#rorbon

texting robert is one of aaron’s favourite things to do. that might sound stupid, considering he lives with robert, lives attached to robert more like, but it’s true. it makes him feel like a teenager again - constantly checking his phone, hoping every buzz and ping is his husband. usually, it is - because robert loves texting aaron just as much.

sometime aaron sits and scrolls through their texts. all the important ones stared. it’s amazing how the pair of them have evolved, from this sordid secret to disgustingly in love husbands. it’s incredible how you can see their journey, their progress, through a series of text messages.

14.01.15 - from robert: meet me at the barn in half an hour. need to see you. R

07.04.15 - to robert: ur unbelievable. leave me alone and go back to ur wife robert. i’m done.

01.03.16 - to robert: thank u for last night, i felt normal again for the first time in ages. we’ll have to do it again sometime, maybe? i couldn’t do this without u rob x

14.07.16 - from robert: hurry home!!!! and i’ve paid charity to make herself scarce for a few hours so we’ve got not risk of being interrupted - again! Xx

06.03.17 - from robert: i miss you so much it hurts. everyday day without you is getting harder to get through without breaking down. i wish you were here. love you. Xx. p.s can’t wait to hear your voice at 6. Xx

20.07.17 - to robert: this is hard for me too robert, i miss u so much. but we can’t, it’s over, it has to be. sorry.

23.02.18 - to robert: how was the walk of shame? :P what time u coming back? i’m keeping our bed warm for u xxx

05.10.18 - from robert: i can’t believe how lucky i am to get to marry my best friend today - for the second time!!! can’t wait to be mr sugden-dingle. i love you so much ❤  p.s i hope no one heard me sneaking out this morning lol. Xx

27.04.19 - to robert: oi did you eat the last of my easter egg???? idiot

27.04.19 - to robert: love u anyway x

Agreed, nonnie.

What I do get is complaining about them standing feet apart, barely touching at all, which we have had on a few phases. 

I also get that it can be frustrating when you compare them to other couples who do get casual goodbye and hello kisses, but also not a hell of a lot, everybody is just focused on Robron so much more.

I am not bothered that much because for me the physical stuff is not as important, but that is me.

Like no one can be right all the time but I read some of my old posts and I’m like “Damn bitch, look at you go!”. Like there were things I wrote in January 2015 that were confirmed and made canon over the next few years. 

And let me tell you being that invested and seeing so many possibilities for them early on was not easy I got a lot of anons that fell somewhere between “it’s not that deep” and “sure jan” and there were plenty of people that were not pleasant about it! 

I really miss the time when I felt that connected to them. In some ways I still am but I haven’t written anything in sooo long. I still love them, I still watch scenes - old and new - and get butterflies (or get pissed depending on the scene) but so much of what’s between them now doesn’t leave a lot of room for speculation and them finding their way back to better things seems inevitable, so it feels like what I would write about became an obsolete topic ya know?