#self grow

I know the photo isn’t the best one because of dim light, but I need to write this all down to myself. I hope it inspires some of you, even one, too!

I decided to ask some questions from Ganesha and while I was shuffling the deck (I hadn’t asked anything yet), first card fell from the deck. Soon after second card stick up from the deck, refusing to “lay down” with the others so I picked it.

After shuffling, I put the deck in half and picked top card from lower half pile. I got a feeling to take 2 cards more - so I did.

I couldn’t help but to laugh in joy when I saw the cards!

1. Promise of the Future 2. Protection 3. Generosity 4. Wholeness 5. Personal Transformation

I, for the first time ever, actually managed to read those cards and what their message for me was! I have never been able to do that without the help of that small guide book which comes with the deck(s)!

Promise of the Future is clear sign of “better tomorrow”. My life keeps getting better day by day. Protection is a promised that I am protected on my life path, no matter what. Generosity is me spreading love and light into the World. Wholeness is, literally, I am all. I am Universe, I am God. Personal Transformation is a clear sign I am changing - to become my better self.

One other thing is that ALL those cards gave me exactly the same words / meanings what I have been using as affirmations to myself around 2 weeks now.

I keep telling myself every day, many times; “My life keeps getting better and better. I am protected. I spread love and light. I am God. I am Universe. I am limitless. I am fearless. I am growing. I am reaching my higher self. I am becoming better version of myself.”

I LITERALLY use those previous words every.single.night - for 30min at minimum. They, with many other words, are my affirmations. I believe in them and it feels SO GOOD to see Ganesha give me the same words. He clearly knows what I’m doing and he supports me!

I am so happy. I am so thank you. Love. Thank you. Thank you.

I think it’s absolutely ridiculous that I wake up 5 days a week to be yelled at and belittled. For 8 hours each of these days, I say the same things over and over to people who don’t even take the time to listen to what I’m saying to be helped. The only thing I’ve learned from the customer service world is that people are entitled. People think they know it all and have no desire to actually learn. To learn, you have to listen. I’m not exempt, and it’s definitely been a mirror to what I need to be better at but continuing in these fields makes me feel like I’m playing so small. I know I desire better, more fulfilling work and because I desire it, it’s what I also deserve.  I’m willing to do the work too.

 I want to help people. I believe I am walking this earth in this lifetime to heal. I want to help people heal their physical body as well as their mind and spirit. I am a firm believer in manifestation. I manifest business for myself as well as money, but why have I not manifested the life I desire? Why do I keep allowing myself to be an employee when I was made to lead and be a boss?

 This weekend, I challenge whoever is reading this to manifest the life they desire with me. There’s power in numbers and we don’t need to be together for this. Just a few steps to get started.

1.       Write down what you want. Be specific. What is it you want to do? In what capacity? For how long until you go to the next level? Where do you what to do this? For who?

2.       Write those things down in present tense. Use affirming words (I am, I will).

3.       Read the affirming list everyday to yourself when you rise and when you go to sleep. This is now your daily affirmation. It keeps your goals present in your head. Voice record it and play it to yourself daily if that is easier.

4.       Do something everyday to get you towards your goal. Give yourself a schedule and stick to it. You have a 9-5 work schedule, you need a schedule for yourself as well. It’s a challenge, but you’re worth it!

5.       Journal your progress daily. Get yourself a new notebook for your manifestations. Journal what you’ve done for the day to get towards your goals and track down how you’ve been feeling. There’s power in writing these things down. From your pen to spirit’s ears.