#semi rant

And call me old fashioned, but that's just not me. I sometimes take ages to create and publish. And I will love a show or movie for such a long time (years, babes, years) that I just can't relate to the fast consumerism that's going on.

Because, let's be real, it can get really lonely in a fandom if most have simply moved on to the next shiny thing. Is what's created less worth, just because it was created outside the hype? Why is it such a taboo for this new fandom generation to love an old or "late" fic or art?

It's so tiring and I'm too old for the 30-seconds-hype-tiktok-shit. Just tired. So, so tired.

Sorry, enjoy the scraps I can give. I wish I could do more but genuinely I’ve never been in more pain

And before someone says it:

1. I know not ALL ST fans think like this, but the juxtaposition of how I've seen multiple people treat/talk about the idea of Henry being redeemable to how they speak about Billy and Kali is nuts.

2. While I do have some (a lot) of gripes about how the show handled Henry/Vecna, I don't hate the character by any means. Jamie Campbell Bower does an incredible job as him.

Would someone please explain to me why Ananas is in the back? I don't mind them being Magic type (cause rock magic and whatever) but why are they in the back???

okay so I haven't worked on this one piece in a bit and apparently when I last worked on this piece it didn't properly save and basically half of the progress got deleted 😑

So I'm going through and basically remaking it all... again! Mind you this isn't the first time that this has happened to this one piece. The first time it happened, it was due to a thunderstorm and that storm basically frying the Thumb drive that I had all my artwork stored on, so everything in that Thumb drive is basically lost to time (despite me trying my hardest to get it all back).

Oh well. I shouldn't be too down about it and just have to look at the bright side. Basically this just means that I've got a chance to go through it all and redo/fix parts that (looking at now compared to then) needs some fixing here and there as some parts look a bit wrong. So at least I get to fix all that up.

I'm at least glad that back when I was originally working on the first remake to this piece, that I actually took the time to save the background outline and the character outlines before whatever happened to cause the file corruption. Seriously I've got no clue what cause the file corruption and I'm still confused about it, oh well.

I'm almost done doing the base re-sketch outline, then it'll be on to the sketch outline (basically cleaning up the sketching process and making things look less wonky and making the clothing and proportions look right). So I guess it isn't the worst situation in the world to happen.