he understands to a limited extent , what it must be like to feel out of place , everywhere.  the world's been constructed with him in mind  ---------------  in London , Eggsy feels at place.  in life , he can thrive easier than most.  Dean's presence somewhat fractured this way of life , where Eggsy now feels alienated from his family , occasionally even from his friends.  wants to drift , like a ghost , away from everything that leaves him feeling unwelcome  ---  and he's aware , right down to his bones , that the sensation does not compare.  not to total alienation , not to being birthed in a world that does not want you.  so he remains silent , for once , contemplative instead of conversational  ---  thinking over words that weigh heavy between them , pressing down on their blanketed silence until he  has  to break free.
â   is that how  you  feel  ?   â  head tilts , inquisitive at the openness of Genji's sentiment.   the agent is far more astute than Eggsy has been  ---  perhaps the boy's expression somehow demand this insight.      â   or how you think  I feel  ?   â       shrugs , and offers a small smile , trying to play down the serious nature of their conversation.  wants to regress back , way back to when he was a kid , and the most important discussions revolved around dinnertime , or favourite tv shows.
