Mar 1
fish kisses
#my artz#sebocha#mocha#sebastian#selfship#oc x canon#sure. again ill '''Main''' tag these. Never in the source medias maintag tho . Neveeerr ever ever unless im proud and its mostly detached .#Sebocha is genuinely and truly the one like 'main' ''Canon'' ship of mochas. and by canon i mean like. if i had to pick of all of the ones#hes been with. itd be sebastian. It makes the most sense. ofc its still an AU but for character development and everything they have#SOOOO much going on it makes me feel insane. IM NOT EVEN FIXATING ON PRESSURE MUCH STILL ! THEY JUST HAVE A GRIP!#IM MORE THINKING AB HEATHCHA mostly for my own indulgences probably BUT SEBOCHA NEVER LEABES.#Stevenocha is a good 2nd option tho.#WHAT IF YOUR COLLEGE ROOMMATE TRIED TO BE YOUR FRIEND WHEN YOU HATED PEOPLE AND HE SLOWLY WORMED HIS#WAY IN AND MADE YOU NICER AND YOU HATED IT BUT WARMED UP TO HIM. AND THEN HE BECAME YOUR BOYFRIEND.#AND THEN YOUR FIANCE. AND THEN HE GOT IMPRISONED AND SENT TO DEATH ROW. COMMA .#And then mochas just alone and grieving the (Only) real person he knew and loved bc he never let himself get close to anybody before him#Imagining if mocha went thru all of college just with that deep sinking guilt and depression bc his dorm. is there. but hes dead .#i know he slept in his room countless times. wore his shit. his entire identity became more or less the act of remembering sebastian#and then it turned out he wasnt actually dead anyways So . Took a looong long amount of years! But he did come back! Even if different !!!#IVE SAID IT ONCE BEFORE AND ILL SAY IT AGAIN IF I WAS MOCHA I WOULDA KIIIILLLEEDDD MYSELFFFF . . . I cant get into the nuances of sebocha#but know ive thought deeply about them and their dynamic and how it grows and changes but theyre still at the end of the day loser dorks#and roommates who became lovers. so. that informs everything tbh . dork who teaches him how to play guitar and then when hes gone#mocha genuinely tries to learn it to remember him by. he gets into everything seb was into post All Of That to remember and 'honor' him#including videogames. and music. mocha gets less sheltered in sebochas AU as a result. Lol
