#sam talk

Hellu guys!! I know there's not many people who sees my art and all BUT I really enjoy drawing and would apriciate anf love it if people started to prehaps send me questions or "you should draw this and you should draw that" and ill draw it!

:DDDD

I really like it to draw just random stuff or if someone wants to colab or draw doodles with me I'd be more than happy!!

I'm really lonley and want friends, drawing helps ^^

What I'm okay with drawing?

Everything as long as its not very k1nky or degrading in a way that discusts me.

I dont really hate anyone >3< I dont support cc!Wilbur but i dont hate people who does. Always support victims ofc and please be respectful.

first off, i am so so so happy there was no ‘i love you’ in that prayer. Cas deserves to hear it face to face and Dean knows this. there was a moment where he started with I, but then went on to explain himself to Cas and to himself. there is no way he is not going to say it by the end of the season.  (also, if they are going to make it happen and i personally believe they will, it’s gonna be towards the very end and not when there’s still half a season to go.)

anyway, the episode felt weird to me. and having slept on it i now know why. it felt like two entirely different episodes. sure, they’ve had more than one storyline at a time before, but this was different. the scenes didn’t run nicely into one another, they were cut off in a way that felt purposeful. that’s because Sam and Dean now have different stories. they are similar, but they need to do it alone. Dean needs to address his anger and where it comes from as well as his relationship with Cas and where it might lead. as for Sam... you know i was confused to where his hope originated from. it’s not something concrete (like we’ve witnessed Cas become the symbol of Dean’s hope). it seemed to be a lot of things. the family, Dean, Cas, Eileen, the world without monsters, their friends safe, it’s all over the place. the man has a big heart y’know. and now he needs to find that hope again. find who he really is, he is terrified of losing his own self and yet he doesn’t truly know who he is. who he is without his family, without Dean. they both are due to address that family dynamic that has shaped them all these years, for slightly different reasons.