Another where you don’t stay

I’m fit to wander forever

Still with no good weather

A thermometer at 43

Not seeing a single bee

The few dragonflies that pass me by

Do nothing to stem my cries

While the evening becomes warm, my heart coldens

From all the grief I am holdin’

To sit across an ocean of lovers

And know you have another

To swim through the sea of doubt

With all the people you are about

Wondering if he’s the one

Who ended all our fun

Who conquered your heart willingly so

So I became the presumed foe

To be lied to about a “Scotsman”

No more real than a suburban fox glen

To see the seeds of doubt truly blossom

For my expulsion to be truly awesome

To fall apart at the gates of heaven

To never again accompany you to 7-Eleven

To see you finally have a bedfellow

I was never that mellow

It hurts my heart and fills it with woe

To see me become the one without glow

To hate upon your heart indeed

With true hate going upon me as lead

To be on the yoke of almighty hate

To pull against it to be truly great

To loosen my bounds and visit the lord

For he never has me bored

To never put the yoke on again

To see you in that fox’s glen

To smoke away, from afar

You have become my only scar

To stand next to the lord and be low

For I love you as a bro

Fraternal love, I say it so

For I now know I was the true foe

To have my heart having lust

Perhaps it was fair to turn it to dust

While I judge you from that bar

There is no hatred from the pain

I would do it again and again