#rip proof

Today in Hip Hop History:

Him giving head. Period.

Besides that? Hm ... 🤔 Riding a dick. He sees himself as a perfectionist, that includes having control over every little detail. When he’s riding someone, he’s the one saying how the fuck is going down.

But! In my story "Love Is Ǝvil" I write about how that need for control is in the way at times and how giving up control through sex is more enjoyable to him. After all, he carries a lot of weight on his shoulders and it’s nice to have a moment of just not that.

In that regard I picture him liking some bondage, some physical restraints to his own movements so to enforce that he does indeed let go of controlling the situation. And to let go of controlling himself, so that he can concentrate on enjoying the moment instead of trying to please the other person.

In LiE he’s also very fond of the doggy style position, which I think tracks with Em. It’s traditionally (as in cis-het christian tradition) thought of as more "wild" or "pervy" but in reality it really isn’t. Much like him, on his songs he sounds really out there but in real life he’s just a nice, shy, goofy person. Also, he likes to present his ass and this is the perfect position to show his big white ass off.

Like, even in 2018-ish and with his pants on, he’s still getting in position on stage waiting for somebody to take him up on the offer. Man just wants to be taken and this is a good position to be taken in.

I think, he’ll also enjoy some sweet, romantic love making. Some missionary style so they can look at each other and touch each other. He’s a rather cuddly person it seems, leaning against them and hugging his friends as often as possible. But I also think, he’s not good with this sort of intimacy because of, well ... everything, I guess - and just by virtue of being an emotional person. So, he avoids sweet, romantic love making. Which is too bad, 'cause it can be really nice.

Em looking at his first boyfriend all naive and in love like: "It’s not much but it’s mine ... We could just cuddle? 😳" Then they start making out and just enjoying the moment with each other and not even touching each other’s dicks can break apart their kissing and ... (reminds me of Proof taking Em’s virginity)

I also think, he’s generally open to try new stuff out or to do something his partner likes for the sake of it. But he’ll be making fun of them if it’s something weird, that’s just the person he is. But he’ll probably stick to the few things he knows work well and he likes very much.

Every CD critics gave it a three

Then three years later, they'd go back and re-rate it

And call the Slim Shady LP the greatest

The Marshall Mathers was a classic

The Eminem Show was fantastic

But Encore just didn't have the caliber to match it

I guess enough time just ain't passed, yet

A couple more years, that shit'll be ill-matic

R.I.P. DeShaun “Proof” Holton