#selfmadepoem

an angels hug

feels like.

To know that Jesus Christ kissed the foreheads of every

person he interacted with shows me

how i want to Love

people and be there for those hurting

even in happy places "your only just beginning my child.."

he tells me, as i walk on the bridge i

fear,

" do not be afraid for i am with you "

he voices in my thoughts

to remind me that im never alone and

when or if i get married ill tell

him on my way to heaven how i touched a soul that didn't decrease or hurt

once it was in contact with mine, ill say: " Heavenly father, i wrote letters

and he responded, i made poems and he reciprocated, i held and he let me,

we danced like our transparent bodies

were alive, i tell you, did you see it

Father ? "

he nods and adds " i know my

Daughter, i sent him "

i jump for joy and worship and run to the field with his Son and we hold hands

then lay in the field laughing and spin around, i feel like a child, i feel excelerated, My Lord.

Father laughs through Joy and claps

" I've always wished this for you,

my Daughter.

now go- go enjoy your time , don't forget about us . "

i won't i whisper, to the stars at night time before going to bed " i love you " dearly i whisper

"Goodnight, my sweet, Heavenly Father

and sweet Jesus Christ" i end then

go under the sheets and i smile greatly,

my husband asks where I've been and

i say " i was talking to Jesus Christ and

Our Heavenly Father and his angels "

" oh that's beautiful, have they forgiven

me for the time i left the ice cream out ? "

yes, absolutely i giggle

i sit up and hold his cheeks by my palms and kiss my husbands forehead with gentliness

i finally understand what it is like to be Loved properly.

We pass away, hand in fingers and our

story is told through generations and more

as a reminder that God will always win our Love✝️🩷🌻

Another where you don’t stay

I’m fit to wander forever

Still with no good weather

A thermometer at 43

Not seeing a single bee

The few dragonflies that pass me by

Do nothing to stem my cries

While the evening becomes warm, my heart coldens

From all the grief I am holdin’

To sit across an ocean of lovers

And know you have another

To swim through the sea of doubt

With all the people you are about

Wondering if he’s the one

Who ended all our fun

Who conquered your heart willingly so

So I became the presumed foe

To be lied to about a “Scotsman”

No more real than a suburban fox glen

To see the seeds of doubt truly blossom

For my expulsion to be truly awesome

To fall apart at the gates of heaven

To never again accompany you to 7-Eleven

To see you finally have a bedfellow

I was never that mellow

It hurts my heart and fills it with woe

To see me become the one without glow

To hate upon your heart indeed

With true hate going upon me as lead

To be on the yoke of almighty hate

To pull against it to be truly great

To loosen my bounds and visit the lord

For he never has me bored

To never put the yoke on again

To see you in that fox’s glen

To smoke away, from afar

You have become my only scar

To stand next to the lord and be low

For I love you as a bro

Fraternal love, I say it so

For I now know I was the true foe

To have my heart having lust

Perhaps it was fair to turn it to dust

While I judge you from that bar

There is no hatred from the pain

I would do it again and again

There’s a boy from Cheshire,

Now a man that everyone admire

They say he’s just a star,

Yet for me, he was the most shining from afar

I may be crazy,

By falling for him very dearly

But how can you not love a person,

That made you feel you are not in prison?

Loving him was like being free,

I can be myself and I know he will still love me

Whenever I was feeling down,

His voice helps me from getting drowned

As he grow older,

His heart was getting bigger

The love that he gave,

It never fails me to feel saved

Right now, he’s alive for twenty-one years,

And he got every right to celebrate with cheers

Because in every way,

His fate for his dreams, always stay

I wish for you, Harry, the best,

It will make my heart happy inside my chest

For your existence gives me hue,

And that’s the reason how much I love you.