#self.exe

I don’t know who needs to hear this but…

Your F/O won’t care if you can’t force yourself out of bed, they’ll stay with you tonight.

Your F/O doesn’t care that you haven’t showered in a few days or haven’t brushed your teeth, they still want to kiss you.

Your F/O doesn’t care that you’re not ‘presentable’, to them you’re still the stars and the moon.

Your F/O doesn’t care that you’re bed rotting, your messy hair/baggy eyes are still the thing they want to see.

Your F/O still thinks you’re hot, perfect and desirable no matter what state you’re in.

↻ honestly this was mainly made for me, I was the one who needed to hear it. But I hope it helps someone else too.

new self ship art with mr goblin king himself sometimes ya just gotta draw out your escapist fantasies :•)

Rules: Answer 20 questions and then tag 20 people you want to get to know better.

Nickname: fangs??

Zodiac: leo!!

Height: 165cm, 5’5

Last movie i saw: i think? it was the suicide squad, either that or one of the resident evil movies cuz i’ve been randomly watching them and i have no linear memory lmao what is time

Last thing i googled: ‘vampire the masquerade wiki’ bc i’m planning on running a vtm game :3

Favorite musician: currently it’s absolutely hands down laura jane grace and trent reznor

Song stuck in my head: heaven is a place on earth bc my sister kept singing it in the car to torture me

Other blogs: i’ve got a videogame sideblog i forget to use and a goth aesthetic blog that i never log into lmao

Blogs following: I follow like idk almost 1k blogs??? its like a stupidly high amount

Amount of sleep: now that i’m on meds i tend to sleep 8-10 hours depending on the day, 12 if it’s my day off from work

What am i wearing: sports bra and boxers uwu i need to shower

Dream job: making handmade thingies for fun and pleasure and selling them to cool people (abolish capitalism). realistically tho lmAO I HAVE NO IDEA IVE BEEN PANICKING ABT THIS SO HARD

Dream trip: man i just wanna go back to brasil and see my friends and family

Favorite food: deep fried sushi

Play an instrument: kinda! i’m learning to play guitar, i can play like 3 songs rn

Languages: English, Portuguese and a little Spanish

Favorite song: Rev 22:20 by Puscifer

Random fact: i just got a tattoo of a clown and my sister named her coraline 🥰 also i own a prayer candle of trent reznor

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: too-loud guitar music, amp crackling, scuff marks from boots, stickers everywhere, iced coffee in the winter time…… (did i do this right)

Screw cringe culture.

Use those Xenogenders

Love your f/o’s

Dress goth, emo, scene, ect

Read those “cringy” books

Write fanfics

Dress colorful and full of whimsy

Rant about your special interest

Use those labels that people don’t understand

Be you and be proud

Hello! I’m Vanthe, or more accurately Vanthe the eternal mourner. I’m a death god! And funnily enough a god who prefers to not be worshiped. It’s nice to meet all of you! I’m hoping to make the most of this system of nerves I’ve been given and have fun while doing it. If you have any questions I’m happy to answer!