Itās mine and Ruiriās wedding tomorrow And so far nothingās been set up at all, my uncle is on some power frenzy, my dad is helping because of course he is. Iām stressed because Iām trying to get the garden at least decent.
Stressed because my family has known about that at the bottom of the North Sea since the 1700s and they tried to keep it buried, away from the next generation, and how the drilling in 1975 had finally disturbed whatever is down there,
My head is hurting, I havenāt done fuck all recently aka REST
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Last song: uhhh technically not the last one but i've looped "big stick" by muna too many times today not to mention it
Favorite color: right nowwwww i think it's dark blue
Currently watching: uh. i've started the summer hikaru died and sonic x but i've not touched them in a while
Currently reading: a history on judaism by martin goodman
Current obsession: i've reentered my superhero phase... but also i'm really into going to Events and Hanging Out with people apparently cuz i keep booking my schedule so i barely have time to be obsessed w much rn
Currently working on: finishing the reference for my dnd character & starting to work on a character for a separate campaign... also i bought stuff to start cross-stitching but i have not decided what to do yet lmao
You just got an old car and it doesnāt have Bluetooth. You can only buy seven cds and you canāt repeat an artist. What are you getting?
1.) American Idiot - Green Day
2.) A Thousand Suns - Linkin Park
3.) Aim & Ignite - Fun.
4.) Take the Sadness Out of Saturday Night - Bleachers
5.) A Day Without Rain - Enya
6.) Painting of a Panic Attack - Frightened Rabbit
7.) III - The Lumineers
Honorable mentions: The Gambler - Fun, Dookie - Green Day, Cleopatra - The Lumineers, The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance, Melodrama - Lorde, Plastic Beach - Gorillaz, Megalithic Symphony - AWOLNATION, Man on the Moon II - Kid Cudi
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Really glad I started with Taskmaster NZ because if I had started with Taskmaster UK I really would not have finished it lol
I just finished the UK series 1, after watching all of the NZ seasons, and I miss Paul Williams :( also I think Jeremy Wells is a better taskmaster tbh. At least, comparing him to series one Greg Davies. Idk maybe Greg gets better lol. Also Paul is DEFINITELY superior to Alex.
I also was just not that big a fan of the bickering between contestants and taskmaster on points happening almost EVERY task in UK series 1. And they're just...mean for no reason to the contestants?? It's not even really that funny usually idk, it's not my thing
I'm travelling mid September!! But rn I wanna share a thought I've been having for a while.
Going in a travel with the boys. Everyone packed inside a car and having to sit on their lap š and be fucked and passed around from lap to lap like a "blunt". Being stuffed by each of the sins š
With love
- š
Hiya š!! A trip omgg sounds like fun XD
Also āLike a bluntā is honestly the best way to describe it too- helpsjskks
and the only reason theyāll all actually take turns is because one; youāre enjoying it and two; somebody has to drive / change seats at least twice so they can all get a turn- (and yk give you a break) shhshsh
summer retrospective time because i'm feeling down about term starting up and not writing as much as i wanted to but I KNOW this is ridiculous and my goals were unreasonable.
so totally unasked for and unprompted here's what i got:
Chapters 8 and 9 of Upside-Down - 32k (total wip 118k) - E - Harringrove - Crazy long March chapter wherein an ominous phone rings and rings, Billy experiences some firsts (first time playing D&D against his will! first time fucking Steve! first time enduring a birthday party!), and Eddie drags Billy to a thrash metal concert. In Flayedville, the kids rally the troops to save Billy, he and Steve share body heat, and plans don't go as planned.
Two fics written for upcoming @strangerthingscharityzine totaling 4k words in their original state, trimmed down to 1.5k words each for the zine edition. Idk if I'm allowed to summarize but one of them made Remy cry!
That Bartender Sure is Something - 1k - G - Harringrove - Sideways scene rewrite from alt character's POV wherein I try to lay groundwork for why Steve's parents are out of town so often (aside from my need to give boys safe space to fuck and be super freaking domestic).
Chapters 11 and 12 of Only One Bed - 13k (total wip 59k) - E - Harringrovesoningham or whatever Steve/Billy/Eddie/Chrissy is called - Chrissy POV and Eddie POV chapters wherein Chrissy and Billy bond and then Billy/Eddie/Chrissy navigate their dynamic as asymmetrical polyamorous triad. Mostly cute!! Minimal angst!!
Drafted aaalmost first half (7k) of @bigbangharringrove fic wherein Steve flirts with necromancy and necrophilia and NO STOP where are you going it's all gonna be fine!!! See, Billy died in this contemporary fantasy version of Hawkins where magic and supernatural creatures are just kinda there and so Steve tries to revive him but he imports the wrong file. The wrong Billy. Because there happens to be a lust demon that goes by the same name as Steve's dearly departed husband and let me tell ya he is NOT jazzed to be here. Working with @LucaDoodleDoo who is awesome AND so far has not run away!
Drafted 1.5k of fic for upcoming @harringrovezine. Still on track to be way too long but I WILL trim it down. Not sure what else I'm free to say but I'm excited how it's shaping up?
what follows is me convincing myself i did a good job
And that's... that's it. About 76.5k in all. Which is more than I realized (and also according to haphazard math is more than last summer by maybe 10k?)
I'm not usually fixated on word count much (aside from like laugh-crying when a fic just balloons way bigger than anticipated), and more words does not equal better words by ANY means, but I think this gives me a reality check about getting down on myself. I didn't finish the major things I originally set out to finish but... yeah, such is life when you have more than one WIP in which you are painfully invested š
And it's not like I won't EVER finish them which is prob my biggest fear because i had a rep growing up for all my grand plans and projects just losing steam and going nowhere. But I am capable of finishing fics because look ma, there's 3 whole multi-chap fics with the little green check mark (please actually DON'T look, ma).
I'm just babbling now. When work starts I'll be back to writing in random libraries after last bell and my output will slow, and I'm sad about it. But wow you know what I did shit out a bunch of words in like 2.5 months so at least there's that.
(Hesitant to post this because I'm sure it looks like flexing or fishing or something? Or like I'm implying that unless you too are shitting out words you suck? Which uhh I am not! The intent is more for Present Me to flex on Past Me, maybe? And fish some reassurance out of cold hard numbers to more easily put things in perspective.)
Mostly this did work, though! I feel better about the summer. If you need a boost, look over what you've done across a certain span of time using whatever measurement suits you and talk yourself into a pat on the back.
