#ryleeinthestreets

I love this new (to me) cow mug I found in a box labeled "FREE" on my walk this morning with Jeremy! 💙🐄

never stop dreaming

oh yay. selfies (;

hey guys! my lovely boyfriend was going on and on about Instagram and I thought I'd give it a shot. If anyone is curious and would like to follow me I'm @hippiebabe19 . if you follow me, I'll follow you! have a lovely day all you fantastic people (:

he's my favorite person in the world and I love him more than anything

I'm sorry but I have to rant. I am so sick and tired of people saying one thing to my face and turning around and saying something else. Or when people SAY something but they never actually SHOW it. It just makes me feel hidden in a way. That people want to talk to me but they never what to act on whatever it is that they have said. Like if someone says "I love you" but they don't really do much to show that they do. So you tend to question it. And another thing I don't understand is why people that say they love you, seem like they try oh so hard to make you jealous.. I've never understood that because I don't think I could ever actually do something like that... I don't know. Sometimes I'm just overwhelmed with anxiety that I never want to actually tell people how I really feel for fear that its not going to appeal to them and they'll just walk away.

everyone in this world makes mistakes . myself included . but last night , I was divided in half . half of me was absolutely ashamed of myself . like , how could I do such a thing ? am I a bad person now ? I feel so dirty . the answer to that is no . no I am not a bad person . I am a person in love . love can make people make rash , in the moment decisions . then the other half of me could not be happier , more in love with him . I know that society has built us all up to think a certain way . at first , I felt horrible . like I had just killed my first born child . then , as time went on , we talked (well , he talked mostly . I felt like I couldn't speak) he reassured me how much he loved me . and I believe him . I trust him more than any other person in this world . I just wanted it to be on top of a mountain .

hey guys and happy thanksgiving . I hope everyone is surrounded by the people they love and having an amazing day . at least better than mine has been going . and eating until their little hearts (and stomachs) are very much content (: oh and make sure that the person you love knows how thankful and happy you are to have them in your life . because everyone deserves to hear that today from someone they also love very much . xx