thinking about jean, specifically his breakdown. I need to protect him from the world.

I need to get out of my own head

To leave my whole past

Get new thoughts, new feelings

A whole new life

I never wanted this one

These days neither do I see or hear

Heavy eyes are being held up by bloody fingertips

In my ears, someones' put a moderator

Making me unable of hearing

Today, I shouted my pain out

So loud, it left an echo in the walls

I didn't want this thing called living

I never wanted this thing called living

Then words were drowned by tears and I

Was standing weak at my knees

Between concrete buildings

With a growing fear while filling my lungs with darkness

Today, I shouted my pain out

So loud, it left an echo in the walls

I didn't want this thing called living