just a ambulance at the bottom of a cliff...

When I was expecting with you, I thought you'd save me. I thought you'd love me, and then my mother would love me. Even from the beginning, you disobeyed. Wouldn't eat, like you were punishing me for being born. You made me feel like a fool, like a child. And now you come back here and all I can think is… (What? What, Mama?) You smell ripe.

"Sometimes entertainment is an overrated function of art. Sometimes being made uncomfortable is the point. Sometimes being repulsed by something is the point."

I’m gonna smash myself to pieces I’m gonna fuck myself up I’m sifting through ashes of what I have become I gave myself away, now i’m nothing I let it slip away, now i’m nothing All that I can do is break myself in two I fucked it all alway, now i’m nothing Wave, wave, wave, wave goodbye Wave, wave, wave, wave goodbye

Hey God! Why are you doing this to me? Am I not living up to what I’m supposed to be? Why am I seething in this animosity? (Hey God!) I think you owe me a great big fucking apology Terrible Lie!

Hey God! I really don’t know what you mean? Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams I let my hatred grow all the more extreme (Hey God!) Is this world really as sad as it seems Terrible Lie!

Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don’t tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Please don’t tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don’t tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to Don’t tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don’t tear it , please, don’t tear it, please don’t tear it, don’t tear it, don’t!

Hey God! Theres nothing left for me to hide I’ve lost my ignorance, security and pride I’m all alone in this fucking world you must despise I believed your promises, your promises and lies Terrible Lie!

You made it throw it all away My morals left to decay How many you betray? You’ve taken everything

My head is filled with disease My skin is begging you please I’m on my hands and knees I want so much to believe I want so much to believe Goddamn it!

seems i’ve been weakened at the knees

to fall in love is a disease