#satanson

I'm very nervous for tomorrow. Just seeing him makes me nervous. I'm not sure how it'll go. The annoying thing is, when his train comes, it's another hour until the bus home. I mean we could walk, but I'm not really sure of the way plus it's a long walk. Hmm, I might be okay with waiting. I just dont want things to be awkward, but they probably will be. We can wait I guess, I'll talk to him about it

He left yesterday. It was so amazing. I love being with him. I wish I could really call him mine. It feels so right. Sometimes I doubt my feelings, but when I;m with him I know they're so incredibly true. I really dont want him to leave, maybe he wont. I really do believe the things he says. I really want him to stay. Nobody's made me feel like he does, I'm so happy, he makes me feel so good about myself. I want him to stay for a long time.