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So I’m a gigantic idiot. I do this thing sometimes where I agree to go on dates without realizing that’s what I’ve done and I’m pretty sure I just did it again. Cause I said “we should hang out” in like a general, with other people kind of way. And the guy has now invited himself to my place? Alone? Dude...I’m pretty sure if that’s what I meant, I would have said that?
So that’s fun
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welp mental health has tanked again. flew too close to the sun the other night what with my temerity to feel attractive (how DARE)
revisiting some failures this morning. the woman who spent an evening out at the gay bar with me touching my arm, holding my hand, telling me I’m beautiful, and who when I sweetly asked if I could kiss her, demurred saying she had a partner. Today my brain is calling me a fool—if she wanted to kiss me she would have but do I really think literally one of the most gorgeous people I’ve ever seen in my life would want me? girl come on
The much younger enby i’d been crushing on for years. when i at last worked up the head of steam to ask them out on a date turned me down very sweetly and kindly and very not subtly brought up our age difference. Which! Completely fair! Being a 15-year-old 42-year-old girl has been tricky to navigate and I’ve fucked up like a WHOLE bunch. But yeah what was i thinking
the older woman I was CERTAIN had a thing for me who i flirty texted for weeks and then invited over to my place and upon arriving and sitting together holding one another told me “I don’t want to fuck you”
i am a fucking idiot and my brain treats me like a cancer i hate it here
Dating-hack
Increase your romantic appeal by becoming more timid and outwardly depressed as you realize you are developing feelings. Let anxiety prevent you from asking your crush to be in a relationship.
I think I may have spoke too soon about having my first real valentine ever. :/
Fuck! I used to be so social. Literally I could spark a convo with anyone and it'd be good. I wish I could find someone who I could mostly listen to. I honestly just hate myself to the point where I don't look forward to the questions about me. There's really nothing interesting here. But then again, nobody wants to spend time with someone who isn't interesting. I guess that's why I'm alone. I guess that's why I'm here.
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i just checked my okcupid for the first time in a month and I have a message from a kid in my econ class asking if the homework is hard
To those out there that I hurt in love...
I fucked up.
I'll never be able to fix it.
I was a bitch and I was manipulative.
What I said when I said you meant so much was true.
I don't know what I mean to you anymore but hopefully I positively impacted your life... somehow...
I don't expect to have impacted your life at all.
I don't expect from others anymore.
It's mostly because they expect so much of me.
And they expect me to give everything away.
So I have been trying to be a little less selfish.
A little less jealous.
And a lot less frustrating through my lonely days.
And though I've been used before
and I'm afraid to be used again
for my intellect
and my kindness
and my passion,
I won't hate you for leaving.
After all
who wants someone
who only wants to know she's not born on mute?
