life: In order to free yourself, you have to love yourself. Live your life, don't let the negative experiences you've had make you guarded and closed off to love. You deserve self love and love from others.

You're waiting for a soulmate to come in. Take this time to rest. Let go of your worries. There will be a love offer - accept it as if you've never been hurt before and this will start a loving & prosperous new beginning. Trust in the universe and you'll be moving on to better times.

You have the answer inside of you. It's deep within your heart and when you feel it, you just know it to be true. Allow yourself to trust that your goals are coming to fruition because they are. It's just up to you to walk through the door that calls to you and to not let any discouragement stop you from doing otherwise.

Pile 4:

Finances: You have a decision to make regarding your finances. The confusion you have is only coming from your lack of belief in yourself and your worries. You have the means and tools to get what you want out of life. Allow the part of you that knows this be the more dominant. Allow your confidence, strength, courage, and self-empowerment shine.

Love life: You and your ex, who you have true love with, are going to reconcile this month. You've been lied to/they hid something from you but you're both growing and moving on to better times. Allow your emotions to flow, don't hold back.

This relationship is making a powerful and big transformation. Everything about it will be healing and brought to harmony and balance. It will be nurturing, warm, and sensual.

Say yes to change and new beginnings in general. You seem to be more reserved so the cards are encouraging you to be more adventurous and to get yourself out there. If you want something, go for it.

The Scarlet Alchemist by Kylie Lee Baker (10/10)

This book was absolutely stunning. The characters were amazing, the plot constantly took me by surprise, and the writing is a great blend of readable modern language and the intense style that usually accompanies fantasy. The only critique I have is that I would consider this book more NA than YA considering how dark and viscerally gory it gets. Zilan is an amazing main character; she’s competent without being perfect, she’s ruthless and driven without being completely heartless. Her cousins, Yufei and Wenshu, are particularly interesting, especially concerning their relationship with Zilan and how complicated it is. The love interest is a good balance to Zilan, though I hope to see their relationship develop more. Empress Zetian is a chilling and horrifying villain who is truly a terrifying opponent. The plot was constantly twisting and turning, keeping me on my toes, and while I found some moments a little too fast paced, the overall quality of the story definitely makes me want to keep this at a full 10/10.

Read my full review here

I Was Reincarnated as the Villainess in an Otome Game but the Boys Love Me Anyway Volumes 1-4 by Sou Inaida (7/10)

I usually don't count manga/manhwa I read since I tend to breeze through them pretty quickly. However, I read and then reread these volumes in the span of like two days, so I figured I'd include them. As someone who's read a lot in this genre, this really caught my attention. These are purely self-indulgent reads. The plot isn't really there, it's mostly just (highly suspect) romance. I do like the main character; she's a lot more serious and focused than a lot of these sorts of protagonists, who tend to lean more towards schemingly evil or happy-go-lucky. She is still, of course, incredibly dense when it comes to love. I do have a favorite love interest (of which there is no shortage). While the romance is obviously the focus of the story, there actually seems to be some pretty interesting worldbuilding/plot things going on in the background, and I'm really interested to see where it leads. I think these books are for a very specific audience, but I thoroughly enjoyed them. (Also the title is misleading, the girls love her too lol)

Islands of Legends by Lisa McMann (7/10)

I really enjoy this series; I think the magic is a lot of fun and I really like the characters and how complex their relationships are, especially for middle grade. However, I had two major issues while reading this book. First was that the plot points in these books are starting to push the believability when it comes to a bunch of fourteen year olds running two separate countries. Especially when it’s established that there are adults with significantly more experience than them just kind of…hanging around. Second, these books are starting to fall into a pattern of deal with issue from last book, discover new island, new island presents a new problem, repeat. The ending looks like it’s shaking things up, but this one wasn’t as good as the last one.

Blood Over Bright Haven by M. L. Wang (8/10)

pile 1: the butterflies 🦋

your cards - the star, ace of cups, six of pentacles reversed, two of cups, four of wands, the high priestess reversed / South Node: Don't let your past hold you back! | Wall: Misunderstanding., Windchimes: Peace and harmony., and Leg: Stepping into a new experience.

My pile 1s - on a scale of 1-10, how shitty was the month of August for you? I'm feeling as though this weight has just been lifted from my shoulders and I can finally breathe - how many of you resonate with this? You're feeling new and improved, and the hope and faith that you thought you lost in yourself and/or in the Universe is coming back this month. I'm sensing that some of you have been feeling burnt out with life, but not to worry - you are very quickly coming into a period of time where you feel an almost persistent sense of renewal. You're going to genuinely feel like yourself again, or perhaps even a better version of it. Many of you may meet somebody in September who is going to be a positive light in your life - it could be a new friend, or perhaps somebody who will blossom into a love interest, and they're going to be quite the genuine individual who helps instill that sense of excitement within you again. Or, if it isn't somebody new, you will be strengthening the bond you previously have with somebody! You're going to be feeling more creative and inspired with the world around you, despite any circumstances. At the same time, do be sure to pay attention to yourself - you might find it beneficial to treat yourself to something this month, even if it's just a little solo date to get coffee or go shopping for something small. I am also getting to take greater care to listen to what the people around you are saying in order not to come into a misunderstanding, as well as making sure to articulate better how you feel and what your thoughts are about something in order for people not to misunderstand you. Do watch over your finances and think through any potential opportunities for financial loss. Regardless, I just...really feel so much joy radiating from this pile - September is going to be a really good month for you, and something for you to look forward to. Rest and relaxation is something you should celebrate and accept with open arms.

things that may resonate: 6th house, 5th house, virgo, taurus, south node, 1010, 1111, butterfly symbolism, painting, lakes, palm trees, doorbells, floral clothing

song: Save Me by BTS

pile 2: the cat 😸

your cards: ace of swords rx, four of cups, the tower, knight of wands, the empress rx, king of pentacles | North Node: Step out of your comfort zone. | Frying Pan: Trouble, accusations., Barrel: You feel something is lacking in your life, perhaps love, money, or goals., Tulip: Great passion.

Pile 2s - if I could buy you a ticket to go break shit at a rage room, I would do it for you in a heartbeat. There's a strong need to allow whatever anger that may be boiling up inside of you to just completely flow out - let it burn forests, and let it burn bridges. I think many of you that chose this pile have the tendency to bottle up your emotions, and I don't need to tell you how unhealthy that is lol (now, now...I do the SAME thing). Ultimately, expelling your negative emotions will help you to find the clarity and logic of the situation that is bugging you at this time. I have to say that I think you also need to rest - I'm getting control freak vibes, for lack of better word. Don't feel that you have to constantly be making decisions or taking opportunities. It's okay to say no if you do not want to do something. With this being said, however, perhaps consider opening your mind to things that you perhaps wouldn't usually do and step out of your comfort zone. Something feels empty in your life, and taking a new approach to things can open up new opportunities, thus allowing you to fill the "void" within you. This month is a great opportunity to shake up your life and figure out what truly would give you great passion. It might not be the easiest change, but there's a fighter energy emanating from this pile - you guys can and will roll with the punches of life. Although this month may be tumultuous emotionally, you are quickly approaching the next exciting phase in your life, so plan accordingly. Take your power back and make sure to put yourself first - don't allow yourself to get burnt out due to your work/schooling. Allow practicality and logic to take place after you have fully expressed your emotions - this will help you in the end.

things that may resonate: pluto, south node, 10th house, sagittarius in the 5th house, capricorn, 101010, virgo moon, nightmares, blackout curtains, a single flower, an orange cat

song: Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land by MARINA

pile 3: seulrene 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

your cards: three of swords, wheel of fortune rx, knight of swords, nine of swords, ten of swords, three of pentacles | First Quarter Moon: Your commitment is being tested. | Apple: Temptation will test you., Tiger: Doing something risky - taking a chance., Bell: Announcement.

This pile is at the end of a major cycle. Some of you need to break up with that partner that is not treating you well, or separate from your toxic family, or leave that shitty job. But I also feel very strongly that, for many of you, there is somebody in your life that you cannot trust - this person could also be somebody that you once considered a close friend. And you know that whatever this is needs to end - the signs have all been there, but you've definitely been in that "this sign can't stop me because I can't read!' energy for the last little while. Don't ignore what needs to be ended - yes, it may be painful, but ultimately, it will serve you in the long run. I'm sensing I have some artists in this pile - channel this pain into creativity. I know, I know - it's the age old, stereotypical trait for artists, but it's true, and we both know it. Because of this situation, you've been feeling stuck - it is up to you this month to break out of this pattern. Your commitment is being tested, and I think it's specifically to yourself. Put yourself first. Understand that that job, or that person, has been holding you back from connecting with your true self. Break old cycles and let new ones in. Has anybody played Life is Strange? Because I'm seeing that little message that happens whenever you make a life changing choice pop up in my head. This action will have consequences. But understand that not every consequence has to be bad. You guys in this pile - take the chance and make the risk - it's what needs to be done. Defend yourself and keep going through this stormy period that you are going through - you can and will make it through. Whatever this is, it's been keeping you up at night and causing you to feel as though you have the weight of the entire world on your shoulders - it doesn't have to be like this anymore. You have the power to change this, and rest assured that you will get the help and guidance you need. You will end up in the right place, at the right time - with the right people and the right mindset surrounding you. This change is for the better.

things that may resonate: the influence of saturn, 5th house, libra, cancer, uranus, 8th house, 222, 666, pine trees, the color grey and the color brown, school buildings, the color brown, ladybugs, horses

song: forever rain by RM

I hope you enjoyed this reading! Please let me know if it resonated and feel free to leave any suggestions in my asks or comments if there's a specific reading that you would like me to do!