Hermione turned around, and the knot of nerves inside her pulled even tighter.
"Could you possibly walk any slower? We're clearly in no hurry at all!"
She spoke with poisonous sarcasm, following Malfoy with a sharp, piercing glare.
The Portkey had deposited them a few miles from the Order of the Phoenix headquarters, in an area where the Apparition field didn't work. But Draco didn't seem concerned.
Noticing her trembling hands, he took off his cloak and casually draped it over Hermione's shoulders.
"You shouldn't have..." The phantom warmth of his body seeped beneath her skin, and she was already about to refuse this mocking display of concern.
"Enough. I'd gladly listen to your insults, but I don't want to take responsibility for you choosing death by hypothermia."
He threw the words over his shoulder, and Hermione nearly slipped as she climbed the hill after him, scrambling to come up with a witty retort along the way.
"I suggest we finally get to know each other better, Granger. Be yourself for once. Just a little. I promise I won't tell anyone."
A smirk touched his pale lips as he felt a light shove against his back.
"What makes you think I want to get closer?"
She herself flinched at how sharp and cold her voice sounded.
You wanted to prove to him that he was "nothing" next to you.
Why does she become so cruel when she's near him?
Why does Malfoy make her disappointed in herself, make her turn away from the compassion she had always believed in?
She was no longer Saint Granger. Draco Malfoy was her unflattering true reflection, and for that truth, she hated him.
The determination with which he spoke those words made her turn around and freeze, surrendering to the power of his magnetic gaze.
"I'm glad no one is here," Malfoy said, grasping her slender wrists and pulling Granger toward him. "No one who could steal your breath, your voice, from me."
With tenderness, he traced his fingertip along the line of her cheekbones, his gaze caressing her dry, chapped lips.
"I'm possessive, Granger. I've endured my whole life while those more worthy took from me what has always been mine — you."
Hermione went numb beneath his touch. Draco gazed into her eyes, holding her face in his palms.
Gently. Persistently. Too close.
As if he feared that even now, she would prefer the virgin expanses of autumn fields to his gaze.
Never again in her life would Hermione see so much sorrow hidden in a clean grey iris, so much consuming, maddening pain.
"You made me lose myself."