Oct 24, 2025
"I Am My Own Worst Critic." -an ex-bandmate Drummer from years ago
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"I Am My Own Worst Critic." -an ex-bandmate Drummer from years ago
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My work is often divided between the precision of digital design and the unpredictability of the analog world. When I dedicate time to my personal art, I reach for markers, pencils, and drawing pens: it’s my way of "unplugging" from the screen and reconnecting with the physical material.
In this illustration, I wanted to explore strong contrasts, like the bold red of the glasses against the deep blue reflections in the hair. There are details I absolutely love: the brown plant that wraps around the wrist like a tattoo and the orange flowers that blend harmoniously with her hair.
However, the creative process is also made of doubts. Looking at this drawing today, there are elements I would approach differently: the yellow flower still leaves me feeling unsure, and the foliage behind her neck is a detail I would rework to give the composition more room to breathe.
It is precisely in this gap between what I imagined and what I see on the page that the most interesting part of my work resides. I’ve learned that looking at my own art with intellectual honesty (accepting even the parts that don’t quite convince me) isn’t a failure, but an essential exercise for evolving my style.
How do you handle the details that don't quite convince you in your work?
Self Critique (the last page of Who Am I virtual submission) • I honestly do think that in many ways, I could have completed this project better. I really do think that if I had managed my time better, I would have been able to plan and produce more work in my portfolio. In that way, my work would have been more developed, and the quality of my work would be better. I also feel that I should have produced more experimentation work and designs in order to develop my research further. • The one thing that I am proud of is my final piece as I am very pleased with the outcome. #selfcritique #lastpage #whoami #virtualsubmission #improve #timemanagement #produce #morework #portfolio #moredevelopment #quality #work #better #more #experimentation #designs #develop #research #proud #finalpiece #uob_masquerade #uob_whoami_2020 (at Harrow, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJtmlPHH7AA/?igshid=a1kvzbm55ipt
SPIRAL APEX REACHED! of the Any Whorl Else Around Chicago Tour! It all culminates with Pastel Fractal, Conch Shell, and fDj ȺƉǤ at venue #25 - Ana Leyda Mateo Plaza in the Heart of Chicago neighborhood where the three performers all share the plaza stage for what was supposed to be a video shoot of fDj ȺƉǤ's career-boosting "Behind the Research: origins of fDj ȺƉǤ" documentary (trailer ONLY released here https://youtu.be/mr2eu6qRnI4). The performance begins well with the original fingerstyle guitar of Conch Shell but quickly erupts into a vicious conch horn fight! Thank you, @satanpresley #selftrolling #selfcritique #lookinward #fixyourselffirst #shamanhealsselffirst #skateboardforever #basketballislife #selfimprovement #selfactualization #behindthemusic #behindtheresearch #sobertruth #diymusic #diyperformance #diymultimedia #psychedelicintrospection #burselfinc #iamlovingawareness (at St Ann Elementary School) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxJCTNsHQzw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vwugpqwk8de7
A calligraphy commission I'm working on. A friend has hired me to calligraph this poem they wrote. Once it is finished, it will be used not only to decorate their home, but will also appear in a zine they are creating with a group of art friends. #calligraphy #ink #practice #selfcritique #commission #handwriting #handwritten #ZaydaliciousDesigns #Zaydalicious #zine #pnwartist
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Copper Work in progress. This has been in my head fir three years. Not happy yet. Might redo the bezels entirely. they are fighting and im not loving the finish work. Too many things bugging me. But i love the overall direction. This will eventually be on a copper neckwire which im forging. #selfcritique #workinprogress #onmybench #foxmedicine #lapis #naturalstones #natureinspired #metalsmith #copper #coppersmith #neckpiece #adornment #talisman #poweranimal #notfinishedyet
This was the sixth one, and my first painting of 2017! He could probably use some more highlights. Anyway so that's how far I got with my challenge, completing 6 of 12 miniature paintings over the holidays. The main goal was to get myself painting again and learn and improve, so even though I didn't manage all 12, I feel like it was a successful endeavor :) #holidaychallenge #mini #acrylic #monstah #painting #selfcritique
Number 5 here I tried for a kind of reverse scale texture. I like the result. Gives him a very woody feel. #monstah #painting #acrylic #holidaychallenge #mini #selfcritique