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Remember no matter what the ship, it’s important to be responsible. In that, I mean to your fellow fans and fandom and general.
Tag, tag, tag,( telling myself this as well). Go to sites that allow that allow that particular content. And be respectful of original content/ idea creators. Sometimes folks don’t want their worlds to end up in the shipping void..
This is a love reminder to everyone.
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It's good to know that every time I think I have found my footing again with my writing, an anon will pop in one of my stories to tell me your grammar is abysmal or something of the sort to send me spiralling back into the hole of despair and self-loathing where I belong.
People who write about “being curvy” or “being insecure about your body,” always seem to nail it on the head to how I feel about my own body and then I cry for ages.
Sometimes I kinda feel like I'm living this double life and have two opposite worlds I live in. One where people see me as this good nice person having a pretty great life and seems to have figured out herself and life in general. And then I have this sort of secretive life which I don't really share with my friends trying to figure out who I really am and doing these things that I probably shouldn't really do. I have so much curiosity in me and things I wanna try and learn about. It's this part of me that I don't want anyone to see because that's not what they have come to know of me.
I'm not saying that I have this dark personality on one side and then this goody goody image on the other hand. Nor am I being a hypocrite by showing people only the good parts of me. I'm also not being pretentious, its just that there are some things that people don't need to know about me. I tend to do stupid things at times just because I wanted answers to my questions. And I have this need to satisfy my curiosity. And then after that, I'll be disappointed at myself because I know that I'm so much better than the person doing those crazy silly things.
I have this side of me that I'm still trying to figure out on my own. I have high expectations of myself and sometimes I feel like I'm failing myself and in life and that I'm upsetting the people around me. It's so hard to be me right now. Sometimes I feel like I'm becoming this person that I'll be hating in the future and will come to a point where I ask myself, “how did you become this person?”. Idk, I'm just really having this self and life issues that's hard to deal with right now.
Is it just me or does sometime your brain just comes up with the most evil down right nasty things to say to people like the genuinely nice people (you'll never say it out loud but it will always be in the back of your mind)but when you're in an argument no and you hate that person I need more reasons to hate that person you can't come up with a single thing a single good comeback no good combacks just boiling red anger
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My self confidence has not been good lately. I have been feeling pretty ugly and fat and just not liking myself the past couple months. My self esteem and self confidence has always been and up and down thing but lately it's been really down. Really low and I'm not liking that.
It has been effecting my mood and has not been helping this funk that I have been in since I got laid off.
I'm not in the greatest of places right now. I feel like I'm back in highschool with how much I've been crying or wanting to cry at night. Constantly sad. Hating my body. It's not good.
Whispers
Sometimes you just have to deal with the things that overtake your mind. It's your anxiety giving you shit. Sometimes it's just whispers, others those become screams. Listening and making sense of them is just a way to dig the hole deeper... Or maybe not. I listen more the whispers, because I can consider them and write them. The screams are the ones I don't like, I usually just turn up the volume of the music to make them shut up, I hide myself under books and blankets. It's like listening my parents fight, or listen my stepfather scream, I go away because maybe I could cause more harm than good if I scream back. I rather talk when all the storm is gone. The quiet whispers make sense then and you can reason them.
