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Biopsychosocial Assessment

Client Name (stated): Doi Tetsuzo

Client Name (legal): Okada Izo, confirmed via secondary identification

Assessment date: Late January 1864

Age: 25

Referral Source: Client presented voluntarily following a brief encounter in the Gion district; referral was initiated by a mutual acquaintance who expressed concern. Client was initially reluctant but agreed to attend a single session. He did not acknowledge his legal name during intake.

I. Presenting Problem

Client presents with no stated chief complaint. When asked what brought him in, he shrugged and said, "Someone thought I should come." He was dismissive of the referral throughout and did not volunteer information freely. However, with structured questioning he disclosed the following: he has been without stable housing for several months, is currently sleeping in an abandoned residence he entered without permission, has no reliable income or food source, and has been consuming alcohol daily in quantities he described as "enough to sleep." He stated he had no comrades, no employer, and "nowhere that would take me." He used the word meiwaku (trouble, burden) to refer to himself on three separate occasions during the initial interview, each time unprompted.

He did not present with an acute psychiatric complaint and denied suicidal ideation directly when asked, though the denial was notably flat and he did not make eye contact when giving it.

II. Biological Assessment

Physical health and appearance:

Client is a lean male of approximately 165 cm. His build is consistent with prolonged caloric restriction. His skin shows the weathering of extended outdoor exposure — freckled, sun-damaged, darker than average — and he presents with the pallor of someone who has not eaten adequately in days. His clothing is dirty and worn. His hair, worn up but poorly managed, had come largely apart by the time he sat down.

He reported eating "sometimes once a day, sometimes less," noting that he sometimes takes food offerings from shrines or graveyards. He did not appear embarrassed by this admission, which suggests either a degree of dissociation from shame around basic self-care, or that the behavior has been sufficiently normalized through necessity.

Substance use:

Client reports daily alcohol consumption. He described onset at approximately age 24, initially as a sleep aid following a period of acute distress (see Psychological section), escalating to regular heavy use within a matter of months. He minimized the extent of current use but acknowledged that he cannot sleep without it and becomes physically ill when he goes more than a day without drinking. These symptoms are consistent with physiological alcohol dependence. He does not describe his drinking as a problem, referring to it instead as "what I do now." He denied use of other substances.

Medical history and physical injuries:

Client has two notable scars. A small jagged scar on the upper right chest, self-reported as a childhood injury. A well-healed lateral scar, approximately 9 cm, across the left forearm, which he was evasive about. He initially stated he "got cut" and changed the subject.

He denied any current pain or untreated medical conditions. Observation suggests malnutrition. No acute medical concerns were identified in this session, though the clinician noted that his hands were not entirely steady.

Developmental and learning history:

Client disclosed, with some apparent reluctance, that he struggled significantly in school — specifically with reading and writing. He was emphatic that this was a matter of kanji, not comprehension: he stated that he understands text when it is read aloud without difficulty and has no trouble retaining or recalling information he has heard. He described being able to memorize long passages verbatim from oral repetition. His frustration in framing this distinction was evident and suggests he has spent considerable time defending himself against the assumption of unintelligence.

The clinician notes that the described profile — difficulty with written characters but intact verbal comprehension, strong auditory memory, intact reasoning — is consistent with a specific reading difficulty, likely of the type now categorized under learning differences (dyslexia, logographic variant). This was never formally identified and the client has instead internalized others' characterizations of him as stupid without apparent critical distance.

III. PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTORS

Presenting psychological state:

Client is alert and oriented. His speech is low and measured; he does not volunteer information but responds to direct questions. His affect is restricted and predominantly flat with occasional brief flashes of something sharper — frustration, mostly — when the topic of his former teacher arose. He chose his words carefully when discussing emotionally loaded subjects, which appears to be a habitual protective strategy rather than an inability to access or articulate feeling.

He smiles rarely. When he did, briefly, while discussing something from his childhood, the change in his face was marked enough to be notable.

Mood and affect:

Client denies depressed mood in direct terms but describes a state of global diminishment: he does not make plans, does not anticipate anything, does not see a clear path forward. He described the future as "not something I think about." He was not agitated but radiated a quality of exhausted containment — a person managing something large through sheer habitual effort.

Trauma history:

Client was evasive on this point and the clinician did not press in an intake session. He acknowledged that the past two years had been "difficult" and that he had been "involved in things" he did not want to discuss. He said, unprompted, "I did what I was told." The phrasing, combined with his flat affect and the evident forearm scar, suggests significant trauma exposure. The clinician notes that the nature of this trauma is unclear and does not pursue it further at this time.

He describes a history of being publicly and repeatedly humiliated — by teachers, by peers, by his former teacher and comrades — in a pattern that began in childhood and continued well into adulthood. He does not describe these experiences as injurious; he accepts them as an accurate reflection of his worth. The degree of internalization is significant.

Self-concept and identity:

Client's identity appears to have been almost entirely organized around two things: swordsmanship, and his former teacher. He describes the dojo where he trained as the first place outside his home where an adult praised him; he describes his teacher as the person who gave him opportunity and direction. Both of those structures are now absent. His former teacher has been imprisoned; his own status within his domain is that of a deserter. He has, by his own description, no role, no affiliation, no income, and no community.

He used the phrase yakutatazu (useless, good for nothing) to describe himself. When the clinician reflected it back to him as a word he seemed to have heard a great deal, he agreed without affect. "Since I was a kid."

Cognitive functioning:

Despite the internalized narrative of stupidity, client demonstrates intact reasoning, good situational memory, and the capacity for nuanced observation. He noticed details about the consulting room that the clinician had not mentioned. He caught a subtle re-framing in a question and identified it immediately. His memory for specific dates, names, and sequences of events appears unusually precise. He does not appear to recognize any of this as evidence of intelligence; it simply does not factor into his self-assessment.

Risk assessment:

Client denied active suicidal ideation. However, he presents with multiple risk factors: social isolation, alcohol dependence, loss of primary attachment figure, loss of social role and identity, and a pattern of self-abandonment (not eating, not seeking shelter, describing himself consistently in terms of worthlessness). He does not appear to be actively seeking his own death but shows little evidence of actively investing in his own survival either.

IV. SOCIAL FACTORS

Current living situation:

Client is effectively homeless. He has been occupying an abandoned residence that he entered through a loose fence board. He is aware that this is illegal and that he risks arrest. He describes this as a minor concern relative to having somewhere warm to sleep.

Support network:

By client's account: none currently functional. He listed parents and a younger brother in Tosa, but stated that he cannot return to his domain due to his status as a deserter; he has had no contact with his family in well over a year. He mentioned a former employer (referred to obliquely, not named) with evident warmth, but stated that he left that position and "it was my own fault." He did not elaborate, but the self-attribution of blame was immediate.

He has no current friends, no comrades, no colleagues.

History of social relationships:

Client describes a pattern in which his social belonging was largely conditional on performance or utility. He was accepted by peers in childhood because he was physically skilled; he was valued at the dojo because he was talented with a sword; he was given opportunities by his former teacher in exchange for work he later came to understand was not in his own interest. He does not appear to have had relationships in which he was valued simply for being present. He does not name this as a loss, but the clinician notes it.

He blushes easily and is embarrassed by public displays of emotion or foolishness. He describes finding it mortifying when others make spectacles of themselves in social settings, which the clinician reads as consistent with heightened shame sensitivity, likely developed in an environment where humiliation was frequent and unpredictable.

Occupational/financial:

Currently has no income. He sold what he describes as his most valued possession — a sword — some time ago to cover living expenses. The significance of this was not stated but was visible on his face. He has since been surviving on what he can extort or steal.

V. CLINICAL IMPRESSIONS AND FORMULATION

Okada Izo (presenting as Doi Tetsuzo) is a 25-year-old male currently presenting in a state of significant psychosocial deterioration following a series of compounding losses: loss of institutional identity (removal from the Kinnoto's membership roster, status as deserter), loss of primary attachment (separation from his teacher and mentor, Takechi Hanpeita), loss of livelihood, and loss of stable housing. These losses have not occurred in isolation; they follow a developmental history characterized by chronic academic humiliation, conditional social belonging, and an identity organized almost entirely around a single skill and a single relationship.

The most clinically significant feature of this presentation is not the external crisis, which is severe, but the internal landscape in which it is occurring. Client shows a complete absence of self-protective cognition. He does not describe his circumstances as unjust or unfair; he describes them as his own fault, his own failure, his own inadequacy. The vocabulary of self-deprecation is so habitual as to appear automatic, offered without distress, which suggests it was acquired very early and has never been challenged. He does not appear to experience these beliefs as beliefs. He appears to experience them as facts.

Alcohol dependence is serving a clear function: it manages the physiological symptoms of chronic stress, facilitates sleep, and provides the small, repeatable comfort of something predictable in an environment that is otherwise entirely unpredictable. Addressing it directly at this stage, without first establishing safety and trust, is likely to be counterproductive.

Preliminary Impressions:

Alcohol Use Disorder, Severe

Major Depressive Disorder, current episode, with passive suicidal features

Complex trauma exposure (nature and extent unconfirmed)

Possible Specific Learning Difference (reading/writing, undiagnosed, lifelong)

Chronic low self-worth organized around early and sustained experiences of humiliation

Attachment disruption following loss of primary relational figure

Risk level at time of assessment: Intermediate. Client is not actively seeking self-harm but is engaged in a pattern of self-neglect that constitutes a passive risk. He is also engaged in behaviors (extortion, unlawful residence) that create significant risk of arrest.

VI. RECOMMENDATIONS

Prioritize safety planning around housing and food before any formal psychological work is attempted.

Psychoeducation around alcohol dependence should be introduced gently and without framing current use as moral failure.

Longer-term therapeutic work, if trust can be established, should focus on the internalized framework of self-worth — specifically, the unchallenged equation between others' assessment of him and factual truth.

A follow-up session is recommended within the week. Client was non-committal but did not refuse.