#savedasdraft

That I am missing out on so much.

And still I am just lying down, everyday,

On my bed,

Listening to music,

Scrolling through Pinterest,

Reading blogs on Tumblr.

Do all this count as doing something?

Or am I just wasting my time?

I should do something productive.

Learn a new language.

Read more informative books.

Exercise.

Prepare for an entrance exam.

Because that's what being productive looks like nowadays.

Being productive will make this feeling go away?

Or is this going to stay? Till my last breath?

I hope not,

I don't want to keep feeling this feeling,

I don't want to force myself to do something,