#self postivity

Every day is a new opportunity to learn, grow, and become a better version of yourself. Be proud of how far you’ve come, even if you’re not yet where you want to be. Keep believing in yourself, keep working toward your goals, and don’t forget to enjoy the journey along the way.

Wishing everyone a day filled with happiness, peace, and positivity. 💕✨

Yknow for the longest time I would always compare myself to others growing up and even to this day I still do, so I would always bash on myself for not being the most funny or the smartest or the most creative/artistic. This kinda led me down a deep deep hole of self hatred and depression and lots of jealousy towards my own friends, I still loved them deeply but sometimes all I could've seen was just my past failures, where I failed to strive or even try they would thrive in it and I would feel saddened about it leading to me hating myself more and more leading to the path of wanting to end it all, thinking i was worthless, and a bit of self harm and neglection to my own mental and physical heath.

But thats all changed recently. Ive been going to therapy a lot and have been able to let these feelings out finally and realized that even tho I may not be the best at certain things that doesnt mean im not worth anything, hell theres so many people around me that wanna help and I can get help to do things better and later down the road I too could do the things I strive to do. Im glad I was able to get help and speak up about my problems and I realized im not alone, lots of others go through this and I just wanna say to all those people and even those who are struggling to see the value in themselves or are just in a down place where you think you cant get back up, its never the end just because you cant do something as grand as another person can, but that doesnt mean give up either you should keep striving to move forward and keep your head held high, the road will be bumpy not matter what and thats just life but its up to you how you'll handle those bumps you got this, I know you do <3

And I wanna close this reflection off with thanking all my besties who've been there with me through the thick and thin and my therapist without any of yall, who knows where I'll be but im glad to be around again thank you all and thank you for reading hope your life goes great you deserve it

As I’m sitting in bed tonight, I have some heavy thoughts that are weighing on me. No one may read this and that’s okay. But even if one reads it, and it’s helped, then it’s done its job. That one person may be me.

In my years, I’ve let relationships dictate my worth. I’ve had men make me feel less than, treat me disrespectfully, use me, and say some really awful things to me.

I’ve put my neck out a time or two for it to just get broken.

Then I shut down. I wouldn’t end things. I’d just shut down emotionally. Not care anymore. Live in almost a zombie state.

But what I’ve realized, that zombie state, that emotionaldetachment is a guard. A protector. It’s the brains way of saying, nope. No more. It’s not worth your tears, it’s not worth your anger, sadness or any feeling that is unwanted or to make you feel bad.

Know that no one should make you feel less than. No one. Whether it’s a lover, a friend, a job, etc, if that person can’t see your worth, they do not deserve a place in your life. And especially your heart. Fill your life with people who see you, who hear you, and feel you. Fill your life with people who make you happy, who bring you solid joy. Because YOU ARE WORTH IT.

Life being a roller coaster.