#sbsw2014

Once Bring Me The Horizon came on stage and sang ” It Never Ends ” Oli said he would give anyone who crowd surfed to the front a high five and since I did it twice before that, I wanted to try it again (because come on, who the hell wouldn’t want to high-five Oliver fucking Sykes?! ) well anyways, i tried it again and I got to crowd surf for a little bit but then some idiots threw me where there wasn’t anyone to catch me and I tried to grab onto someone so I could avoid falling but I couldn’t so I fell from 6ft off the ground and landed face first onto the cement floor… all my weight went onto my face when I fell so I literally heard my skull crack or something and I passed out for what felt like a second to me but I’m sure it was at least a couple minutes. But i just woke up and got up as fast as i could and all i could feel was blood rushing down my cut up face, nose and mouth down to my chest and that freaked me out so I just started screaming and crying LIKE CRAZY and I could just remember people standing around me screaming ” Oh shit! ” and ” OH MY GOD! ” lol and no one would freaking help me which got me thinking like “ WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE I AM BLEEDING TO DEATH! FUCKING HELP ME! ” but I guess they were too much in shock to help sooo.. I ran to the back of the venue up to the merch guy because he was the only one i thought would help so I was just screaming ” I need an ambulance! ” at him but he couldnt hear me so i started banging on th table with my fist to get his attention and he just screamed ” oh my god! ” and pointed behind me so I turned around and there was a lady behind me saying  ” calm down! I’m a nurse okay? You need to calm down, its okay! theres a restroom right here come with me! ” so then her and these two other lady that came out of nowhere took me in there and washed up my face and there was a mirror so i finally got to see what happened to my face and the left side of my forehead was cut open all the way down to my eye so i obviously started screaming and crying even more. They gave me water and started asking who I was with and I said my bestfriend ( Alexis ) so I gave these 2 girls my ipod so they could find his number and text/call him to let him know what happened. After that the nurse lady said she was gonna take me outside the venue to this medic and they did so they had to get everyone out the way to make a path for me from the restroom to the doors outside because my face was bleeding so fucking much  and the medics just pulled a chair for me and asked what happened and once they calmed me down and gave me this thing to try and make my face stop bleeding they called my parentd and an ambulance and then this Rad lady that was working as security said she was gonna go ask all of LetLive. to come and see me and autograph my stuff so obviously I was super duper exited to meet them and I waited but I had to leave to the ER before they came but before that, the 2 girls that were calling my bestfriend ended up finding him and i just started crying when i saw him because we were suppose to stay till 2am to meet everyone from Of Mice & Men and Bring Me The Horizon but obviously things didn’t go as planned so i felt like i ruined his night. But I didn’t, he was just glad i didnt fucking die. But while he waited with me WE GOT TO MEET JORDAN FISH FROM BMTH!! and my memory was a bit off so i dont remember Everything that happened but I was Just sitting on the chair and I saw these two girls and one guy happy af talking to someone that just came out the elevator and since i didnt have my glasses i asked Alexis " Who’s that?! Is that Jordan?! OMG! Who’s that Alexis?! " and he was just like "OMG! ITS JORDAN!" so i just grabbed him and said come on and ran up to Jordan and I got so shy and asked for a picture with him ( even though my face was all bloody and smudged with eyeliner and mascara ) and he was just like ” sure ” but then he looked and me again and asked " Oh my god are you okay? What happened to you? " ( HIS LITTLE ACCENT MADE ME FUCKING MELT OMFG <3 ) but all i can remember saying was " I fell.. on my face.. and cut my forehead open.. " and kinda laughed because i felt like a little wimp and I was covering up the cut with a tissue thing [ idk ] but Jordan pointed at my forehead and asked " Can I see that? " and I showed him and he just made this face like if he could feel the pain on his face himself and said ” Oh Shit! Wow! ” and i forgot what happened but we took the picture and I said thank you and smiled like crazy and he walked away by the entrance of the venue to smoke a cigarette with a guy that me and Alexis thought looked like Matty Mullins so i was just like omg yaaaaay and Alexis said " I wanna ask him for a picture but im shy " and i just said " WELL THAN GO ASK HIM ! " cause i felt bad that we had to leave and not met Oli or Austin so we went up to him and asked to get a picture with Alexis and he said " In a little bit okay? Just let me finish this " and I said ” but i have to go to the hospital already.. “ and he said " Just give me a few minutes okay? " and apparently made a sad face without noticing and said okay so Jordan was like " Just give me two minutes okay? Stop making sad faces, I’ll be over there in two minutes okay? Just wait for me by those two doors over there and I’ll be there in two minutes okay? I pinky swear "so I smiled and me and Alexis went to wait for him by the doors and he said ” but your face.. you have to go to the hospital already “ and I just smiled and said " No, get your pictue with him! I can wait a couple more minutes " and we waited and Alexis got his picture so after thet we left to the emergency room I got like 6 stitches on my face and I remember telling the doctors and my mom that when i fell, I was facing up so I would’ve hit the back of my head but i somehow ( i dont even know how ) flipped over right before i hit the ground and hit my face instead and the doctors told me I almost broke my nose and cracked my skull and that even though i hit the front of my face that it was good because If i wouldve hit the back like i was meant to than I could’ve died and bled to death then and there..  right before i left the ER they also told me that It was possible I could forget everything and everyone when I woke up the day after and that scared me because I didnt want to forget anything from Friday night ( the concert ) or my family and i was still all traumatized so I only slept for 4 hours and I tweeted the picture to Jordan FIsh when i finally went to sleep at 4am and he replied to me at 11:11 the next day when he was at #sbsw c’: my memory hasnt been so great since Saturday morning but I’m somewhat okay. I have to take these painkillers and another thing ( I can’t remember what it was ) but I’ll get My Stitches out in a week but after the swelling and the cut on my face heals in a month I have to get plastic surgery on where i cut open my forehead and eyebrow because of how bad the whole thing was. But the concert was AMAZING! I got to meet Jason Butler before the show and I was so shy to ask for a picture but i guess he could tell and he was so nice and humble for the tiny bit we got to talk & since me and Alexis got there at 1 and were the 25th people in line and we saw Austin Carlile and Aaron Pauley and Alan Ashby but didnt get to take a picture with them because I was too shy to ask. And aside from my injury, I had the best time of my life! I want to go back, LetLive. was so perfect live and they put so much effort into their music and tbh Jason Butler surprised me because he is a complete different person once he goes on stage and it was pretty amazing to see him like that. I got too emotional started to cry during ” Muther ” haha, and I was gonna see LetLive. again but i can't anymore since the next time they'll be in Houston will be a few days after I get the surgery so maybe another time I'll be lucky enough to see them and actually meet everyone else too (: but anyways Issues was great and I went crazy and got so happy when they sang " Princeton Ave " and " Never Lose Your Flames " / Of Mice & Men was INCREDIBLE AND IM SO HAPPY I FINALLY GOT TO SEE THEM LIVE! I CRIED SO HARD DURING ” You’re Not Alone ” and ” Second & Sebring ” IT WAS ALL OVERWHELMING FOR ME AND I WAS SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE I COULDN’T EVEN BELIEVE IT WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING AND BRING ME THE HORIZON WAS INSANE I LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT until I fell durring ” It Never Ends “..lol..  but Overall March 14, 2014 was the best night ever, and by far the best concert I’ve been to! I’m so glad I didn’t die and got to end my spring break finally getting to see my favorite humans with my bestfriend (:

Zach of I See Stars at the South By So What?! at the kick off party last night! :)