#self delete

I'm older than I'm knew I'd be.

At 14, I knew I would self delete

Whether it was pills, poison, drowning,

A reckless step into oncoming traffic.

Anything to escape the weight of living

When being true meant being alone.

I'm older than I'd ever dreamed.

At 21, I dreamed I would be gone.

While writing vows and picking dresses,

Demons of the past nipped at my heels,

Sending passive aggressive threats.

Messages that splintered on impact,

The barbs poisonous and burning.

Till death do us part kept me here.

I'm older now than I was before.

At 33, I no longer know it or dream it.

My home has no slamming doors,

No anger, no isolation, no fear.

My battle scars remain, the barbs gone,

My swords and armour stashed away.

14 year me had no way of knowing

How beautiful this life would be.

I'm older now than I ever hoped,

Is that so hard to manage?

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Excel VBA : Making self-detructing excel file

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Excel VBA : Making self-detructing excel file

You can think at first that such a code is strange. But you may need this code. Or you can use your friend to joke.

The VBA code in this excel file was set to kill itself after 11 seconds. The file will be deleted before you examine it. So when the excel file is opened, press “Alt + F11” followed by “Ctrl + Pause”. Now, you can examine the codes and modify their own use to suit your needs.

Example File