#sensitive eyes

VS

How I think my art looks like because I can't turn off the night light and my eyes hurt even after just a few minutes of looking at the screen without the orange tint:

Episode from the series: Life as a Person on the Spectrum 🫠

another post of the clown rambling / boundary setting / dni ?!?! wowee, ,,,

anyways !!! the clowns legally blind / has vision issues, if your blog is ; 01. bright / hard to look at (colorful blogs like his are ok,, he means like bright ass cyan everywhere, clashing colors, very light pink or gray over white, etc ) , 02. contains too many fonts (text fonts) 03. an unreadable / hard 2 read tq w no translation (number = letters, s to z, etc) , then he will probably soft or hard block, or something .

he notices that the general Tumblr space he is in there's a lot of times where some of the blogs he sees aren't very good at prioritizing accessibility over aesthetic on your profiles ,,

sorry 'milklambangelicdoll coquette angelcore dollkin' I cannot read your light as fuck grey text over a white and pastel pink background... sorry 'gnarp gnarp irl fictkin spacecore duck lover' I cannot understand your homestuckie s to z , letters to numbers typing quirk </3

felt like speaking his truth , currently scheduling posts for tomorrow morning && the week in general, hoping to finally get around to reblogging some Palestine stuff especially

like???? Even slightly bright colors burn my eyes, I cannot track things visually, reading black letters on white paper for longer than 5 minutes makes me nauseous and dizzy, I can hardly see on a sunny day, and my brain cannot handle complex patterns especially with sharp contrast like what??? goofy ahh experience. I would have anxiety attacks as a kid because I couldn't find anything, ever. Now I remember where all of my belongings are at all times because I just HATE looking for things.

I hated having a teacher sit next to me in elementary school who had to tell me what to write down because it took forever to copy things from the board. (although it was nice of my speech therapist to do that for me)

I watched across the spiderverse and my eyes were watering the entire time and I left with a huge headache,, great movie though (it just needs an epilepsy friendly, eyestrain-free version)

I hate playing super smash bros

OH AND I CANT FUCKING READ SHEET MUSIC NO MATTER WHAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO I JUST CANT, I PUT MY ENTIRE PUSSY INTO IT PLEASE

it's like,,,, not being able to identify things in my peripheral if I'm looking at something even slightly visually complex