#rorykillmore

LDKFSHGLKJDFHG I JUST WANTED TO ENJOY MY QUARRY BLORBOS HOW DID WE GET HERE

What I like about the show is the references. It has a loooot of them. From music, to movies, and obviously books. I'm on season 4 right now and I already spoiled myself with a tiny detail. I know in some point Rory kind of gets bad or something. I don't wanna know really. I hope this is worth it. And after 4 seasons I think I will use tumblr to do some rant about somethings.

Ps: this is my partner, so far so sleep.

well first of all, hollow knight is a game I am VERY bad at and. that’s it. that’s the story.

nah but hk as a whole is... so wistful and sombre as a game? it has a really great atmosphere of you poking around in the ruins of this great inevitable tragedy that happened long ago, and the hollow knight is... really key to all of that, but in this understated way. most of the living characters have never even heard of them. even a bug whose specialty is researching history and old relics lives right near a statue of them and has no idea who they are. they’re one of the final bosses of the game, and their situation is so critical to everything that’s going on, but outside of a few people In The Loop because they’ve been there the whole time, they’ve just... been erased

you can walk right past their resting place five minutes into the game, without knowing it. their memorial statue states that due to their sacrifice, hallownest stands eternal... but the entire kingdom is an empty shell long since fallen to ruin, littered by infected and corpses

it’s just. already a few layers of tragedy, and then the actual story behind it is like 5000 more!! You Know Me, characters raised to fulfill a sacrificial role or specific purpose and going to it... somewhat willingly, or because it’s all they know? and the idea that if the rulers had been just a trace colder and more distant and completely awful, perhaps things wouldn’t have gotten worse? only a thousand lives thrown away, and not tens of thousands, maybe... just. I Die!!!

they also end up infected and... at least conscious enough to act on their own, briefly and harrowingly, so I’d like to think they they know just how utterly they’ve failed, and in those fleeting moments are trying to correct it in the only way they can think of, by helping their replacement

as an anxious perfectionist who was often nonfunctional from fear of failure I also. have a lot to pull from for my headcanons of how they act (or. don’t), so I guess they also strike a chord in me for that reason??

as for how I’d like to develop them!! first of all, give them a slightly happier existence so jot that down,

but just... idk, for them to experience having people around them, and true trust and acknowledgement of them as a person, so they can form an identity of their own and actually act on what they think and feel!! but of course I also want to explore just how ingrained that purpose and what they were raised to is, and have that. conflict with the people around them, potentially...

NOT WELL!!!

blake is already someone who deals with a LOT of guilt and self-loathing and is only just starting to recover and learn how to cope with that, so this is gonna be. rough. how do you tell yourself that no, you’re not putting your friends in danger by just being around them when you want to EAT them? pretty rough

and it doesnt help that shes already dealing with a lot of complicated emotions from the rwb fight, which are elevated by 500times because of vampness. she was already torn between her ideals and her friends and her doubt that she was right and itll be. worse

but just generally blake is... deeply rooted to her ideals because its the one thing she hangs onto in everything and being a vamp like. really pushes at that. even snatch eat and erase, which objectively is just kind of morally grey, is something blake is REALLY uncomfortable with. you go through certain things and the idea of someone messing with minds is... extremely uncomfortable. you know. 

honestly though the fact shes struggled with her self-loathing and restrained violence before means she has a lot of self-restraint thatll come in. useful! for most situations. shes still a vamp....

Biting (obvious)

Bondage

box office (favorite film) - AH okay uh this is a rough question because i am a film major but frances ha is probably my favorite movie of all time. i’ve seen it like over 20 times and it hits me in a way no film ever has before. carol is up there too. so is notting hill. 

cedar (favorite season) - when i was edgy and young, i would have said winter, but i have seasonal depression now so summer.  

Foxfire: answered already!

Leonard Snart: Sexuality Headcanon - Earth -X Snart might be gay and that makes me happy, general Snart is totes a bisexual disaster. If he had anyone else for a partner  but Mick I bet you they shared a kiss at some point.

Gender Headcanon- Idk why but I’m certain he’s dressed up in drag one day just cause he looked good as a woman. That’s all I can say.

A ship i have with this character - Sara x Snart, Snart x Ray, also how dare lot teases me with Snart x Constantine THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO FUN.

A BRotp i have with this character - Totes Snart and Mick are the OG but out of the new crew…Snart and Wally could probably play off one another well.

A NOtp i have with this character - Could you imagine Nora Dharke and Snart being friends? Cause I don’t want to.

A random headcanon - Even after running away he sends a few mysterious letters to his sister made out to be like some kind of secret admirer shit.