#rip dad

You did your hair up like you were famous

Even though it's only church where we were goin'

Now, Sunday mornings, I just sleep in

It's like I buried my faith with you

I'm screamin' at a God I don't know if I believe in

'Cause I don't know what else I can do

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone

I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever

And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far

Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard

For a million different reasons

You took the best of my heart

And left the rest in pieces

Diggin' through your old birthday letters

A crumpled 20 still in the box

I don't think that I could ever find a way to spend it

Even if it's the last 20 that I've got, oh

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone

I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever

And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far

Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard

For a million different reasons

You took the best of my heart

And left the rest in pieces

I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)

I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)

I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), I'm still holdin' on (on)

I'm still, ooh, still holdin' on

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone (ooh)

I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever (ooh)

Now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far

Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard

For a million different reasons

You took the best of my heart