Very Specific (if not a little belated) Munday Asks
(very very happily accepting !!!)
🌱What was the last book you read?
Devils by Joe Abercrombie! Highly recommend if you’re into DnD vibes and prose that’s injected with a lot of dry humor, sometimes the kind that’s a little fourth-wall-breaky. Next on my list is The Knight and the Moth by Rachel Gillig, the lady who wrote the One Dark Window duology!
🪻 Do you prefer sending memes or receiving them?
For sentence starters, I think I prefer receiving them? Cuz I really do like setting the stage for most threads, plus I find that people dont usually like starting, lol, so I feel like it helps ppl. out a lot.
If you know this blog beyond this year (and if you’ve been here since early 2013-2016, I really, sincerely love you lots), then you’ll know that I normally don’t chat a lot ooc. here or reblog non-sentence starter stuff like these memes… mostly because I always operate under the assumption that I’m gonna annoy the shit out of people. lmfao. So in that way I do prefer sending memes, even if it’s caused by my own sad unwillingness to take up space. I’m trying to get better at it tho, and the fact that everyone’s been so kind about my return and all the new connections I’m making is super, super motivating!
💕 Say something nice about your own writing.
shdfbsdhf. I think I’m decent at tailoring the way I write exposition to match my characters. For Phillip, I try to always put a fairytale, dream-like quality to it rather than just straight descriptions.
Whether I succeed at this or not, though, is entirely up to you, heh.
There’s always a reason why I describe one thing over the other; it all contributes to the vibe I’m trying to curate. I think that’s just it, prolly. I think my narration style is pretty decent at curating the vibe I want my characters to give off?
That’s partly why I really don’t like using icons. I truly, madly, deeply love the 100% theater of the mind experience, like the books I read. It relies completely on my imagination and I think that’s so, so special and my favorite way to narrate. This isn’t at all an idictment on graphics or icons in general (yall can tell by now I love a good promo, pinned post, and theme — plus I made all my graphics up until this point lol), so please don’t take it that way. I’m just explaining why I have a preference for iconless roleplaying when I write for my characters, same as why people who do use lots of icons — minimal, maximal style, whatever — have their own reasons why they prefer it.
🍑 What is something you hyperfocus on in your portrayal?
I’m obviously, like, not a man first of all. Lmfao. I’m not 6’3”, I’m extremely NOT a white European LMAO… I’m not masculine or a nature lover or remotely physically strong and reckless the way Phillip is.
I’m a 5’3”, ultra high femme, small, extremely cautious, Muslim, South Asian, who was born and raised in DOWNTOWN MANHATTAN (the most movie-theater NYC of NYCs), had literally no guy friends or boyfriends or crushes my entire life, is horrible shit at flirting, and is afraid of pigeons and not being around millions of people and being in nature freaks me the fuck out (you can ask @jimseung, who’s known me over the last 13 yrs and was in my wedding party lmao).
Anyway. I’m almost nothing like Phillip, except for some inward stuff. I have a really strong sense of justice and stick up very loudly for the underdogs. But other than that? Not much else to relate to. I write Phillip not cuz I resonate with him, but because I'm just enamored by these types of characters.
I hyperfocus on trying to nail the tender yet hypermasculine parts of him because I love to study it, for some reason. Maybe cuz I’m so the opposite way and had no guy friends or boyfriends growing up so it’s more of an unknown and therefore a subject of study for me? I truly don’t know. Like I literally took Medieval Masculinities courses in undergrad just for fun.
And honestly I think I do a decently convincing job at it by now! Although I cannot explain to you at all how or why. Maybe one of my friends here can idk sdkfmsd since they Observe Me.
Feels like either magic or practice after 10+ years atp. Maybe a bit of both, heh.