#ririe

yes yes tokyo is thy name 😭 thank you though, i really like your name too :]

i kinda hate it because everytime i introduce myself people are like "oh ... but like whats your real name?" and i just gotta be like "no bro, that is my real name fym" BUT HERES THE FUNNY PART ; i dont have a drop of asian blood in me 😭😭😭

Wolverine Creek Trail

Fast and fun easy wide trail with one short intermediate rock garden at the very bottom. Can be ridden either direction.

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(( How to explain this... No. For me, ME, and in MY blog, that is not CANON ^^’’ 

1 - Makes no sense, since a child, even by his mother, Shu is called as SHU;

2 - The Dark Fate went so poorly and bad even Rejet made Chaos Lineage as a huge: “Scratch all that, here is the real deal”

3 - I’m way more of an HDB follower than MB forward as I see those as AUs;

4 - That sounds like a sudden writer decision just to match with Reiji’s name better than with Subaru’s and it has no impact whatsoever on the story or on the character;

5 - Too forced. Too random;

Since the farewell Sophocles episode first aired last year, I started wondering that earlier in the series how emotional the current gang will react when the time comes for Ash to leave the Alola region. Who will take it the hardest? I bet on Lillie and Kiawe. Kiawe probably the most T_T

Hope ya like it! I decided to do two prompts one w/ Shu and I might end up doing one for Laito at a later date, though!Also, I know the feeling of being insecure about weight, and this might slightly go somewhat into Eating disorder waters, I’ll try not to do that, though, but I’m sorry if it gets a bit trigger-y. “Fun” fact: yo gurl Roza suffers from an ED so I’m sorry if I make it #SuperTriggering. Warnings: NSFW (Only inplied, but I might write a smut scene later on if y'all sinners want it.)                  Self-hate/(potential development stages of an eating disorder)                                          

Shu:You stared in the mirror, biting your lip as you looked at your body. You weren’t exactly “fat”. Not technically, since you were in the “average weight” Spectrum of your height. Nonetheless, you /felt/ disgusting and fat. And now, you stood in front of the mirror in your room, in your underwear, feeling absolutely sick to the stomach. Your thunder thighs.Your bulging stomachYour fat face and your fat, flabby armsYou /hated/ it. Truly, deeply despised your own body. You knew you weren’t good enough for Shu. You’d known it all along, but it was only recently you finally realised it on a conscious level after Yui had been brought into the manor as a new sacrificial bride. You by no means disliked Yui, she was lovely and sweet and kind. She was /perfect/. Even though you didn’t hate the blonde girl, you envied her like hell. She had the body you always wanted, and it killed you to know that you were being a stupid, selfish and envious bitch. Yui was so kind and you tried being kind too, but you couldn’t help being so incredibly annoyed that he had the body you doubted you’d ever be able to have. You felt bad, you’d been avoiding her recently because every time you look at her, you compare yourself to her and it makes you more and more frustrated and angry with yourself. In fact, you’ve begun to compare yourself to every girl you see, most of them being skinnier than you by a ton. You could only wonder why Shu hadn’t left you to be with Yui or some other girl who was far prettier and thinner than you. Slowly, you got dressed, and tried to pick the clothes that had a slimming effect, it was hard to find such clothes, but you managed. (Timeskip)It had been a few weeks since then, and you’ve decided to lose weight. You’ve started eating less, and only ate if anyone else was around, which was quite easy to do since the boys themselves didn’t need to eat often, or at all really, and you only had Sunday dinner together. You stepped on the scale, smiling proudly as you saw the number on the scale go down. You were already much thinner than a few weeks ago, you were doing well. You still ate, of course, just…perhaps slightly less than you were meant to. But hey, as long as it worked…right?Yui was the first to notice, and she complimented you, noting how your legs looked much more shapely, feminine. After a while, some of the boys noticed, too. Laito was the first to actually notice, but it’s Laito and he notices those things with ease. Kanato and Reiji noticed it too, Rejij complimented you and Kanato just noted it quickly, not really staying on the topic. However what upset you, was that Shu hadn’t noticed, or if he did, then he didn’t say anything. Did he not even really care about you anymore? What if he noticed, but you still aren’t skinny enough? Obviously you were not yet skinny, but still far better than you had been not that long ago…!As time went on, you ate less and less, and at first, you assumed no one noticed since no one said anything about it. Yui was catching onto it, though, based on the sad, pleading looks she sent you and tried to get you to eat meals with her, but you refused, always have some excuse.“I’m not hungry”“I feel ill”“I already ate..!Of course, you were hungry. You ate so little, it was horrible. But it was all for the result. For being skinny. And then maybe you’d be enough for Shu…!

You planned on doing your first fast* tomorrow, and you were nervous. Never before had you fast, so there was a danger of binging. You had just finished taking a bath and checking your weight on the scale, when you noticed you’d gone up a few pounds from a recent binge, causing tears to come to your eyes.You failed..! Maybe the fast would need to last longer? forty-eight hour fast…? Were you ready for that?You left the bathroom, dressed in your nightwear, ready to sleep. It was morning, and you’d all gotten back from the academy not too long ago, and you were tired. You assumed everyone else was asleep already. You couldn’t wait for your head to hit the soft pillows and fall asleep. Your (e/c) eyes widened in mild surprise when you saw Shu sitting on your bed, his deep ocean-blue eyes staring into your very soul. “S-Shu…!” You stuttered out, “What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be sleeping?” You asked, nervously. It’d been…a few days since you and he had been fully alone. You spent time together, of course, but it’s been getting less and less since you don’t want him knowing that you haven’t been eating - which he’d know if he was to spend too much time with you. “…” Shu was silent for a moment, before sighing. You froze.

Did he know!?  Oh, Gods, he knew, didn’t he?How…? Did someone tell him!?“…Yui says you haven’t been eating.” He finally spoke up, his face stoic. You cried out internally, of course, Yui would’ve told and snitched on you!“I do eat.” You lied, biting your lip, not looking into his eyes. Shu glared at you, shaking his head slightly. “Don’t lie to me.” He darkly stated, “I can tell when you lie.” He added, crossing his arms. “And look me in the eyes when I’m talking to you.” He demanded.This was…odd. He was usually so care-free, so calm. But now he was so…gravely serious and seemingly angry.Gods, he was angry, wasn’t he!?You could feel the tears gathering in your eyes and your knees getting weak.“Why have you been doing it?” He asked although it sounded much more like an order or question. He was ordering you to answer him. “…I…” You choked on tears, and you couldn’t take it anymore. “…I’m just…” You tried to speak through the tears, “I’m just so F A T!” you cried out loudly, knees giving in as you feel on the ground, crying. “…I-I…I’m sorry!” You exclaimed, shaking your head as you cried, staring at the ground and crying your eyes out. You were so pathetic. He’d probably leave you right now. Suddenly, you felt a warmth around your body and it took you a while to realise it.Shu was holding you. You cried into his chest, whimpering and choking on the tears. After a few minutes that felt like several hours, you heard a somewhat sad chuckle erupt from him, as he spoke up, “You’re such a troublesome woman…” He sighed softly,  his arms tightening around you. His tone wasn’t degrading nor judgeful, but almost…playful. As if he wanted to lighten the mood.“You shouldn’t worry about such bothersome things, (y/n).” He stated softly, /sweetly/, his eyes looking down at you affectionately.This was a side of Shu only you really got to see. His real affectionate side…“If I didn’t want you, I wouldn’t have made you mine in the first place,” Shu assured, and lifted you bridal style, shocking you. “Besides, you’ll always be light to me.” He smugly stated as he carried you to your bed, and placed you down, smiling, pure love and lust into his eyes, “But I think it’s my job to show you how beautiful you are to me as your lover, isn’t it?” He smirked and kissed you softly.

- Mod Rozalia/Sinful Mother

Hope you liked it! <3