In honour of finishing my first Heated Rivalry fanfic, have a fanart that I've been staring at entirely too long. Affinity and I are slowly getting better at communicating but we're still mere acquaintances.
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Scott and Kip get a lot of invitations now that they're the one couple everybody talks about. But this invitation is just a little bit different from the usual. At least neither of them had expected to be asked to spend a weekend at Shane Hollander's cottage, with Shane. And Ilya Rozanov. Especially since there's a little bit of history between Scott and the other two players.
But sometimes, a relaxed weekend in the middle of nowhere is just what you need.
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Once theyâre back in the flow though, a question that has been bouncing around his head for a while now comes tumbling out.
âI was wondering. Is Shane on the spectrum?â
Ilya frowns, eyes still laser focused on the ball as he deftly deflects it back to Kipâs side of the table. âSpectrum? What spectrum?â
Kip has to reach pretty far but he just catches the ball and whacks it towards Ilya again. âAutism,â he finally answers.Â
He isnât sure if Ilya is familiar with that term but it doesnât really matter because Ilya catches the ball in one swift movement with his left hand and then turns around and shouts âHey Shane, are you on autism spectrum?â at a volume that makes Kip jump.
Thereâs a marked silence from the direction of the lawn chairs, a bird calls out in the woods, and Kip hopes that maybe, just maybe, they didnât hear Ilya.
But of course they did.
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âI think, for me, the weirdest reaction to my coming outâI mean you expect the hate and youâre grateful for the loveâbut the weirdest reaction was from people who complain that ⌠Iâm not gay enough?â He sounds honestly confused.
âWhat, they want you to start painting your nails or something?â Shane asks, frowning again.
âWouldnât be a bad look for you, Hunter.â Ilya waggles his eyebrows at Scott but Scott mostly ignores him.
âI donât know. I guess. Maybe. I honestly donât really get them. Shouldnât they be happy thereâs a gay player at all now? Out, I mean.â
Both Shane and Ilya agree but Kip hums absentmindedly. Heâs actually been thinking about that one for a bit and heâs got a theory that might explain that so heâs not ready to write those people off as completely weird or crazy. Although they are annoying.Â
He finally notices the heavy silence and looks up to find both Shane and Ilya looking expectantly at him and Scott has half turned in the embrace as well.
âAnything you wanna share with the rest of the group, hun?â Scott asks, demonstrating he knows Kip too well by now.
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Four guys in a cottage, still talking, although Kip gets to let out his nerd in this one and does most of the talking.
An idea my brain surprised me with when I woke up this morning XD
I love the "sorry can you pretend to be my boyfriend for a moment" meetcute trope so I imagined what would happen if Kip approaches Scott like that (not knowing who he is) (why is Scott at the club? Idk. Why is Kip confident Scott won't punch him? Idk) because he's trying to shake off his stupid ex boyfriend. Scott is too startled to really protest (also Kip is very hot) and the next moment Kip is kissing him (because the ex can't take a hint).
Only problem is: somebody took a picture so next morning, the headlines are "Scott Hunter seen kissing man in NY club" etc. and Kip is absolutely MORTIFIED and is scrambling to make a press statement, having to tell all of NY that he accidentally kissed (outed) Scott Hunter because his ex boyfriend was annoying.
And Scott's at a crossroads because he's got two choices now:
double down on the closet. Except now that the idea has been planted in peoples' heads, it's probably even more difficult to pretend and he'll probably have to marry some poor girl just to get out of this
or embrace the opportunity he's been given because wouldn't it be nice if he could kiss a boyfriend in a club? (the bf conveniently looking like Kip in his daydreams because the kiss had been brief but nice)
The idea comes with extra helpings of
Scott dithering so long on how to react that it's basically too late to deny now
Kip being a complete anxious mess because he fucked up so spectacularly
Scott being an anxious mess but trying to reassure Kip because he doesn't actually blame him (more himself for being in the club)
George very much not knowing how to help his son with the mess he's gotten himself into
a conversation between Scott and Carter that goes basically
S: no, that wasn't my secret boyfriend. I don't have a boyfriend
C: awkward, but he was cute
S: ...what if I was gay though?
C: As your best friend, I'd be a little sad you never told me but of course you'd still be my best bud
S: ... okay. I'm gay.
C: As your best friend, I'm a little sad you never told me but of course you're still my best bud
S: Thanks. Okay
C: Okay
*teary-eyed hug*
Scott awkwardly asking Kip out for real, Kip being very flustered and awkward but when Scott starts backtracking (because omg, did I come on too strong???), he basically leaps into his arms
Ilya and Shane being very confused on the side
Could also include:
ex bf going "your new bf is SCOTT HUNTER?!?!" and Kip going shocked pikachu
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âDid you sleep well?â Shane asks the next morning when Kip and Scott make their way into the kitchen.
âDid you have fun?â Ilya adds with a shiteating grin, eyes travelling over them and taking special notice of their entwined hands. Heâs sitting at the kitchen counter, sipping coffee, while Shane is busy preparing breakfast.
Kip doesnât need to turn towards Scott to know heâs rolling his eyes. He can practically hear it. But Kip just smiles, squeezing Scottâs fingers.
âYes, both. Thank you.âÂ
His voice doesnât waver a bit, sounding casual and cheerful. He doesnât even react when Scott makes a sound next to him that somehow manages to be both a snort and a sigh. Thereâs probably another eyeroll in there, too.
Kipâs smile grows a little wider.
Ilya raises his coffee cup at Kip with a nod before turning to Scott. âI like your boyfriend.â
âYes, Iâm aware. Thank you. I happen to like him, too.â
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âSo,â Ilya says, sipping from his can of coke, âtell us how you found your hot boyfriend. The real version, not press version.â He grins, a twinkle in his eyes.
âRozanov.â Scottâs tone is pure warning. Itâs deep and growly and does things to Kip he tries very hard to ignore, seeing how theyâre in company and all that. Heâs maybe a little bit obsessed with Scottâs voice (and everything else about him).
âWhat? Itâs true. Itâs a compliment.â Ilya waves at Kip as if to support his words with evidence and Kip shifts a little under his gaze. âYou donât think your boyfriend is hot?â
Scott groans. âOf course I think heâs hot!â Now he sounds like heâs losing an argument with a toddler and is not handling it well.Â
Kip stifles a chuckle in his own can of ginger ale.
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Four guys in a cottage, talking, because they're all gay(/queer). That's it. That's the fic. They have a lot to talk about...
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Ilya laughs and steals a pancake from Shaneâs plate even though thereâs still plenty available. âIs okay. We do not need to argue on your last morning.â
âDonât make it sound so terminal. Weâre just flying back, not dying!â
âYes, please donât die. I need to beat you in the playoffs this season. Get the cup back.â
Scott grins. âFeel free to try.â
âOoh, someoneâs getting cocky after ⌠how many cup wins? One?â Shane leans back in his chair, arms crossed, and grins at him.
âOh fuck both of you!â
Kip pats Scottâs arm, trying to swallow the laughter bubbling in his throat.
âI wish I could refer to this conversation the next time someone asks what itâs like hanging out with hockey players. But, uh, I wonât. For obvious reasons.â He waves at Shane and Ilya and the whole ânot outâ of it all.
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[this is technically going to be a part in The Weekend at some point but I'm deep in my feels right now and I kinda like this raw, almost dialogue only version of it and I think it stands well enough on it own so I'm posting it anyway]
âHey.
âHey. Sorry, I couldnât sleep anymore and thought I might as well try to catch the sunrise out here.â
âOkay.â Then, after a pause. âAre you okay?â
âYeah, yeah, of course.â
âKip âŚâ
âItâs nothing. Just a bit of bad brain weather or something. Iâll be fine.â
âKip ⌠talk to me.â
âItâs ⌠itâs nothing.â
âClearly not.â
âScottââ
âPlease, darling. Just talk to me. Whatever it is.â
Kip bites his lip hard, avoiding Scottâs gaze. But after a while he gives in.Â
He still doesnât look at him.
âSometimes Iâm afraid that youâll figure out that you donât actually love me. That you just latched on to your first boyfriend with all the desperation of too many years of loneliness and mistook that for love. Or ⌠that maybe you do love me but itâs not the forever kind of love, just that first excitement of being so close to someone, but that you wonât ever admit that to yourself because youâre stubborn and you see things through and so you think youâll have to see this through, too, even if you no longer love me and then youâll be trapped again and I know marriage is all about âpromise to love me until weâre fucking deadâ and all that but I donât ⌠I mean I want that, I hope thatâs how itâll be because I love you so fucking much but I couldnât bear to be the one trapping you again in a situation you donât want to be in and I ⌠I know that Iâm being unfair to you and that I should trust you to know your own feelings and what you want and I do, for the most part I do, but sometimes âŚâ
âSometimes youâre afraid.â
â... yes.â
Scott takes a step forward and wraps his arms around Kip, pulling him close until he can bury his nose in Kipâs curls. Eyes squeezed close, Kip clings to Scott, clings to his solid warmth and his familiar body and his comforting, steadying presence.
They stand like that for a long time before Scott finally speaks.
âI canât promise you I will love you forever. I can only promise you that, right now, it feels like I will. That Iâve been feeling like this for a long time now. Youâre right, youâre technically my first boyfriend and yes, maybe I did imprint on you like a fucking duckling the first time we met,â Kip snorts at that, âbut youâre not the first man Iâve been with. Thereâs been Hollander and Rozanov, obviously, but also all those one-night stands in Europe during all those summers and sure, those were just about the sex, too, but that doesnât mean there wasnât some guy every now and then where I thought about what it would be like to be in a relationship with him. Where I wished things were different so I could at least try if it worked out. But you ⌠you,â he chuckles fondly, âI would have moved fucking continents if Iâd met you in Rome instead of Brooklyn.â
âYeah?â Kip laughs, wetly, trying to imagine a version of their lives where he had somehow managed to get to Rome but was jobbing in a pizza place or something.
âAbsolutely. I guess I just got really fucking lucky that my first boyfriend is also the guy I really, really want to marry.â
âOkay. ⌠can you still promise me something?â
âHm?â
âIf that ever changes, please tell me?â
âOnly if you promise to do the same.â
â ⌠okay.â
âIâm not sure if we should really write our own vowsâŚâ
âWhy? You think âI promise to tell you if I no longer want to be married to youâ is not super standard wedding stuff?â
âI donât know. But no, probably not.â
âWell, weâre us. And it only has to work for us.â
âHm. Youâre right.â
âYouâre not angry with me, right?â
âAngry? Why would I be angry with you, sweetheart?â
âFor ⌠for doubting you? And your love for me?â
âI mean ⌠Iâd much prefer if you didnât do that but I get it. And Iâm constantly terrified that youâll one day decide this isnât worth all the effort and hassle so ⌠I guess weâre even.â
âYou are so worth the effort and hassle, babe. So worth it!â