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When Lion wakes up on the bed of the same old motel, he feels blood in his mouth and bends over the filthy mattress just in time to spit onto the floor the clot that had gathered during the night. The thick, dark saliva leaves a sticky mark on the worn floor, among yellowish stains and rings left by forgotten cans. The smell of the room is the same as always: a mix of cheap disinfectant, sweat, semen, and stale smoke that seems to have seeped into the damp wooden walls.

He tries to focus and discovers thin slivers of light between the curtains, signaling that it’s daytime. Time in there flows without rules; there are no clocks, only nausea and exhaustion dictating the rhythm of the hours. He realizes, with almost painful slowness, that he had blacked out for more than four hours. Maybe longer. He couldn’t remember the last moments—fatigue had knocked him out before his last client even got close to thinking about coming. Maybe it was better that way; at least he spared himself the brutal thrusts and the grunts he always had to endure.

He pulls himself out of the sheet, and the light illuminates the bruises on his hips, his back, and his buttocks. Every purplish blotch tells a different story: a well-aimed slap, a caress turned into a scratch, the weight of a body he didn’t want. His bones seem to scream beneath his skin, but Lion doesn’t pay attention anymore—they’ve become part of his daily uniform, like the bandages back when he used to step into the ring years ago.

He crawls across the mattress, his hands slipping on the coarse fabric, and every movement seems to spark pain everywhere. He sighs tiredly as he pushes himself onto all fours. On the nightstand he finds the money, as always: a folded bundle held together by a yellow rubber band. Crumpled banknotes that stink of sweat and despair. He counts them quickly with one eye still half-shut, fingers trembling slightly. Not little, but not enough either. Never enough. Lion has learned that money doesn’t accumulate—it melts through your hands like water, disappearing into bills, rushed meals, rent that always crushes his chest because in the city costs were unbelievably high.

He tries to stand, but the world spins around him as if he’d been underwater too long. His knees buckle, his breath catches, and he’s forced to sit back down. The mattress groans beneath his weight as he twists, gritting his teeth: the pain in his ass is sharp, burning, a nail forcing him to bend forward and slide onto his side so as not to put all his weight on it. With that pain, every time, Lion remembers who he’s become. No longer the boxer from the outskirts, the boy people once called Lion for his grit. Now he’s just flesh for sale.

He runs a hand through his sweaty, dark-blond hair, now too long and shapeless. The cracked mirror across the room gives him back a face he barely recognizes: swollen eyes, split lips, unkempt beard. He looks older than his thirty-five years. And yet, deep in that lost gaze, there’s still a spark. An idea. A plan that has never stopped whispering in his ears: to make enough money to quit everything, to open a business with his brother, to finally have a place of his own.

The problem is that Lion doesn’t know how to stop. When his brother had proposed this life—just what’s necessary to survive, just enough not to end up on the street—Lion had nodded, but inside he had already decided he wouldn’t settle. He doesn’t know what enough means. He never has. Not in the ring, not in the factory, not now.

He gets to his feet again, this time more cautiously, leaning a hand against the wall to keep from falling. Every movement is a silent scream of his muscles, but his mind is already elsewhere. On who’s waiting for him outside. On his brother who, with the same tired look, tries to scrape money together however he can. On the clients who will fill his day, each different from the other.

He pulls on the crumpled jeans from the floor, tightens the belt too much to mask the trembling of his hips, and slips the banknotes into the inside pocket of his worn leather jacket. Before leaving, he approaches the leaky sink, turns the faucet, and lets the cold water run over his hands. He rinses his mouth, spitting out more traces of blood, then looks one last time at the cracked mirror.

Lion sighs.

And tells himself that one day, it will be different.

Outside, Bristol awaits him. The damp streets, people rushing between brick buildings.

And there, in one of those tall, solid buildings, there’s you.

The gray light of Bristol barely reflects on the tall glass windows of your office, filtering through the blinds like a weary glow. Outside, the city center streets are already crowded: shadows moving among passersby, people clutching umbrellas against the damp wind, taxis screeching to a stop beneath the building. Inside, though, everything feels distant. Your reality is made of papers, numbers, neat columns.

The restructuring plan of a large bankrupt company takes up almost your entire desk. Stacks of files, colored post-its marking crucial points, an open agenda with half-crossed-out appointments. The red pen in your hand underlines discrepancies, calculates proportions, decides fates. Every figure you correct is a silent choice: someone will get less than they hoped for, someone else just enough not to sink completely.

The tapping of your fingers on the calculator fills the room, accompanied by the slow hum of the computer blinking with still-unfinished files. You’re buried in work, in that almost-religious silence that Bristol’s center grants only in mid-morning.

Then, suddenly, your phone vibrates. Not the work one—that remains silent on the other side of the desk. It’s your personal one. You grab it instantly, by instinct, as always. Your heart skips a little, betraying you. For an instant, you think it could be him, your ex. The possibility of his return, even just through a message, still brushes you like a shadow that won’t go away.

But the screen says otherwise. It’s Sophie.

The flicker of excitement that had surged through you a moment ago vanishes, leaving behind a subtle annoyance, almost guilt. You answer anyway—you could never not.

“Hello.”

On the other end, no greeting. Sophie’s bright voice hits you in a rush:

“What time am I picking you up tonight? Don’t play tricks, I want to get there early. I already set up a date, and you absolutely have to be my wingwoman.”

You close your eyes for a moment, gaze sliding over the papers and the columns of numbers. Sophie speaks fast, carried away by an enthusiasm that feels light years away from you, from your work, from the seriousness that nails you to your desk every day. You have no idea who the date is with, nor do you really care. What you care about now is finding a way to say no.

“Sophie, I don’t think I can make it tonight. I have a massive revision to finish, these plans will keep me here until late. I don’t want to promise and then back out.”

It feels like a plausible excuse, perfect, the truest of lies: work always keeps you tied down, it’s an alibi no one could contest. But Sophie is not anyone.

“If you don’t come to the party,” she shoots back without hesitation, “the party will come to you. And I’m not speaking in metaphors. I’ll show up at your office with three friends and a couple bottles of gin, and I swear I’ll give your neighbors a heart attack.”

You freeze, eyes locked on the figures you just wrote. You imagine Sophie actually knocking at your office door with her usual chaos, laughing too loudly beneath the elegant windows of that downtown building. You can almost feel the embarrassment already creeping in. You know her: it’s no bluff.

You sigh softly, as if to contain an inevitable surrender. “Fine,” you murmur, “come by the office then. But I’m warning you now, I don’t intend to stay out late.”

Her loud laugh comes immediately, as if she had already won a game you never even wanted to play. “We’ll see how the night goes, darling. See you later then.”

The click of the call ending leaves the room even heavier in silence. You set the phone on the desk and let your back sink against the chair. For a moment you just stare at the documents before you, the figures unmoving and yet seeming less urgent than they did a few minutes ago.

Sophie is a brilliant architect, you know that well. A woman capable of speaking about buildings as if they were living creatures, of giving soul and future to bricks and cement. And yet, at night, she transforms. She craves noise, crowds, beer served in sticky glasses, music that rattles your ribs. Maybe it’s her way of lifting the weight. Yours, instead, is to remain among accounts, among the lines of a balance sheet that never leaves you the time to think of anything else.

Time to think of him, and the way he left you.

You shake your head, pushing away the thought of your ex and returning to Sophie. You can give in to her, this time too. You always did back in college. You don’t know if it’s out of affection, habit, or fear that your life, without Sophie’s intrusions, would really reduce itself only to numbers and silence.

You glance at your watch. It’s almost lunchtime, but you still have enough time to lose yourself again in the paperwork. You lean forward once more, the red pen moving, but the thought lingers: tonight you’ll step into a pub that doesn’t belong to you, among jumping bodies and pounding music.

And you can’t imagine that right there, in the chaos you despise, something completely different is waiting for you.

The evening in Bristol is damp as always, but tonight it feels more bothersome than usual. The air has that smell that mixes rain not yet fallen, cigarette smoke carried by the wind, and the sweet trace of fast food piling up on the street corners. You shut the door of the building behind you as you walk toward her. You’ve stayed at the office as long as possible, getting ahead on work you probably won’t manage to do tomorrow.

You already see her from afar, leaning against the hood of her car, dressed as if the night were her personal runway. The tight black dress, sprinkled with tiny silvery reflections that catch every streetlamp, looks like an armor of light. Her blond hair, tied in a high ponytail, swings like a metronome of energy, and the smile she flashes at you as you approach is that of someone who already feels like the mistress of the night.

“Finally!” she exclaims, as if you were late, even though you’re punctual like a Swiss clock.

You, instead, glance at the rearview mirror before starting the car: your neat white shirt, your high-waisted tailored trousers, the dark overcoat draped over your shoulders. You’re impeccable, you always are, but you can’t help thinking you look like you’re headed to a board meeting, not to a crowded pub.

The drive to the place is short but thick with tension. Sophie talks nonstop, filling the silence with light chatter: about the new project she’s working on at the firm, an unbearable client, a guy who stared at her in a café as if she were a work of art. You answer in monosyllables, more out of politeness than genuine interest, your eyes fixed on the road. Every turn takes you closer to an environment you don’t want to be in.

The pub appears suddenly, wedged between two brick buildings blackened by time. The fogged-up windows pulse with yellow and red light, as if a cheerful fire were blazing inside. A neon sign flickers intermittently, and the entrance is crowded with kids smoking, laughing, and shoving each other carelessly.

As soon as you step out of the car, you feel the stares. Sophie draws attention like a magnet—she was born for this: the dress hugging her body, the heels clicking on the asphalt with confidence. You, next to her, look out of place. The girls lingering by the door size you up without shame: first their eyes run over Sophie with a flicker of envious admiration, then they move to you. One smirks mockingly, another just shakes her head, as if you’d picked the wrong night.

You don’t care about their stares. It’s not worth it. You’re used to heavier impressions, to sharper looks in courthouse hallways or during meetings with ruined businessmen begging you to salvage what’s left. Still, you feel slightly out of context.

Sophie, on the other hand, moves as if she were stepping back into her own home. She grabs your wrist as naturally as if she were taking a new bracelet and pulls you past the door.

The moment you cross the threshold, the world changes instantly.

The place is packed. The air hits you with a mix of smells: spilled beer soaked into the wooden floor, fresh sweat, smoke stuck to the walls like paint. It almost feels like you’re breathing a dense liquid. The music is everywhere: a live band plays on a raised wooden platform at the back of the room. The bass vibrates in your stomach, the guitar scratches with metallic notes, the drums pound like a mad heart. They’re not professionals—you can tell right away—but the energy is uncontrollable.

The crowd is a single organism: swaying bodies pushing into each other, laughter tangled with shouts, hands raised holding full glasses. You see couples kissing fiercely, sweaty friends hugging, people dancing as if there were actually a rhythm to follow.

You remain still, overwhelmed. Every step inside that chaos feels like diving into rough seas without knowing how to swim. Sophie, however, thrives in it. She turns to you with an excited smile and shouts in your ear: “Let’s go!”

You don’t even have time to reply before she grabs your wrist again and drags you through the crowd. You find yourself pressing against sticky bodies, dodging beers about to spill on you, feeling hot breaths hitting your neck. You’d like to protest, but the music is so loud your voice would vanish instantly.

In the end, Sophie leaves you next to a tall table, one of those without chairs, meant only for resting drinks. She parks you there like an object.

“I’m going to find Stan! Wait for me here and don’t leave!” she yells over the music, in that peremptory tone that doesn’t allow replies.

You roll your eyes. You have no intention of shouting louder than the band, so you just nod, resigned. She vanishes immediately, swallowed by the crowd.

You’re alone.

Your hands find refuge on the cold edge of the table. You look around, trying not to seem too stiff, but inside your discomfort grows. The people around you are light, light as feathers. They laugh for no reason, their smiles huge, their eyes sparkling with euphoria. Every sip they take seems like an act of liberation, as if they could shake off the weight of the day.

You, instead, remain still. You don’t drink, don’t smile, don’t join in. You simply observe, with the same gaze you use on clients: analytical, detached, at times merciless.

A guy approaches you, tall, holding a glass, his breath already heavy with alcohol. He gives you a crooked smile, tilting his head. “Wanna drink, gorgeous?” he asks, nearly shouting.

Annoyance rises immediately, and the reply slips out sharp as a blade: “No. Get lost.”

The guy raises his hands at once, fakes a theatrical bow, and spins on his heels, dissolving into the crowd. Thankfully, without insisting.

You remain there, still alone. The music keeps pounding in your ears, and you try to resist, not to let yourself be overwhelmed. But the embarrassment grows, the discomfort becomes almost physical. You wonder what you’re even doing there, how many hours it’ll take before Sophie decides the night can end.

And just when you start thinking of an excuse, seriously considering leaving, she reappears.

Sophie bursts through the crowd as if she’d just found treasure. Her face flushed with excitement, her eyes shining, and it’s immediately clear she feels exactly in the right place, with the right people. But what catches you this time isn’t her. It’s the figures she brings with her.

On her left is a man perhaps in his fifties, broad-shouldered, a powerful build obvious beneath a wrinkled shirt, and an unkempt beard that looks more like neglect than style. His hair, once blond, has faded to a dull gold. He has the shabby look of someone who lives at night more than in the day. The smell he carries—even from this distance you sense it—is a mix of smoke, alcohol, and something pungent that makes you immediately think of a dealer.

Sophie already has her arm hooked around his as if she’d known him for years. Her ease irritates you: she seems able to blindly trust anyone, even the least trustworthy.

But it’s the second figure that truly captures your attention.

To the man’s right, slightly withdrawn, stands a younger guy. Much younger. He can’t be much over thirty. He has a lean, compact build, muscles hinted at beneath clothes that are far too plain: a dark T-shirt, worn jeans, battered shoes. He wears nothing that should make him stand out from the crowd, yet somehow he does.

He stays silent, hands stuffed in his pockets, gaze lowered that occasionally slips toward the floor and sometimes, fleetingly, toward you. There’s something in his eyes you can’t decode right away. They’re gray, deep, shadowed by something that doesn’t belong to an ordinary young man. He doesn’t have the easy smile of someone at a pub for fun.

An unexpected sadness claws at your chest, but you force yourself to remain impassive.

Sophie shouts above the music, theatrically introducing the first man: “This is Stanley!” She points to the man beside her, and you, reluctantly, extend your hand.

Stan clasps it firmly, his palm rough like sandpaper. He looks at you with ice-colored eyes that, strangely, are the only part of him that seems truly alive. “Pleasure to meet you,” he says, and then with a tilt of his head, indicates the boy behind him. “This is Lion.”

The name strikes you, almost too pretentious for that young, marked face. You can’t help studying him further: the hard jaw, the slightly messy dark blond hair, the thin neck where you glimpse a poorly hidden bruise. He doesn’t smile. Doesn’t even pretend to want to seem friendly.

When you extend your hand to him, he barely shakes it, a light touch, almost ghostly. His voice, a whisper you have to strain to catch, reaches you: “Pleasure.”

He doesn’t look particularly eager to be there—just like you.

Sophie is radiant. She clings tighter to Stan’s arm and, with triumphant tone, announces: “They’re keeping us company tonight!”

Her words freeze you. You frown immediately. “What do you mean?” you ask, not even trying to mask your distrust.

Sophie slips into her usual insufferable lightness. “I told you about this, remember? Stan’s a rent boy…” she says casually, as if telling you he’s a colleague, a musician, or a cab driver. Then she lets her gaze drift to the boy and adds, with a half-smile: “Lion is too.”

Your breath catches for an instant. You feel blood pounding harder in your temples. Rent boy. The words reverberates in your head like an unpleasant echo.

You recoil instantly, stepping back as if the admission were a sudden blow. “What?” Your voice rises louder than intended, even momentarily overpowering the music. “You hired prostitutes? Are you fucking kidding me?”

Stanley coughs faintly and you see Lion staring at you wide-eyed before turning away toward the stage. But you don’t have time to feel guilty, not when you feel mocked like this.

Sophie widens her eyes, surprised by your reaction, but doesn’t back down. On the contrary, with her usual cocky air, she grabs your arm and drags you outside. The music fades as the door swings open, until you’re both out under Bristol’s damp air.

You yank your arm free with a sharp tug. “Sophie, are you completely insane? I’m a respected accountant here! How the hell could you spring something like this on me?”

She doesn’t seem fazed by your harsh tone. On the contrary, she huffs as if you’re the dramatic one. “It’s just for one night! I’m doing this mostly for you! You need to loosen up, for fuck’s sake!”

“Loosen up? With a rent boy? Do I look that desperate to you?” Rage rises, mixed with disgust. “Do you even realize how insane this is? If someone saw me, if anyone even suspected—”

“Stan is discreet. And so is his brother, probably.” She cuts you off firmly, arms crossed. “I’d never do anything that would damage your reputation. You’re my best friend, do you really think I’d expose you to that risk?”

You stare at her, unable to tell if she’s reckless or just plain mad. She seems like a teenager blind to consequences, living only in the moment. “And what’s so wrong about having fun for one night? At least they’re men who take care of you.” she adds, tilting her head, with that almost sweet smile that has often convinced you to do things you didn’t want to.

You clench your fists. Your heartbeat is racing, anxiety twisting in your stomach. You know Sophie is stubborn, and once she sets her mind on something, nothing moves her. Yet this time it feels like standing at the edge of an abyss.

Through the door, you can still feel the throb of music, hear laughter bursting beyond the walls. Inside are Stan and Lion, two strangers embodying everything you’ve always wanted to stay far from.

Sophie stares at you, arms folded, hips planted as if to say: I’m not moving until you go back in. The tight, glittering dress under the street’s neon makes her look even more out of place beside you, in your immaculate shirt and high-waisted trousers. Two opposite worlds colliding, as always.

Sophie leans forward slightly, pointing a finger at you. “Do you know what it means for me to see you always with that air of melancholy and despair? Always buried in your damn files, your fucking Excel sheets to escape the world? I don’t know how you do it, honestly. You’re young, successful, wealthy… but ever since that guy left you, you’re not the same. I don’t recognize you anymore.”

Her voice is a mix of reproach and desperate tenderness. It hits you more than you’d like. Had you really changed that much in her eyes? Was that truly what you projected: despair and melancholy?

You stay silent for a few seconds, letting her words settle. You realize your hands are still clenched so tight your nails have dug into your palms. Part of you wants to scream at her, end the argument, take a taxi home. But another part—a subtler, insidious one—whispers: what if she’s right? What if you had earned and deserved one night of rest and ease?

You surprise yourself by recalling Lion’s gaze. Those dark, downcast eyes, that hesitant handshake, that whispered pleasure that felt almost like an apology for existing. It wasn’t the attitude of a man eager to be noticed, nor one trying to invade your space. It was the opposite. And that, precisely, had made you feel at ease.

Sophie, seeing your hesitation, smells victory. She softens. Steps closer, gently brushing your forearm with her hand. “Hey,” she says, her voice lower, almost intimate. “I don’t want to ruin your life. I’d never do that. I just want to see you live a little. Just tonight. Don’t think about tomorrow.”

You realize the boiling anger inside has shifted into something else: frustration, weariness, maybe even desire.

You’d like to tell her no, insist you’re not like her, that you won’t lower yourself to play this game. But the truth is, you’re tired. And maybe, just for tonight, the idea of letting someone else take over doesn’t seem so inconceivable anymore.

You look into her eyes, seeing the spark of hope glowing there. That same spark that has dragged you into a thousand absurd situations, from which you always emerged alive, with at least a few amusing memories.

You sigh. “God, let me not regret this choice…” you mutter as Sophie bounces forward and pulls you into a bone-crushing hug.

Inside the pub, meanwhile, Lion and Stanley had secured a low table to sit comfortably while waiting.

Lion frowns, thinking of your abrupt exit. He swirls the beer in his glass, watching the amber liquid slide down the sides, bubbles breaking into a thin foam.

He leans forward onto his elbows, just enough to avoid putting weight on his back. That damned back that hadn’t stopped aching since morning, even after taking more than a few painkillers.

He’s in a foul mood. He’d told Stan he wasn’t up for it, not that night. He didn’t want to entertain anyone, didn’t want to smile on command, didn’t want to lie. But Stan, with that merchant’s shrug, had spread his arms and said: “It’s an opportunity, brother. I’m not asking you to marry her, just to keep her company. She’s rich, she’s lonely, and I guarantee if you play your cards right you could end up with a regular client.”

Lion hadn’t answered. There was nothing to say. He’d just accepted out of inertia, out of that strange, sick loyalty that kept him tied to his brother even when he didn’t want to be.

But when he’d looked at you, when his eyes had met yours, he hadn’t seen promises. He hadn’t seen the scent of money, nor the open wound of a lonely woman. He had only seen contempt. Deep, icy contempt, as if the very air between you had turned into glass about to shatter.

“She’s hot, isn’t she?” Stan’s voice booms in his ear, over the music, making him jump.

Lion snaps out of it, blinking, as if recalled from a dream. “Who?”

“The girl!” Stan shouts, slapping the table so hard the beer wobbles in the glass. “You got lucky, little brother. A woman like that doesn’t come around every day.”

Lion lifts his gaze to him, his light eyes betraying annoyance he can no longer hide. He spits out, low and rough: “Rich and beautiful, they always turn out the worst.”

Stan laughs, that raspy smoker’s laugh that unsettles anyone nearby. He shakes his head, gulps down a large sip from his glass, and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. “You sound like a bitter old man. She’s a woman. You look her in the eyes, tell her a couple well-placed lies, make her believe you’re interested. Nothing complicated.”

Lion clenches his jaw and drops his gaze back to the beer. “That’s not the point.”

“Then what is?” Stan leans forward, close enough to be heard. “You’re hiding behind the same excuse—that it’s not the right night, not the right client. The truth is you don’t want to try anymore. And without trying, you don’t put food on the table. You don’t open any business. You don’t buy any way out. We just stay here, drinking cheap beer in a Bristol pub at the end of the month.”

The words cut into him like thin blades. Not because they weren’t true, but because Stan always knew how to deliver them with the precision of a punch to the gut. Lion tightens his grip on the glass, feeling the cold slip beneath his sweaty palms.

Out of the corner of his eye, he sees the pub’s door reopen. You and Sophie step back inside, drawn by the heat, the music, by a decision that had seemed suspended until just a moment ago. He watches you closely: your tense face, your eyes still blazing from that argument outside, and Sophie dragging you back in like a queen leading her reluctant lady-in-waiting.

Lion downs the rest of his beer in a single gulp. He feels the liquid go down bitter, burning his throat slightly. He slams the empty glass on the table with a sharp thud, like a signal.

He’s ready to endure whatever that night throws at him.

You step out of the pub with a sense of relief that clings to you like the first breath of air after a stifling room. The night air is cool, heavy with humidity and the smell of suspended rain, almost ready to fall at any moment.

Sophie stayed inside with Stan, completely absorbed in her game of seduction, and you didn’t have the strength to stop her. You left her there, with a half-smile you already knew would turn into a satisfied grin. She didn’t even look at you as you walked out.

Lion, on the other hand, followed you. When you realize he’s behind you, just a couple of steps away, you’re not surprised. You don’t even wonder why. You just imagine that’s how it works.

You don’t speak. There’s no need.

A taxi slows as soon as you raise your hand, and you throw yourself into it with the same determination you’d use to collapse onto a couch after a day that was far too long. Lion slips in after you, moving with a slowness that makes you feel as though you’re watching him bend under the weight of every small gesture. He shuts the door softly, noiselessly, and for a moment you wonder if it’s out of delicacy or something else.

You give the driver your address, and silence falls right after. Not a trivial silence, not the kind that comes with riding in a car with an acquaintance. It’s a compact silence, almost solid, that settles between the two of you in the back seat and doesn’t move again.

You look out the window: the streetlights stream by, quick orange smears stretching across the asphalt before disappearing. The windshield is speckled with fine drops, the first signs of the coming rain, and the wipers carve clean lines that last barely a breath.

Lion keeps his gaze down. His hands are clasped in his lap, but now and then one slips down his leg, as if he can’t stay still. He doesn’t speak. He doesn’t look at you. Yet his presence fills the car more than the faint light music coming from the front speakers. There’s a strange energy in him, something you can’t decode: not mere fatigue, not mere detachment. It’s as though he’s only half-present, as if a piece of him stayed behind, still trapped in the pub.

You catch yourself studying him in secret, through the reflection in the window. He looks out of place here: too worn down, too frayed to be sitting on those black seats that still smell clean. His sweatshirt is frayed at the edges, the zipper has lost its shine, the cuffs are ragged. Sometimes he wipes his forehead with a hand, and you see sweat gleam faintly under the city lights.

You wonder if he’s thinking the same of you. If he looks at you and sees the immaculate accountant, with neatly pressed clothes and tidy hair, the woman who seems to belong to the marble and glass of downtown offices. You seem almost like two different species, two planets that by chance have ended up in the same orbit for a few hours.

The taxi turns into a quieter street, and the driver adjusts the rearview mirror. You notice him watching you both with a mix of curiosity and suspicion: two people not speaking, not looking at each other, shut inside separate worlds. You hurry to meet his gaze with a stern look, and he returns to driving without a word.

You let out a sigh. Not boredom, not impatience. More the kind of sigh you use to release a knot, the one you’ve had in your throat ever since Sophie said, with all the lightness in the world, that he and his brother were rent boys. Since then you haven’t been able to really breathe.

Lion seems to feel it. He lifts his gaze for a moment, points it at the window beside you, but not at you. It’s as though he wants to speak, as though he’s searching for the right words, and then decides to let it go. He drops his eyes back to his hands, clasping them together again.

You can’t bear the tension. You clear your throat slightly, a tiny sound, but one that breaks the uniformity of the silence. “We’re almost there,” you say, just to say something.

He nods. He doesn’t look at you. Doesn’t reply. Just that minimal dip of his head that lets you know he heard you.

The taxi turns into the avenue of your neighborhood. It’s a different place from the noisy center, more orderly, with modern buildings rising in glass and concrete. The driver pulls up in front of your brightly lit entrance. You pay without a second thought, not even waiting for change, and open the door. The night air is colder here, sharper.

Lion climbs out slowly, almost sliding off the seat with the pain he can no longer hide. You’re struck by how much effort it takes him to move: not the heavy steps of a drunk, not the dragging feet of someone unwilling. It’s the body itself refusing, protesting with every muscle.

You stand still for a moment in front of the entrance. You, arms folded, uncertain if you should break that silence again. Him, hands in his pockets, shoulders hunched, eyes fixed on the ground as if counting stains on the pavement to keep from thinking.

“Come,” you say at last, leading him inside.

You cross the lobby in silence. The marble floor reflects the warm glow of the lamps, and the smell of wax and cleanliness wraps around you, as always when you return home. The night porter must have stepped out; there’s only his empty chair and the folded newspaper on the desk.

You press the elevator button, and the doors open with a metallic sigh. You both step in. The confined space amplifies the tension. The cold neon lights up your faces: yours stern, restrained; his pale, withdrawn.

You stop by the buttons, press your floor, and find yourself once again swallowed by silence. Lion leans a shoulder against the wall, gaze low, hands nervously fiddling with the hem of his sweatshirt.

The elevator doors slide open. The corridor of your floor glows with warm, dim light that makes the polished floor shine faintly. Each step echoes, a dry sound that seems to multiply between the walls.

Lion follows a step behind, still silent. You don’t know if it’s respect or hesitation. He’s the most uncertain gigolo you’ve ever seen. Not that you were an expert, but still…

You unlock the door to your apartment. The entrance is spacious, elegant, worthy of a woman who built everything with effort and precision. You pause a moment on the threshold, and Lion lingers a few steps back. He stops, hesitates, eyes wide with undisguised awe as he looks around.

“You live here alone?” he asks, voice barely above a whisper.

“Yes, of course,” you answer curtly. “Aren’t you coming in?”

Lion nods, takes a step forward, and shuts the door behind him. The click is almost deafening in the silence surrounding you.

He trails behind you through the living room, his eyes unable to stop scanning the space. The distance between you feels enormous and at the same time too short: you can smell his skin, faintly acrid, mixed with the dampness of his sweatshirt. Every little movement, every breath heightens the tension already hanging between you.

When you reach the bedroom, you move toward the low table where you keep bottles of liquor, the gesture almost ritual. You pour a glass, watch the amber liquid sway, and turn around. Lion has already stripped off his sweatshirt. His hands rest on his belt, eyes down, breath short.

“Woah, hey…” you manage, your voice betraying surprise and a flicker of embarrassment.

Lion raises an eyebrow, an undecided expression. “Do you want to do it yourself?” he asks, voice hoarse.

“I… uh… fuck…” you stammer, heat flooding your cheeks. You’ve never been nervous in intimate situations, yet this man rattles you with a single glance. “Don’t you… you know, want to talk a bit first?”

Lion shakes his head. Sweat beads on his forehead, his legs seem ready to buckle under the weight of days of work and sleepless nights. He’s exhausted, visibly so, but pride holds him upright. “How do you want me, then?” he asks, voice low, tinged with exasperation and need.

You turn the glass between your hands, watching it, trying to clear your throat, shifting your weight from one leg to the other. The bruises on his body don’t escape your notice. You can’t help but feel sick, wondering what kind of animal could ever do something like that to a boy so young.

Lion braces a hand against the headboard of your bed to steady himself. He wants to go home, to disappear, but circumstance has brought you both here, in the warm, enclosed space of your apartment. Every breath is heavy, every movement loaded with tension.

“I’d rather talk a bit first… you know, to break the ice…” you begin, trying to keep your tone calm.

“I don’t want to talk, Jesus! Let’s just get it over with!” he shouts, voice trembling but steady, without looking directly at you. The tilt of his head and the lowered gaze don’t soften the force of his tone: it makes you flinch slightly, a shiver running down your spine.

Lion doesn’t notice your reaction. His forehead glistens with sweat, muscles taut, mouth struggling to form words.

Seconds drag on endlessly. Then you see him realize, at last, the impact of what he’s said. His eyes widen slightly, a flash of guilt crossing his pale face.

“I… I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—” he murmurs, voice lower, broken.

“It’s fine. Leave it,” you reply, firmer now, harder. It’s your turn to set the boundaries. You turn toward the armchair, grab your bag and wallet, ready to move.

Stan’s words echo in Lion’s head like a mantra: if you play your cards right, she could become a regular… she’s got money…

And now, looking at you up close, pain, exhaustion, and frustration take over.

“No… no… please…” he murmurs, limping toward you. He grabs a fold of your shirt, forcing you to face him fully.

You see his pale skin, almost transparent under the soft light of the apartment, his eyes blown wide, his breath ragged.

“I’ve been rude… a bad boy… I deserve to be punished. You can punish me if you want… I’ll take it… I’ll take everything…” His voice trembles, delirious, as his body starts to collapse onto his knees.

You don’t hesitate for a second. You catch him by both arms, support him as he begins to fall, dropping the money you were about to hand him and cushioning his collapse with your body. The thud of his knees giving way against the parquet makes you clench your teeth.

“Lion? Lion?!” you cry, trying to stay calm, though panic races through your veins. The boy faints in your arms, fragile and defenseless as a child.

There’s no time to waste. Your heart hammers. You grab your phone at once and dial your trusted doctor’s number. Every move is quick, decisive: the doctor’s sleepy voice reaches you, and you hurriedly explain the situation. Each word weighs heavy as you watch Lion’s still body on the floor, trying to gauge how dire his physical and mental state may be.

As you wait for instructions, you bend close over him, checking his breathing and pulse. Every glance reveals more bruises, more exhaustion, more signs of a hard and violent life you can’t ignore.

The doctor reassures you over the phone, guides you calmly. You follow every instruction to the letter: check pulse, breathing, body position, immediate comfort. When he says he’ll be there in a few minutes, you hang up.

And as you hold him, his forehead still beaded with sweat and his hands trembling faintly, you can’t help but think of everything that led you here: the pub, the music, the tension, the silences. All of it converges now, like some cruel joke of fate.

When Lion opens his eyes, the light of your apartment hits him immediately. It’s not that dirty, violent light seeping through the cracks of a motel, nor the suffocating gloom of the moldy rooms where he usually ends his nights. It’s a clear light, disciplined, almost domesticated. The thin curtains let the morning brightness in evenly, without hurting his eyes.

For a few seconds he remains still, staring at the high, white ceiling, with its sharp moldings framing the space. He knows instantly he’s not at home. There’s no smell of mold, no stench of smoke or spilled beer. Here everything smells of cleanliness, of order. It’s too large, too well kept, too quiet for him.

He shifts slightly, and his body protests with dull aches. Every muscle reminds him of exhaustion, every joint burns under the weight of what he’s endured. But the fever is gone. That hammer in his head that had pushed him to collapse is gone.

He slowly turns his head and notices the nightstand. On it, a small yellow post-it, a neat, slanted pen stroke, probably yours. He reaches for it, fingers still trembling slightly, and reads:

“Take the medicine near the glass of water. The fever has gone. The doctor also prescribed an ointment for an internal injury he checked while you were unconscious. Under the glass there’s money. Take it or I’ll come looking for you. I’ve left what you need for a shower on the bed. The apartment is under video surveillance, if you steal anything I’ll know.”

Lion squeezes the note in his hand, jaw tight. You weren’t kind in the way one might expect: no comforting phrases, no soft words. But neither was it empty harshness. There’s practicality. There’s care.

Next to the post-it is the glass. The water reflects the light in a small dance of sparkles. Underneath, perfectly folded, there are banknotes. The ones you should have given him after sex, after his work. But nothing happened. He failed. He lost consciousness before he could even offer you what he was supposed to.

And yet the money is still there.

He brushes it with his fingertips. He should have felt relieved — after all, it’s what he sells himself for every night. Money is what lets him keep going, what keeps him from ending up fully on the street. And yet now, those bills burn him.

He thought he had figured you out right away: the rich, lonely, wounded woman who buys distractions to avoid facing the void. A client like so many others.

But now that image crumbles. Because instead of throwing him out, you let him stay and took care of him. You had a doctor check him. You set him up in a bed he would never have dared to ask for.

Lion raises a hand to his forehead; his skin has returned to a normal temperature and he no longer seems to be sweating profusely, though he feels his T-shirt still stuck to his skin.

He turns toward the other end of the bed and there, on the dark bedspread, perfectly folded, is a clean towel. Beside it, neatly arranged bottles: shower gel, shampoo, a razor still in its wrapper. Small details that mean nothing to you, but for him are an extravagant luxury.

He stays staring at them, his gaze dark. He can’t remember the last time anyone prepared anything for him. Not even when he was still Lion, the boxer, the one who stepped into the ring with the spotlights on him. Back then, people only wanted his show, his victory.

Guilt gnaws at his stomach. He judged you lightly, lumped you in with all the others. He was wrong. And that awareness crushes him more than any physical pain.

When Lion reaches his apartment, the smell that greets him as soon as he opens the door is familiar and nauseating: completely different from what had greeted him upon waking.

Stanley is there, sprawled on the sofa they had managed to get from a flea market a few weeks earlier, bare feet propped on the low table, a stack of banknotes in his hands. He’s counting slowly, with the smug air of someone who feels he’s wrestled a small prize from the world. The room’s single lightbulb sways faintly, casting a yellowish glow that makes everything look even more miserable.

Stan glances up just as Lion shuts the door behind him. A smirk twists his mouth.

“Well, well, look who’s back at this hour…” he whistles loudly. “Had fun, champ?”

Lion doesn’t answer right away. His figure drags to the table, where he drops part of the money you gave him. Not all. Just some. The bills slide across the scratched wood and stay there, inert, inglorious.

Then he collapses onto the other side of the couch. The springs groan under his weight, and Lion leans slightly forward, elbows on his knees, hands clasped as if to hold together thoughts threatening to shatter.

Stan chuckles softly, stretching over from the couch to grab the money Lion shared.

“So? How was it?” he asks, with that tone mixing curiosity and mockery, without any tact.

Lion stays silent. The question hangs in the air, thickening the room already heavy with smoke and dust. His pale eyes fix on an undefined point ahead, unable to find a simple answer. At last, almost with effort, a word slips out, low, simple:

“… Kind. She was kind.”

Stan blinks, as if he hadn’t expected that kind of reply. Then he laughs louder, shaking his head.

“Well, fuck, thank God. Guess she liked you then…”

Lion twists his lips in a painful grimace. That phrase scratches at him inside. Liked him? No. That wasn’t possible. You weren’t the kind of woman who could enjoy a broken-down body like his, a man who couldn’t even finish the job he was paid for.

Meanwhile, Stan slips a banknote between his fingers and holds it up to the yellow light, as if checking for authenticity.

“You know… Sophie told me a couple of things about her,” he says, tone casual but aimed. “Apparently she went through a bad breakup recently. The kind that tears you apart, you know?” He lifts his gaze to his brother, watching for his reaction. “In fact, last night she seemed pretty stiff. Didn’t look at all comfortable in that place.”

Lion feels something break inside him. It’s like a blow to the diaphragm: sudden, paralyzing. The scene in your bedroom comes back to haunt him: the moment he yelled at you, his voice ragged with exhaustion and anger, while you stood still, surprised but composed. That look you gave him…

His heart clenches. Shame overwhelms him.

He runs a hand over his face, as if to wipe away the memory of that moment.

“Christ…” he mutters, almost to himself.

Then, with a hesitant gesture, he turns to his brother. His pupils tremble with an unusual shyness.

“Do you… by any chance have her number?” he asks, voice cracking. “I… I forgot to ask her.”

Stan looks at him for a moment, one eyebrow raised, surprised. Then a slow smile spreads across his face, sly and smug.

“No…” he answers, letting the word hang, creating a small void of tension. Then, with a theatrical gesture, he reaches up and scratches his rough beard. “But I can ask Sophie.”

A tense silence falls between them, broken only by the rustle of banknotes Stan keeps handling. Lion stays motionless, crushed by the weight of the night before, by the guilt he can’t shake, and by a desire he doesn’t dare confess aloud.

The day has drained you. You feel it in your bones, in your eyelids weighed down by tiny leaden weights, in the thoughts bouncing slowly around your head, as if immersed in molasses. You collapsed into the back seat of the taxi with the same exhaustion as someone who doesn’t even want to explain to the driver where to go, but luckily the GPS voice took care of it. Home.

You think of the morning.

The slow, almost incredulous waking. When you had peeked into your room and checked on Lion. You had approached on tiptoe, as if the floor itself were a trap capable of waking him. You didn’t want to. Not yet. There was something fragile in the way his forehead finally relaxed after a night of fever and delirium.

You had bent over, your heart hammering like it hadn’t in a long time, and placed the back of your hand on his forehead to see if the heat was still there. It wasn’t. Not anymore. A relief that almost made you smile. But then it happened.

In his sleep, Lion had barely tilted his face, and with an imperceptible movement had pressed against your hand. It had been like seeking contact, an anchor, skin against skin, as if in his sleep he had recognized something he didn’t want to let go of.

The memory tightens your stomach. That moment stayed with you all day, slipping between one file and the next, between one signature and another, as you tried to convince yourself it didn’t matter. It was a casual movement, nothing more. And yet, for you, it wasn’t.

Then your phone vibrates in your pocket.

You grab it instinctively, without looking at the screen right away. An unknown number. You frown. It’s never a good sign: either advertisements or annoyances. But something pushes you to answer.

“Yes?”

A brief silence, interrupted by a hesitant breath. And then a voice, hoarse, uncertain, that hits you like a punch in the stomach.

“Hello? …It’s Lion.”

Your body tenses instantly. You bring the phone closer to your ear, as if that could reduce the distance between you. “Lion? Are you okay?”

“I… yes, yes.” Pause. You imagine him frowning, lips searching for words that don’t come immediately. “I wanted to thank you for…” He stops again, the silence stretches, almost awkward. “…for everything.”

You find yourself smiling, a smile you hadn’t meant to give him but that blooms anyway. “No need. I did it gladly, boy.”

On the other end, you hear a heavy breath, as if he had released a weight he had been carrying on his chest. Then, almost impulsively: “Can you… want to have a drink with me later?”

Your gaze instinctively flicks to the window. The city lights blur past, and you think of your waiting home, the bed calling your exhausted body, the comfortable silence of your tidy rooms. “I’m almost home, Lion… I don’t think—”

“Just a drink!” he interrupts, almost pleading. His voice betrays an urgency you can’t explain, yet you feel it clearly. “I want to thank you properly…”

You hesitate. You shouldn’t. Not with someone like him. And yet, when your indecision seems to slip toward refusal, he adds two words that strike you square in the chest:

“Please.”

You bite the inside of your cheek. That cracked voice, that sincere need leaking from each syllable, has nothing to do with the gigolo you met at the pub.

“Alright.” The tone you use is resigned, but inside you feel a shiver, a small flash of adrenaline. You lean toward the front seat and tap the driver on the shoulder. “Change destination. Take me to the downtown bar.”

The driver asks no questions, just nods and turns onto a different street.

Lion remains silent for a few moments, as if he can’t believe you really agreed. Then he breathes softly, a sound vibrating through the microphone. “Thank you.”

You don’t reply and simply hang up.

The taxi drops you off at the entrance to the bar. Nothing has changed: the same flickering neon that refuses to go out, the murmur that escapes in waves when someone opens the door, the unmistakable smell of stale beer and tobacco lingering in the air. You pause for a moment on the sidewalk, hand still gripping the handle, wondering if you shouldn’t turn and leave.

But then you turn your head and see him. There, leaning against the wall of the bar, hands in his pockets.

He’s no longer wearing the sweatshirt from the night of his collapse, but a light jacket that’s a bit loose on his shoulders. His hair, messy as usual, falls over his gray eyes. Yet, when he meets yours, there is no challenge, no arrogance: only silent, almost shy gratitude.

“Hi.”

“Hi.” You reply, colder than you actually feel. It’s a barrier you impose, like a cloak to wear.

You go in together.

The bar isn’t too crowded, luckily. A couple of tables occupied by noisy students, a few tired faces drowning the day in a glass, and the background music, loud enough to fill the silences, but not so much as to prevent conversation. Lion leads you to a side table, away from the counter.

You sit. He orders two simple drinks, without even asking what you want. A beer for himself, a gin and tonic for you, like the night before.

The waiter moves away, and for a moment you find yourself immersed in the same silence you experienced in the taxi, the one that had weighed on you. But this time it’s not a wall. It’s a waiting.

Lion breaks it first.

“Am I still on time for that chat?”

“Of course,” you say.

He inhales deeply, as if he has been waiting for this chance for a long time.

He tells you about the golden days in the ring, when his name made the fighters in his category tremble. He talks about the grueling training with his brother, the adrenaline rushing through his veins at each match, and the crowd screaming his name. But the look in his eyes isn’t nostalgia: it’s regret, mixed with anger.

Then came the fall. Illegal fights, desperate need for money, the misstep that dragged him into a dirty world. He tells you about the mobsters, the nights spent running.

And finally, a different chapter. A girl met for some reason, a shared trip that changed him, at least a little. He doesn’t go into details, but the light that crosses his eyes for a moment while he talks is enough. Someone had reminded him that there was more than punches and dirty money.

You listen. You never interrupt. You’re surprised how little effort it takes to give him space, as if those words naturally find a place inside you.

At last, Lion leans back, tired but lighter. He watches you through the rim of his glass. “And what about you?”

“Me?”

“Yes. You must have stories to tell.”

You remain silent. The truth is, you don’t. Or at least, not like his. Your past seems flat, almost sterile, compared to his. A life devoted to study, then career. A few carefree moments at university, yes, but always within the limits you set yourself. No risks, no devastating falls. Just straight lines, no deviations.

And suddenly you realize that the evening with Lion, as absurd and uncomfortable as it was, had been one of the most adrenaline-fueled of your life.

You clear your throat. “I studied a lot. Maybe too much. I did everything I had to, step by step. Degree, internship, office. I didn’t leave room for anything else.”

Lion watches you in silence. He doesn’t judge. Yet that silence weighs more than any words. You feel exposed, fragile.

“I had a long relationship,” you add, almost to fill the gap. “But it ended. Recently. I don’t want to talk about it.”

Lion just nods. He doesn’t press, and for that you’re grateful.

Time passes, measured by emptying glasses and the voices around you rising and falling. Until Lion breaks the silence again:

“Want to take a walk?”

You look at him for a moment. You could say no, return to the taxi, retreat to your home. But the truth is you don’t want to. “Yeah, why not.”

When the waiter passes, you move to pull out your credit card. A natural, automatic gesture. But Lion reaches for it before you. He stops the waiter by the arm and puts a twenty-pound note, crumpled and damp with sweat, into his hand. “Keep the change.”

You stare at him, surprised. “You didn’t have to. It was yours.”

He just smiles, a tired but genuine smile. “I know. And I chose how to spend it.”

You have no ready reply. You simply stare at him, and in that moment you understand there’s something in him that both frightens and attracts you. Something you can’t explain, but you know it won’t end here.

You rise, side by side, and step into the cool night of Bristol.

Your relationship develops slowly, like a plant spreading its roots without you noticing. At first, you think it’s just occasional meetings: a quick coffee after work, a beer at the usual bar, a aimless walk along streets lit by streetlights. But over time, it becomes a habit, almost a necessity. You don’t always talk about important things, in fact, often you just comment on the weather, a movie one of you has seen, or a trivial piece of news found in the paper. It’s a relationship made more of presence than words, yet those presences begin to matter.

Lion invites you out multiple times. At first with that hesitation of his, as if convinced you would refuse. Then, gradually, naturally. It’s clear that he’s starting to feel comfortable. And you can’t deny it: you find yourself smiling more often when you know you’ll see him, and when he doesn’t answer your messages immediately, a frustration you don’t want to admit creeps in.

One evening, for the first time, you’re the one to ask if he’s free.

Lion stays silent for a few moments, his gaze lowered. You understand he’s weighing something, that maybe he had other plans. Then you see him pull out his phone, quickly type a message, and finally put it back in his pocket. He smiles at you. “Now, yes.”

You trust that crooked, characteristic smile. Perhaps you shouldn’t, but you do.

You sit at the usual table in the bar. You talk, enjoying simply being there together. It’s in that moment that everything explodes.

A man approaches the table, visibly agitated. His face is flushed, eyes bloodshot. You don’t know him, but Lion does. You understand from the look he gives him: a cold terror, as if the reality he had kept at bay with difficulty has crashed right into your space.

“The hell have you been!?” the man growls.

Lion jumps to his feet. He positions himself in front of you, shielding you with his body. It’s the first time you see him so tense, ready to defend, but also scared like a cornered animal.

“I waited hours in that shitty motel, and you’re here playing boyfriend with this little brat?!”

“Careful.” Lion’s voice is tense, choked by anxiety.

The man laughs coarsely. “Careful about what? Does she know? Huh? Does she know how much you like taking it up the ass? The little noises you make when I fuck you on the mattress?”

You feel Lion stiffen in front of you, then lower his gaze, unable to meet either of your eyes.

Rage explodes inside you. You jump up, moving past Lion. “Hey! What’s your problem?!”

The man sizes you up and his expression twists into a sneer. “And what the hell do you want?” He shoves you violently, making you crash into a nearby table. The blow makes you gasp, but anger makes you ready to react. You don’t have time: Lion moves.

It’s as if he’s released something repressed for too long. The punch he throws hits the man’s jaw with devastating force, knocking him to the ground like an empty sack. He doesn’t stop. He jumps on him, striking again and again at the face, with rapid, furious, almost desperate punches.

Chaos erupts around you: chairs screech, glasses topple, someone screams. A girl grabs a phone and, in a shrill voice, calls the police.

You’re frozen for a moment. You look at him and barely recognize him: it’s not Lion, it’s a blind fury unloading years of pain and humiliation on that helpless body. Then, finally, you pull yourself together.

“Lion!” you shout. No response. You approach, grab his arm, trying to pull him away. He keeps hitting, as if he can’t hear you. So you lean over him, gripping both his arms and leaning almost onto him to shout into his ear: “Lion, stop!”

This time he hears you. You don’t know if it’s your words or the pressure of your hands, but his body stiffens, then freezes. He breathes heavily, panting as after a match in the ring. He lifts his gaze toward you, feverish eyes, lost.

“Let’s go. Now.”

You don’t wait for a response. You grab his wrist and drag him toward the exit. Lion allows himself to be guided, still trembling. No one dares stop you, despite some watching with fear and judgment.

As soon as you’re outside, the cold night air envelops you. You raise your arm, flag a taxi. You don’t give him time to resist. When sirens begin to wail in the distance, you’re already moving toward your home.

The taxi runs silently. You sit with your back stiff, gaze fixed on the window, but you’re not really looking. The adrenaline from the incident still pounds in your ears, a mix of fear and rage you struggle to decipher. Just inches from you, Lion keeps his hands tight on his knees, knuckles bleeding, swollen from the blows he delivered. He breathes heavily, says nothing.

Occasionally, you see him swallow, as if wanting to speak but the words get stuck in his throat. You decide not to ask, at least for now. You let him break the silence.

When the taxi stops in front of your building, you pay quickly and take his wrist. “Let’s go.”

He doesn’t look at you but obeys. He’s like a wounded animal, guided solely by instinct.

You cross the lobby without exchanging a word. In the elevator, the air is heavy, almost suffocating. You hear his irregular breathing next to you, his shoulders tensed as if about to snap. You don’t look up: you’re afraid of meeting his eyes and seeing that void filled with pain that made you shiver in the bar.

Arriving at your floor, you open the door with trembling hands. You enter first, leaving him free to decide whether to follow. Lion hesitates at the threshold for a couple of seconds, then closes the door behind him and steps inside.

You take off your shoes with a nervous gesture and drop your jacket on the sofa. “Sit.” You indicate with a nod.

He remains standing, like a soldier being punished. “I… I don’t want it to get dirty.”

“You’re not dirty. I said, sit.”

The tone you use is firm, almost authoritative, but beneath it there is a gentleness you cannot hide. Lion finally sits, slightly bent forward, elbows on his knees. You keep your eyes on him as you fetch some ice wrapped in a cloth. You hand it to him and he takes it hesitantly, as if unaccustomed to receiving care.

“It’ll hurt tomorrow,” you murmur.

Lion squeezes the cloth on his swollen knuckles. He remains silent for a while longer, until the tension becomes unbearable. Finally, he breaks the silence.

“He was… one of my clients.”

You turn slowly toward him. You’re not surprised, not entirely. But hearing it from him, in that low, shame-laden voice, tightens your stomach.

“We had an appointment tonight. I canceled… because you wrote to me.”

You bite the inside of your cheek. Part of you feels guilty: you caused that explosion, that punch that could have ruined him forever. But another part…

“I’m not sorry,” you say, enunciating the words. “That was a piece of shit.”

Lion looks up for the first time. His eyes shine with fierce sadness, but also with something that looks like disbelief. As if he’s not used to being defended.

“You don’t understand…” he shakes his head, his voice cracking. “I live off this. I can’t afford to refuse. Every client I lose is money gone.”

You approach, kneel before him, forcing him to look at you. You say nothing, just stay there.

Lion stares at you, torn. Then he bends forward, hands tangled in his hair. “I shouldn’t be here. I only bring you trouble.”

You can’t resist. You take his wrists and gently lower them, forcing him to meet your eyes again. “Shhh, silly boy… You’re the best thing that ever happened to me.”

Lion remains still, as if your words have the power to petrify him. He looks at you, and you meet his gaze without looking away. That’s when it happens.

His hand rises uncertainly to brush your cheek, and he leans forward until his lips find yours.

The kiss is soft, almost timid. He doesn’t try to devour you, but to ask permission. The warmth of his breath mixes with yours, and you respond with gentleness.

You hear him whimper softly when you tilt your face slightly to deepen the kiss. Your tongue enters his mouth, following that sweet-bitter taste left by the beer, and finds his, starting a slow, drawn-out dance.

When you part, he stays very close to you. His forehead rests against yours, eyes closed, breath short. “Sorry,” he murmurs.

You brush his hair with your fingers, almost instinctively. “Don’t apologize, we’re two in this.”

You slowly slide next to him, sitting on the wide sofa, and start tending to his wounds, carefully disinfecting them.

Long minutes pass. Eventually, his body lets go, as if the tension has drained him. Almost without realizing it, he shifts and rests his head on your chest. At first, he stays rigid, but then you feel the weight ease, as if entrusting all his pain to you.

You stroke his hair slowly. Lion breathes softly, almost not to disturb you, but gradually his breathing becomes regular. He falls asleep there, on your chest, as if he hasn’t slept in centuries.

Lion is the first to wake up. He has always slept lightly, his body trained to be on alert even at rest. He hears you breathing steadily against his forehead, the slow rhythm accompanying your dreams. At first, he stays still, as if paralyzed by the thought of ruining that moment. Then, slowly, he raises his gaze to you.

Your relaxed face strikes him more than he would like to admit. You’re not stiff, not tense, not waiting to judge or reject him. You’re there, next to him, with a naturalness that seems impossible. For Lion, every physical closeness has always come with a price, a rule, a prewritten script. But not you. You sleep beneath him expecting nothing.

He feels his stomach tighten. He shouldn’t want this, shouldn’t seek anything more than surviving the day. Yet, in that moment, he wants to imprint something of himself on you.

He leans slightly forward, cautiously, almost holding his breath. His lips brush your cheek, a light, barely perceptible kiss.

Your breath changes slightly, and when you open your eyes, his are already there, wide and uncertain, surprised that you woke up right then.

“Good morning,” you murmur, still with a voice thick with sleep, but with a smile that softens the air.

Lion looks almost caught in the act. “Good morning,” he replies, a little too quickly, as if needing to mask the tenderness he just showed.

You slowly pull back, stretching as if you had slept in the most comfortable place in the world, not on your living room couch. “Are you hungry? I’ll make breakfast.”

Lion shakes his head immediately, too fast, too defensive. “I’m… I’m fine.”

The smile rising to your lips has something mischievous. You don’t show it openly, but when you shift your leg to slide away, you clearly feel the hardness under the jeans he’s still wearing. You pause for a moment, then look him in the eyes, feigning innocence.

“Yeah, I can see that,” you say in a light, almost teasing tone.

Lion stiffens, then immediately moves aside, trying to adjust so as to hide the evidence. His normally gaunt, hard cheeks flush a subtle red. It’s not the forced embarrassment he uses as a mask in clubs: it’s a real blush, the kind of someone who doesn’t know how to handle too intimate contact.

You chuckle softly, amused by how awkward he is. You get up without adding anything else, leaving him to wrestle with his own clumsiness.

You walk toward your bag, resting near the armchair. You open it calmly, looking for your wallet. When you pull out some bills, Lion looks at you with confusion bordering on panic.

You hand them to him, steady between your fingers. “Here.”

“No, no, I can’t.” The refusal comes immediate, almost anxious.

“Lion, take them. I replaced one of your clients,” you say calmly, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

He shakes his head, the ice he had held in his hands earlier now abandoned on the coffee table. “…I can’t accept them.”

Your gaze grows more serious, but not harsh. “Why not? You treated me to a night out, you punched a man for me, and you kept me company last night. I think you more than earned them.”

Your words fall into the silence of the living room. Lion lowers his gaze, unable to face you. His fists open and close on his knees. He’s not used to receiving something without feeling dirty, without believing he must pay for it in some other way.

Seeing his hesitation, you add with a lighter smile: “Take them, I’ll want to steal more of your time anyway.”

Lion’s head snaps up. His eyes, still tired, fix on you with an intensity that takes your breath away. “You… you want to see me again?” His voice trembles slightly, as if he doesn’t believe what he’s heard.

You raise an eyebrow, amused. “Would you rather not?”

“No!” he snaps immediately, then corrects himself, furrowing his brow. “No… I mean, yes! I… damn, I want to see you again.”

Your laughter fills the room, spontaneous and clear. Lion scratches the back of his neck, embarrassed by his own eagerness.

“But not because you’re giving me money,” he adds quickly, almost stumbling over his words. “I don’t want you to think I want to see you for the money.”

You move closer to him and place the bills on the coffee table, without insisting further. Then you lean just enough to look at him closely. “I know, Lion. I know.”

The morning continues slowly, wrapped in a strange calm. You go to the kitchen to prepare something, even though he insists he’s not hungry. The smell of coffee spreads through the air anyway, familiar and reassuring.

Lion remains seated on the couch, staring into space and occasionally glancing at you secretly, as if wanting to imprint that image in his memory. When you return with two steaming cups, he reaches out for one, and this time he doesn’t protest.

Since Lion started regularly sleeping at your place, your routine has taken on a rhythm of its own. There’s no longer the initial fear of your first meetings, nor the cautious distance of the days when you only saw each other for a coffee or a beer. Now you find him next to you in the morning, often already awake, sitting and reading or staring at the ceiling as if trying to gather his thoughts. Sometimes you exchange only a few words, other times you laugh at the silly comments he makes without realizing it.

That evening, you are at Sophie’s apartment for a night with friends, but Stanley is there too. You’re almost certain that Sophie is beginning to get attached to him, but you don’t bring it up. When she’s ready, she will talk to you about it.

The air is warm and filled with overlapping conversations, laughter, and background music. Lion follows you discreetly, always keeping a step behind but never straying too far on his own. Sophie’s friends seem friendly and kind, but they discuss topics that make Lion extremely uncomfortable. He can’t follow the flow of their conversations and is terrified at the idea of having to give an opinion. He wonders if his simplicity embarrasses you.

A few days ago, Lion told you he had recently decided to work for a home delivery company, and you had seemed so proud of him. And Lion can tell that you still are, even among those people, when you gently squeeze his hand, intertwining your fingers.

He wants to tell you that it’s enough for him. That even though you’ve never touched him in true intimacy, he’s fine with it—he’s had enough for a lifetime. But every time his gaze lands on Stan and Sophie, his heart aches: he sees them exchanging heavy affection, laughing conspiratorially, caressing each other, and letting themselves go on the couch. The atmosphere fills him with a mix of curiosity, jealousy, and dissatisfaction he dares not admit.

When Sophie is completely distracted by her gigolo and giving attention to you, you sigh, smiling at Lion. “Well, I guess it’s better if we go.”

Lion moves with you, silent. He doesn’t ask questions, doesn’t protest. He already seems tired, yet there’s a latent energy in his eyes as he watches you on your way home.

Once you arrive, without saying a word, you turn on the hot tub you keep in the panoramic room overlooking the private gym and slip inside. The warm water emits a light steam, and you immediately feel the atmosphere relax.

Lion enters cautiously, observing the rising steam and the movement of the water. He slides in, letting himself be enveloped by the warmth.

You smile slightly and approach him slowly. Your gaze meets his as your arms float just above the surface. There’s a subtle tension between you, a familiarity that feels safe but also full of desire. Lion leans in as if for a kiss, his face aligned with yours, lips ready to brush against you, but you turn just slightly, giving him your back.

You rest against his chest as you usually do in bed: letting him wrap around you from behind, his hands on your body as support, as protection. But this time, Lion cannot ignore the desire simmering in his stomach.

He lowers his mouth to the skin of your neck. The contact is light, sweet, almost a whisper against your skin, sending a shiver down your spine. Slowly, the kiss opens, his tongue brushing your skin in a curious, hungry movement, not aggressive but clearly intense.

“Lion…” you sigh, not as a reproach, but a fragile warning.

“Shhhh,” he murmurs against you, his voice hoarse. “Relax.”

“No, Lion… really, you don’t have to…” you try to pull away, turning your head. But his hands hold you and turn you toward him with a firm gentleness that leaves you no escape.

For the first time that evening, you truly look him in the face. His eyes are dark, deep, full of a desire he doesn’t hide. But there’s also something else: a vulnerability you hadn’t expected.

“You… don’t like me?” he asks, and for a moment his voice betrays a childlike, disarming insecurity.

You widen your eyes, struck. “No, Lion, what makes you think that?”

The bubbles of the hot tub gurgle around, but between you, a dense silence has formed. He lowers his gaze, almost embarrassed, before returning to look at you.

“Then why don’t you want to touch me? Is it because of what I was doing?”

The knot in your throat tightens immediately. “Lion, that’s absolutely not the reason. I just… don’t want you to feel obligated.”

His expression shifts slightly. A flash of stubbornness passes in his eyes. “I’m not,” he replies with sudden certainty. “I… I feel safe with you. I’m fine with you.”

Those words hit you harder than any caress. You don’t know how to respond. Your lips move, but all that comes out is: “I… I don’t know…”

It’s then that he takes your hand. A slow, deliberate gesture. He lifts it from the water and, with a gentle yet firm motion, places it on his neck. His skin is warm, tense beneath your fingertips. You can feel the quickened pulse of his throat, the life flowing beneath the surface.

He looks at you. Those enormous eyes, sincere, almost pleading.

“Touch me.”

Your breath catches for a second.

Your hand, hesitant, moves along his skin. From his neck, it slides over his collarbone, then onto his wet, firm chest. Every inch your fingers traverse seems to ignite a reaction in him: a shiver of his muscles, a deeper breath, lips parting in a stifled moan.

Lion closes his eyes, as if wanting to imprint that sensation on himself. When he opens them again, there’s a different fire, rawer.

“More,” he begs, his voice almost broken.

You move closer, driven by a mix of curiosity and desire, and with both hands, begin exploring his body. Broad shoulders, strong arms, a firm abdomen. Every time you brush him, he reacts as if it’s the first time he’s ever been touched: tiny jerks, stifled sighs, his hips moving slightly, unable to remain still under your caresses.

Your hands slide downward slowly, as if exploring forbidden territory. Your fingers linger along his hips, brushing the elastic of his boxers glued to his skin. You look at him, seeking the answer you want, and Lion simply nods.

With a decisive gesture, you slip your fingers beneath the elastic and drag the boxers down along his buttocks and thighs, caressing them with excruciating slowness until he raises his hips slightly, a silent invitation, an impatient encouragement.

Through the rippling transparency of the water, Lion’s large uncircumcised cock slips free from the boxers, twitching heavily against his abdomen. The sight takes your breath away: the warm light from the wall lamps reflects on the water and bubbles, outlining every curve, every pulsing vein, as if the tub is displaying him just for you.

Cautiously, you let your hand slide over again. Your fingers wrap around his shaft in a slow, tentative but firm grip. He jumps slightly. The reaction is immediate, a shiver that runs from his hips up his spine, forcing him to bend toward you.

His face hides against your neck, his wet lips brushing your skin as if seeking shelter. “Ahh…” the moan vibrates against your throat, and you shiver, because it’s not just the sound—it’s the way his voice cracks, almost surprised, almost pleading.

His hips begin to move, tiny twitches under the water. It’s an instinctive rhythm, desperate, a need that takes over and drives him to rub against your hand. You match his movement, increasing the pressure slightly, letting his shaft slide fully in your fist, from base to swollen, hot tip.

Lion moans again, louder. A sharp whimper that makes the nerves in your neck tingle. The bubbles of the hot tub explode around you, marking the tempo of the growing rhythm.

You alternate slow, deliberate caresses with faster, sharper strokes, watching his reaction. Every time you change pace, he seems to lose balance, forced to cling to you.

His hand, under the water, closes around your thigh. He grips you tightly, his fingers digging into your flesh as if it were the only anchor in this whirlwind of pleasure.

You look at him. Heavy-lidded eyes, wet hair clinging to his forehead, lips parted for breath and sound. He’s beautiful in this surrender, fragile and primal at the same time.

You don’t let it be just a thought—you tell him without shame:

“You’re beautiful like this, Lion.”

Lion lightly bites your collarbone and stops his hip movements to prevent himself from coming immediately.

“Shit, don’t… don’t say that now,” he sighs, pulling back to look at you.

You laugh. “Not now? And when?”

His gaze pins you. He’s no longer just a pleading pup: there’s something fierce, hungry, burning in his eyes. “After I make you cum at least a couple of times before me.”

Before you can respond, the hand gripping your hip and the other sliding across your back gently push you forward, forcing you to move on his legs.

The water churns in a warm vortex as he guides you onto the low ledge of the tub, sitting in a more stable position. He pulls you along, making you slide onto his wide thighs until your pelvis rests directly above his.

You feel his fingers find the center of your pleasure immediately, pressing against your pussy. The contact is direct, burning, and lets out a moan you can’t suppress.

Lion’s face is tense, watching every subtle change of expression. His fingers move slowly at first, caressing your swollen clit, making their way patiently. But it’s not enough: soon one finger slides inside you, followed by another, filling you with warm, firm pressure.

He holds you tight with his other arm, almost preventing you from escaping as he begins moving his fingers inside you, back and forth, gradually increasing the pace. The water slaps gently against your bodies, bubbles breaking on your skin as his hand works mercilessly.

Every time his fingers enter and exit your tight channel, your breath catches, your body tenses and relaxes in a cycle he seems to anticipate perfectly. Your face contorts with the total loss of control.

“You okay?” he asks, slowing down.

You bite your lips, frustrated and enchanted at the same time. “I hate how good you are at this…” You pull your pelvis slightly away from his fingers to catch your breath, and kiss him forcefully on the lips. The taste of water and salt on his skin makes your head spin, and desire overwhelms you again.

Without pulling away too much, you settle yourself on top of him. You align your pelvis, feeling his heavy, throbbing cock pressing against you. You lower yourself slowly, centimeter by centimeter, until you feel the full heat inside you. A moan escapes your lips as his body tenses beneath you, his hands gripping your hips for stability.

You begin to move, your hips sliding up and down, back and forth, over the gurgling water around you. The hot tub amplifies every contact, each thrust sending vibrations through the other’s body, each moan echoing against the glass walls of the room.

Lion groans, his voice broken, spilling words without sense, interspersed with sighs and moans. “Yes… fuck… you feel… so good… oh God…” His head tilts back, mouth open, eyes half-closed, as he grips you tighter. Every movement you make seems to guide him, and each of his moans excites you further.

You grab his jaw, pulling his attention to you. Your gaze pins him. “You won’t let anyone touch you like this again, right?” Your voice is commanding, making his cock twitch inside you as you continue to ride him.

He looks at you, eyes glossy, breath broken. A blissful, hungry smile curls his lips. “Never… never again, please…” he pleads, and you feel the weight of his words as a promise etched into flesh.

“Good boy,” you grin, continuing your movement, each thrust deliberate, raw, and passionate.

Then a sudden shiver runs through his hips, and his hand grips your thigh tightly, unsure whether to hold you in place or let you move freely. His mind is a puddle of sensation.

“I’m gonna—” Lion pants, gritting his teeth, clutching you closer.

You don’t stop. In fact, you ride him faster, tilting your pelvis forward and pressing your clit against the base of his cock, seeking every possible point of contact, every friction that might push you both past the edge. And it comes: a fierce orgasm that makes your walls tighten around him so hard that he loses the last bit of control left.

“Fuck…!” he shouts, and in an explosion of pleasure, he spills inside you with a desperate final thrust. The warmth of his seed fills you completely, making you moan against his skin.

He whimpers against your shoulder, nuzzling you with the stubble on his face as his hips convulse, searching for one last friction to bind you both to the moment. You clutch him tightly, letting your pelvis accept every spasm, every pulse.

Lion trails a hand along your arm, drawing slow, light lines, almost as if he wants to imprint your body into memory. He leans back slightly, his gaze searching yours, those big, sincere eyes filled with unspoken gratitude and awe.

“I know I don’t deserve it but…” His hand tucks your hair behind your ears, caressing you gently. “…I want to stay like this forever,” he whispers.

You curl against him, bodies still warm and trembling, letting the charged silence of breath and touch become the language between you.

“Oh, yes…” he gasp, biting his lower lip, and you can already feel him trembling beneath you. Lion is completely at your mercy, breathing heavily, his hands shaking slightly as you seek contact with him under the sheets. No words are necessary: every little moan, every twitch of his hips lets you know just how willing he is to let himself be guided.

You hear the rustle of Lion’s work uniform sliding along the mattress and dropping to the floor with a thud.

Weeks have turned into months. At first, it surprises you; you can hardly believe it: Lion wakes up early, slips into his crumpled delivery company uniform, and kisses your forehead before heading out. He even got his license in record time. He comes home in the evening dead tired, calloused hands, sore muscles, a worn-out voice, but with that satisfied look you’ve never seen before. It’s the pride of a man trying to start over, determined to earn the space you’ve given him.

You, for your part, continue with your career. An important project is taking shape: long days, endless meetings, but also the concrete feeling of building something that truly belongs to you. You often catch yourself thinking that, in some way, you’re saving each other.

You take him into your mouth slowly. He closes his eyes, unable to move freely, surrendering completely as if every breath depends on your touch. His hands tremble, clutching the edges of the bed, gripping the sheets, letting you take the lead.

“Have I already told you how much I love your mouth…?” he sighs, restraining himself from thrusting into you as you move along his shaft, letting him slide free from your warm grip.

You smile slightly, feeling him with your hands. The warm, taut skin of his cock pulses; the swollen veins seem to throb under your touch. You watch it cover the glans and then slide back down, stretching, leaving him fully exposed.

“Maybe ten times.”

“So few?” he tries to joke, but his voice trembles, broken by the agony of that slow torture.

His hips seek contact with your fist, intensifying your grip around his cock and arching him. You’re in command, deciding the pressure, the speed, the way pleasure flows through him.

“Fuck, love…” the word slips out like a plea, as he lifts his head slightly to look at you. His hair is tousled, eyes glassy and feverish, mouth half-open as if begging for mercy. “Why do you torture me like this?”

The sound of that word—love—hits you harder than you’d admit. You pause for a moment, hand still tight around his cock, feeling the heat, the pulsing life in your grasp.

You tilt your head, a grin on your lips. “Love?” you repeat, savoring the syllable. You lean toward him, close enough that he can feel your breath on the glans, without granting him a kiss. “I like how it sounds.”

Your grip tightens even more, and he moans, desperate, a guttural sound escaping his throat.

“Say it again…” you whisper, in an imperative tone.

Lion closes his eyes, head falling back on the pillow as if the command is too much to bear. His fingers clutch the sheets at his sides, gripping as though he needs an anchor to avoid giving in. “L-love…” he stammers, voice a broken thread.

You give a sharp flick of your wrist, and he howls, pelvis lifting slightly, uncontrollable.

“Harder,” you order, not loosening your hold.

“Love!” The sound comes out stronger, almost a shout, and you smile in satisfaction, feeling the power of the moment run through your skin like living fire.

You slide your hand along the entire length, slow, cruel, until it reaches back up to the exposed glans. Your thumb brushes it, just a touch, and he shudders as if struck by an electric shock. “So good…” you murmur, leaning down to take him fully into your mouth again.

You focus on rhythm, on the way he tenses every time you touch the tip, as if hypnotized by your control.

You vary the movements, alternating lip pressure with tongue strokes, trying to give him pleasure in every way possible. Lion groans louder, a hand resting on your head without pushing or pulling. He always does this when he’s close, and you’re never sure if it’s a warning or simply because he needs to know you’ll take him all the way.

Suddenly, the alarm goes off, a sharp beep breaking the tension and making you pause for a second, but Lion’s pleading voice overrides it, a hint of panic in the hurried tone.

“Don’t… don’t stop,” he whines between breaths. “I’m so close, love… so close…”

You resume the motion, letting your mouth follow the curve of his cock. You taste the salty, viscous pre-ejaculate on your tongue as you move up. Your lips squeeze and release him in a now uncontrolled rhythm.

Lion groans like a wounded animal, his head buried in the pillow, abs contracting as you increase the pressure, sucking him more eagerly while your hand plays at the base, leaving him no escape.

A moan of pleasure escapes his throat, and finally you feel him explode: his cock pulses hard between your lips, a warm wave filling your mouth.

You keep him in until the very last, swallowing without stopping, sucking him while squeezing him with your mouth until you feel him trembling all over, empty and hypersensitive, a broken moan escaping his lips.

“Christ… I don’t know if I can stand today…”

You let out a small smile, shaking your head. Despite his irony, his eyes betray a deeper emotion than mere desire.

Lion shifts slowly toward you, body still warm and tense. He kisses the tip of your nose, a gentle but intimate gesture, and you feel a light shiver run down your spine. His hands grasp your hips to pull you up, but you block him.

He frowns, pouting.

“I want to return the favor…”

“Tonight. It’s getting late.” He kisses your forehead and you dash to the bathroom while Lion lets himself fall back onto the mattress with a weary sigh.

With that start to the day, Lion powers through more efficiently than usual.

The morning flows smoothly. Neighborhood rounds, small packages, only a couple of clients complaining about delays but nothing new. Lion, out of breath and already feeling sore hands, doesn’t mind. He knows the job: carrying loads up and down stairs, hours spent with the van double-parked, frayed nerves. Yet there is a kind of peace in him, a sense of direction he hasn’t felt in years.

Then he arrives at the cursed address.

An elegant apartment, ground floor, with a manicured garden and a luxury car parked outside. Lion grabs the box from the back of the van, a heavy but not impossible package, and approaches the doorbell. He rings, waiting as usual.

A man in his fifties opens the door abruptly, a harsh gaze, the air of someone who’s already had a bad day. He wears a perfect suit, but the tie is loosened, as if he’s already tired of the world.

“Finally. I’ve been waiting since this morning.”

“Sorry for the delay, sir. There was—”

“I don’t want to hear excuses. You’re always the same story: incompetent, slow, unable even to deliver a package on time.”

Lion lowers his gaze, trying to stay calm. He’s no stranger to clients like this. “If you’d like, I can help you bring it inside.”

“Help me? You?” The man laughs bitterly. “Do you even know how to read a clock?”

Lion stiffens his shoulders, trying to ignore the insult as he sets the package inside. “Please sign here.”

But the man doesn’t move. Instead, he steps forward, chest out, his gaze pinning Lion with contempt. “Do you know what you are? Trash. Guys like you are useless. I bet without that uniform you wouldn’t even know how to fill your days.”

The words hit like a punch to the chest. Lion feels his blood hammer in his temples. Those words dig deep, touching wounds that have never stopped burning.

It’s useless. He can’t do anything right.

It’s the same voice he’s carried inside for years, the one he tried to silence by building a new life beside you. And now this man makes it real, tangible, impossible to ignore.

“Enough.” Lion’s voice is a growl that vibrates threateningly.

“What did you say?”

“I said enough. Sign and let me work.”

The man bursts out laughing, a poisonous sound. “Or what, kid?”

The punch comes before Lion even realizes it. It’s not a calculated blow, not boxing technique: pure rage.

The impact is dull, the man’s jaw gives under his knuckles, and the echo of the hit rolls through the air like thunder.

The man collapses backward, the package toppling to the floor, and for a moment the whole world freezes.

Lion stands still, chest heaving violently, as reality hits him in a cold wave: he’s just fucked everything.

The afternoon slowly slid into evening as you returned home. But the apartment was empty.

You stopped at the threshold, keys still clutched in your fingers. Silence. No sound from the living room, no trace of him. The jacket wasn’t on the coat rack, his shoes weren’t stacked next to yours.

You left the bag of ready-made food, which you’d picked up on the way back, on the table and headed to the kitchen to grab the cutlery. Meanwhile, you pulled your phone from your pocket and sent him a message.

“Lion, I’m home. Where are you?”

The message stayed there, the gray checkmark never turning blue. You waited a minute. Then another. Then three.

Time moved slower than usual, every second hammering in your mind. You sent another message.

“I’m waiting. Everything okay?”

Still nothing. No delivery, no “seen.” Anxiety began to gnaw at your stomach. You bit the inside of your cheek, trying not to give weight to the rising agitation. Maybe it’s dead. Maybe he left his phone in the van. Maybe—

You decided to call him.

The signal went through, rang once, then a cold voice froze your blood: “The user you have called is currently unavailable.”

Your heart dropped into your stomach. You couldn’t believe it. You called again. Same message. A second time. A third. Always the same.

With trembling hands, you opened the chat with Stan.

“Is he with you?”

The time it took him to respond felt endless. Finally, the phone vibrated.

“I thought he was with you. He’s not answering me.”

You stopped in the middle of the living room, as if the walls were closing in. You couldn’t breathe. Stan didn’t hear him. You didn’t hear him. His phone was off.

Fear seeped under your skin, devouring you slowly. You sat on the couch, but your legs shook too much, so you stood up again, pacing back and forth across the room. You checked the clock: forty-five minutes had passed. Then an hour.

Still nothing.

You surrendered to the growing sensation inside you, the most terrible one: that something had really happened.

With a knot in your throat, you dialed the delivery company. You introduced yourself with a steady voice, even though inside you were a wreck. “I’m looking for one of your employees, Walter Kaminski. I can’t reach him, I wanted to know—”

The reply came immediately, filled with anger. “Kaminski?! I don’t want to hear about him anymore. In fact, if you find him, tell him he should thank me that we didn’t throw him in jail.”

Your blood ran cold. “W-what?”

“He got into a fight with a client. A disgrace. He was one step from a report. He’s out, fired. End of story.”

You couldn’t breathe. The words pierced you, cold and brutal. You slowly lowered the phone, unable to respond, unable even to think. It wasn’t just that he had lost his job. It was the lie. It was the absence. It was the silence.

You remained seated on the couch for hours, unable to move. The bag of food sat there, cooling, a mute witness to the evening you had imagined that no longer existed. You felt betrayed, excluded, useless.

When the lock turned and the door opened, it was deep into the night. Lion entered slowly, almost stumbling, as if not wanting to be heard. His face was tired, eyes downcast, jacket unbuttoned.

You jumped up, ran to him, heart pounding. “Lion! You scared me to death…”

“I’m fine.” The voice was flat, and most importantly, he didn’t look at you.

“What the hell happened?” Anger began to rise above fear, pushing past the knot in your throat. “I called your agency, they said you almost got reported… what—”

“I don’t want to talk about it.” He tried to pass you, but you grabbed his arm.

“You disappeared for hours and don’t even want to explain?!”

He spun around, freeing himself from your grip. His eyes burned with repressed anger. “What do you want me to say? That some asshole, just because he has a nice house and car, thinks he can spit on others?!”

You sighed, tired, running a hand across your forehead to contain the throbbing headache. “God, Lion…”

“What?!” he shouted, chest rising in jerks. “I should have stayed quiet and good? Is that what you wanted me to do? Take slaps in the face?”

You looked at him incredulously. “You’re unbelievable… you don’t have the slightest sense of sacrifice.”

Your words were like gasoline on a fire already burning. Lion’s eyes widened, furious. “Sacrifice? What the fuck do you know about sacrifice?! Look at how you live!”

You stepped forward abruptly, your footsteps echoing sharply on the floor, and pointed a finger at his chest, an instinctive, violent gesture, almost like a blade piercing without touching. You felt your heart pounding in your temples, heat rising to your face, your hands trembling—not with fear, but pure anger.

“Do you think what I have came from nothing?” Your voice was hard, sharp like broken glass. “I applied myself in my life, Lion! I studied, I worked, I sacrificed nights, tears, time! I didn’t get into fights with the first asshole who threw me out of an office, or the first annoying client!”

Your shoulders were tense, jaw clenched, and as you spoke it felt as if the air around you grew heavier. You weren’t just scolding him; you were striking him with the full weight of your frustration, the fear you had carried for hours not knowing where he was, the heart-in-throat panic that didn’t let you rest.

“You can’t compare your life to mine!” he snapped, voice broken with bitterness. Neck veins taut, eyes burning with fury and despair together. “You have no idea what it’s like to live like this. They treat me like shit, always! They consider me nothing. A fucking nothing! I had to sell my body to have a roof over my head!”

He stared at you, eyes red, swollen with frustration. “And you? What the fuck do you know? You have enough money to spend like it’s peanuts, using them to buy someone to keep you company…”

His words hit your chest harder than any punch. You froze, unable to react for a moment. Your heart sank into your stomach, broken by the accusation.

Silence fell like a blade. Heavy, suffocating, sliding through the walls like dense smoke leaving no room for air. Neither of you spoke. Neither really breathed. Only that unbearable emptiness screamed louder than any word.

Lion stood still in the middle of the living room, eyes wide, mouth slightly open, as if even he were pierced by his own words. Words spoken in anger, in pain, without thinking. Words he should never have said. You, instead, stood a few steps away, but the distance between you felt like an ocean.

You took a step forward, not to approach him, but to remove yourself from his presence. You passed him silently, face hard, lips pressed, chest rising and falling laboriously. You didn’t even want to give him the privilege of seeing you break in front of him.

Your legs carried you straight to the living room. Each step echoed sharply on the parquet, a metronome of your control. You didn’t turn, didn’t seek his eyes. You knew he was following. You could hear him: his uneven breathing, hesitant steps, like every movement was a desperate attempt to repair an irreparable mistake.

You heard him call your name and your heart made a foolish, useless leap.

His voice cracked, like glass breaking. “I’m sorry… You know I didn’t mean what I said…”

You didn’t respond. Didn’t slow down. Didn’t turn. His apologies bounced off you like empty sound.

You reached the cabinet, grabbed your bag. You opened it with a sharp motion, without hesitation, without an apparent tremor. From inside you pulled out your checkbook, placing it on the table with a controlled thud. The pen slid between your fingers with icy certainty.

Lion stopped at the living room threshold, like an intruder in your home, your life, your anger. “What… what are you doing?”

You didn’t answer. You continued filling it out. Your fingers didn’t tremble, handwriting steady, precise, as if each number was a strike, a scratch carved. The air charged with tension.

The silence was broken only by the scratching of the pen. Lion watched, bewildered, short of breath. He didn’t know whether to approach or stay still, to beg or remain silent. Then the dry sound: the page tearing from the checkbook.

You raised your arm and showed it. “Take this and leave.”

Your words were cold, surgical. No tremor, no hesitation.

Lion’s eyes widened. “Love, love, I’m sorry… I don’t know why I said it…”

Your eyes no longer had the softness he knew. No caress, no warmth. Only ice, only anger. “Why are you apologizing? You’re right.” You waved the check in front of his face, like overwhelming proof. “I’m paying you for the time I stole from you over these months.”

His face contorted. He knew you were speaking with bitterness only because you were hurt. “I—”

“Take it.” Your voice was firm, like stone.

“I can’t—”

“Take it!”

The sound of your shout tore through the air. A sudden thunder that paralyzed him. Lion froze. He had never heard you yell like that. He had never seen you so furious, so distant, so unreachable. You were a wall he could not penetrate.

With trembling hands, he approached. His eyes burned, but he didn’t dare resist. Hesitantly, he slipped the check from your fingers. The contact lasted a second, but it was enough for him to feel how rigid and immovable you were.

You didn’t look at him. You turned again, as if not wanting to give him even the dignity of seeing your face while you pushed him out of your life.

“I free you from any obligation tied to my desperate self.” Every word a blade. “I don’t want to see you, not by accident, around this building or where I work. Understood?”

Lion remained still, check in hand. The amount written crushed him: a terrifying, disproportionate figure that almost buckled his knees.

Tears filled his eyes. He didn’t want to cry, didn’t want to seem smaller, but he couldn’t stop.

“Lion.”

He lifted his gaze. Tears ran down his cheeks, yet they didn’t dare fall loudly.

“Did you understand?”

Your voice was firm, unshaken, but inside you were a blaze. Every cell of your body burned, screamed, tore itself apart. But you didn’t show it. You didn’t give him that chance.

“Yes…” he murmured, barely audible. He felt like dying as he said it. It was surrender. It was the end.

You nodded, face impassive, gaze cold. “Good. You know where the door is.”

You said no more. Gave him nothing else. You turned, retreated to your rooms, step decisive even if inside you trembled. The door closed behind you, leaving him alone in the living room.

Lion remained there, motionless, check clutched as if it were poison. Tears fell, finally uncontrolled, and his chest shook silently. He looked toward the closed door, hoping for a miracle, a call, any sign. But nothing came.

The only sound left in the room was the desperate beating of his heart. Then, slowly, he turned toward the exit. Every step toward that door was a blow that broke him. He opened it gently, as if hoping you’d close it to stop him. But it didn’t happen.

And so, check in hand and heart in pieces, Lion left your life.

Lion remained motionless on the couch, body bent forward, elbows resting on his knees. His eyes fixed on the phone screen, where hundreds of unread messages blinked like tiny beacons of guilt and regret. His eyes burned, tired from crying and from searching for answers where there were none left.

The first messages had arrived immediately, a few simple, shy words: “Thinking of you,” “Hope you’re well.” But then, the void. No response. He had learned from Sophie, who had been almost forced to tell him, that you had changed your number and hadn’t even shared the new one with your best friend. It was a total wall, a closure with no visible cracks.

The apartment he shared with his brother Stan felt different, almost unreal. Stan, with Sophie’s help, had rearranged some furniture, painted a few walls, made the space more livable than it had been before, when it seemed destined for decay. But for Lion, that house no longer belonged to him. He had left every part of himself in yours.

The weeks passed slowly and heavily. Each day was a cycle of self-condemnation, memories, and nightmares. He saw you in every corner of his mind: your angry face, hurt eyes, hands reaching toward him, and the clenched fist of anger he had never stopped feeling. Each night he woke trembling and sweating, heart hammering, tears streaking his face as your voice echoed in his head: that voice which, after weeks, now seemed far away.

Stan watched him from the kitchen doorway, eyebrow slightly raised, as if unsure whether to intervene or let Lion sink into his own pain. Then, with a nod, he exchanged a glance with Sophie, who slightly nodded back. There was a silent understanding: they had to pull him out of that vortex, even if only for a few hours.

“Well, how about going to the old gym? Get a little distraction,” Stan suggested, his voice warm but firm, trying to spark some reaction.

Lion barely raised his eyes, then lowered them immediately. “I don’t feel like it…”

“Oh, come on… it’ll be like old times. Letting off steam will do you good…” Sophie insisted, approaching him with light but purposeful steps.

Finally, with quiet resistance, Lion let himself be convinced. He rose, slow and heavy, as if every movement were an unbearable weight. His body seemed laden with months of regrets and unshed tears. Stan followed closely, eyes attentive, ready to intervene if he fell or stopped.

As soon as they stepped out of the condo gate, a mail carrier noticed them turning toward him. His face betrayed a hint of embarrassment, as if trying to gauge whether Lion might recognize something important.

“All good, friend?” Stanley asked, slightly hesitant, locking eyes with Lion.

The mail carrier just shook his head slightly, visibly focused on his problem. “Not exactly… there’s an issue with this registered letter. I’ve knocked on all the houses, but no one answered. I need the owner’s signature.”

Sophie stepped closer, pressing her cheek against Stan’s shoulder, an almost unconscious gesture betraying curiosity and attention. “Who’s it addressed to? Maybe we know him…”

The mail carrier nervously opened the envelope and pointed to the label. “Walter Kaminski.”

Lion’s heart jumped. Hearing his name spoken aloud struck him unexpectedly.

“That’s me.” The words came out almost with effort, tense and low.

The mail carrier nodded, scrutinizing him carefully. “Oh… may I see an ID?”

Lion fumbled in his pockets and pulled out his recent driver’s license, hand trembling slightly despite his attempt to appear calm.

“Great, lucky! Sign here!” The mail carrier handed him the form.

Lion signed, but his hand was uncertain, eyes drifting upward to read the sender’s address. When he saw it, the world seemed to stop for a moment: it was your office.

He felt breathless. A shiver ran down his spine. He didn’t know whether to open it immediately, run away, or collapse to his knees.

He pulled out the envelope and tore it open with trembling hands, heart hammering like a mad drum. Inside was a thick sheet, thicker than anything he had ever received. Lion drew it out, and as his eyes scanned the content, he felt his stomach drop. The hand holding the letter shook so violently he had to lean on the railing along the walkway.

A contract. A contract for the auctioned purchase of a property in central Bristol, registered in his name. Every word, every figure, every clause hit him like a blow to the heart: he didn’t understand immediately, didn’t dare, his brain spinning to find a trick, a deception, something to tell himself it wasn’t real.

But it was all true. Your signature, your initiative, your decision. An entire property, bought by you for him, without him asking, without him even knowing he could have it.

The world seemed to collapse around him. His breath was short, uneven. He sank onto the first step he could find, paper clutched in his hands. He felt a tremendous weight on his chest, the awareness of how much he had hurt you and how much you had decided to support him anyway.

Stan put a hand on his shoulder, firm and reassuring, and took the contract from his hands to read it. And he laughed, happy. “Do you realize, Lion? We can start the business. We can start from here.”

Lion nodded, unable to speak. Words refused to come out. His mind was a whirlwind of emotions: gratitude, guilt, disbelief, love, and shame. He didn’t know how to thank you, didn’t know how to move, didn’t know how to face your decision.

Sophie brushed his arm lightly, a minimal contact that didn’t intrude but offered support. “See? Not everything is lost.”

He remained seated, body bent, heart hammering, while Stan talked with Sophie about the money he had saved and the investments needed for the materials for the new dry-cleaning business they would open. He didn’t dare call you, didn’t dare send you a message. He knew contact with you was still a minefield, but for the first time in a long time, he felt he could breathe.

The following weeks turned into a breathless whirlwind. You threw yourself headlong into work again as if there were no tomorrow, immersing yourself in procedures, paperwork, endless accounting reviews, and complex financial reports. Your desk became your refuge, your battlefield, and your hiding place all at once. There was no room to think, no time to reflect, and every free minute was filled with analyses, reports, calls, and emails.

The pressure grew day by day. The projects to follow, the deadlines to meet, and the meetings with important clients piled up like an insurmountable mountain. You found yourself skipping meals, drinking only coffee to maintain focus, and keeping your phone always close, ready to answer every urgent message or call. Your personal life was crushed under this frantic pace; your friends called, but you didn’t answer, weekends passed unnoticed, and the city seemed to flow past your eyes as if you were no longer part of it.

One afternoon, after hours uninterrupted in front of the computer screen, you felt a sudden dizziness. The world seemed to sway, the office’s fluorescent lights blurred, and your whole body grew heavy. You leaned on the desk to avoid collapsing, hands gripping the edge as if anchoring yourself to the floor. Your heart pounded hard and irregularly, and for a moment you thought you might faint. You breathed deeply, trying to calm yourself, but the tension accumulated over weeks of relentless work hit you like a punch to the stomach.

Your assistant rushed over, worried, but you shook your head, trying to reassure him. “It’s okay… just fatigue,” you said, though deep down you knew you were running on the edge, that you had pushed yourself too far. You returned to your desk, determined not to give in, not to allow a moment of weakness. Every document, every figure, every signature became a lifeline, something that kept you from thinking about Lion and the emptiness he had left in your life.

A few weeks later, you were in the middle of a meeting with some high-priority clients. The air was tense, documents scattered on the table, charts projected on the screen, and heated discussions among expert professionals striving for the best for their companies. You were focused, incisive, impeccable in controlling the conversation when your secretary, hesitantly, approached and interrupted you.

“Excuse me,” she said, her voice barely audible over the bustling chatter of the meeting.

You looked up, and the buzz of conversation dimmed as you leaned closer to hear her. “Yes?”

“There’s a man… he wants to speak with you urgently.”

Your heart skipped a beat, a flash of curiosity and surprise running through you. You stood, trying to maintain calm and professionalism. As you crossed the antechamber, the clients watched you, curious about the brief interruption, and you tried to ignore them.

Then you saw him. Lion, sitting with his back against a chair, eyes darting across the room. You froze immediately. “Lion?” Your voice came out incredulous, slightly cracked by the emotion you tried to contain.

Lion turned instantly toward you and rose, smoothing his jeans with a quick, almost nervous gesture. His eyes lit up, full of that energy only he could radiate. “I-I… I tried to contact you, but… your phone…”

“Yes, I changed my number,” you replied tersely, trying to maintain professional coldness.

“O-oh, I see…” he murmured, lowering his gaze slightly, visibly embarrassed.

You glanced behind you and noticed your clients whispering among themselves. The air was tense, and you had to focus, ignoring Lion’s presence as if it were merely an obstacle to your concentration.

“Lion, I’m working. Why are you here?” you asked, voice firm, almost cold.

“I… I wanted to invite you to the opening…” His words came hesitant, almost timid. He handed you a sheet of paper. You took it absentmindedly to read: who still produces paper flyers for advertising nowadays?

You were vaguely struck by the venture. “A dry cleaner?” you asked, a little surprised, without stopping to look at the paper.

Lion scratched his head, embarrassment clear on his face. He must have felt ridiculous, maybe even stupid, considering you owned an entire floor of a building in the heart of Bristol. “We’ve always wanted to open one…”

“Thank you for the invitation,” you replied, returning the flyer. The smile that had started to form on his face slowly faded, leaving only a slight trace of disappointment. “But I have work to finish.”

You turned to leave, returning to your clients and trying to pick up the thread of the discussion, but you felt a hand on your shoulder, light but firm. You stopped and turned back.

“I’ll pay you.” Lion’s voice was steady, almost pleading.

“Uhm?” you asked, puzzled.

“Your hourly rate… I’ll pay it. Please…”

A brief silence fell between you, heavy and charged with tension. You looked around, noticing the clients continuing their discussions, but their world seemed distant, unreal. Lion was there, in front of you, sincere, vulnerable in his gestures and tone of voice.

You finally nodded, without adding anything. The decision was yours, but understanding his determination left a small warmth inside you. You returned to the meeting room, resuming your role.

In that moment, you felt a strange mix of emotions: surprise, nostalgia, a subtle edge of tension, and perhaps a small spark of gratitude. You couldn’t deny that his presence, as awkward and out of place as it was, reminded you how the world outside work could still surprise, shake, and bring little sparks of life into the monotonous, frantic days you spent among paperwork, meetings, and responsibilities.

At the end of the meeting, the dry cleaner welcomed you like a buzzing hive. You hadn’t expected such a crowd, nor that such a simple place could pulse with so much life. The automatic doors opened and closed incessantly, letting in drafts carrying the sharp smell of rain-soaked asphalt. Inside, instead, the air smelled of clean fabrics, fresh detergent, and talc-scented softener, mingling with the warm, humid heat of the running dryers.

Your eyes adjusted slowly to the scene. People talking rapidly, clients debating the best washing programs, children running among baskets full of clothes, sudden laughter, the clinking of coins in vending machines. Each sound intertwined with the others, forming a continuous, lively, almost musical hum.

And then you saw them.

Stanley was behind the counter, sleeves rolled up to his elbows. He wrote on a form with a serious expression, but on his face, you read a new confidence, a calm you hadn’t known before. He was a different man. Beside him, Sophie, radiant in her naturalness, chatted with a group of clients. She smiled, gestured, her ringing voice cutting through the room like a sunbeam. Everything about her radiated enthusiasm, trust, energy.

You watched them, and a sense of warmth rose in your chest. A small dream taking shape right before your eyes. A dry cleaner, yes. A simple, ordinary place. Yet it felt like a miracle: dignity, stability, hope.

And then you noticed him.

Lion.

He was there, leaning against a folding table. His hair still rebellious, messy, but his eyes… his eyes shone with a different light. He was in his element now. No longer the lost shadow you remembered, nor the boy fleeing himself who had hurt you with too harsh words. You saw him upright, solid, though in his gaze there was still that vulnerability you knew all too well.

When he turned toward you with his wide eyes, your breath caught.

“You came…” he said.

There was surprise in his voice, as if he didn’t believe you were really there, in front of him.

You cleared your throat, aiming for a neutral tone. “You said you’d pay me my hourly rate. I couldn’t refuse. Besides, I guaranteed this place…”

Your words were cold, or at least attempted to be. But he seemed to read between the lines. His gaze dropped for a moment, then a slow smile blossomed on his lips.

From his jeans pocket, he pulled out a carefully folded paper. He held it between his fingers as if it were a relic. He handed it to you.

The check.

The check you had signed for him months ago. The clean cut with which you had tried to free yourself from him.

You stared at it, heart pounding in your ears. “You haven’t cashed it?”

Lion shook his head slowly. “What we shared wasn’t a business transaction.” His voice was deep, but gentle. “I wanted to be with you because I wanted to.”

You swallowed hard. Your fingers trembled as you snatched the paper from his hand and stuffed it into your bag without looking. You couldn’t afford to collapse here, not now. You focused on the people around you, the piles of colorful clothes, the running machines. You clung to those details like an anchor.

But Lion didn’t give up; he tried to make conversation.

“Stanley got a bank loan to buy the machines… don’t ask me how, he didn’t want to share it.” He crossed his arms and stepped closer as he saw you looking around. “Sophie contributed too…”

You sighed. “Yes, I recognize her architectural style.”

You smiled. They had really done a great job.

“I’m proud of you, Lion. Looks like my investment wasn’t wasted.”

As soon as you said that, you realized you were actually speaking to yourself, to protect yourself. But he looked at you as if every syllable carried immense weight.

“I… I wanted to thank you,” he murmured. His gray eyes flickered. “You don’t know how much this means to me… or maybe you do.”

You bit your cheek, nodded slightly. You didn’t look at him. You couldn’t. The wound was still there, alive, throbbing, and getting too close would risk reopening it.

“I didn’t want to accept it at first,” he continued, stepping closer, “but… I understood. I understood you were just trying to help me… like you always have.”

This time you turned. You couldn’t avoid him anymore.

You stared at him, and in his eyes you read everything: shame, gratitude, fear, love. It was like looking into a familiar abyss, both frightening and alluring.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to see me anymore,” he whispered, running his fingers through his hair. “But I had to tell you. I didn’t mean it. I wanted to take it back right after saying it but… God, I was so angry at that guy and ashamed of disappointing you.”

“Disappointed?” you repeated. Your voice cracked, but you no longer held back. “Lion, you never disappointed me. Least of all that day. What I told you, I told you because if you keep acting like a caveman, people will never take you seriously and never give you a chance.” You felt short of breath, throat burning. “I don’t want you to fall, Lion. I love you, damn it…”

The word exploded between you, uncontrollable.

Tears filled your eyes, one sliding down your cheek, leaving your skin wet.

Lion’s eyes widened. He seemed paralyzed. His lips parted, breath caught. For a moment, it was as if the whole world had stopped.

A client approached the counter, unaware. You turned sideways, pretending to rummage in your bag, hiding your tears. Lion regained composure with difficulty, served the client with a mechanical, quick smile, just to get rid of them, and you took advantage of that moment to move.

You went outside. You wanted air, space, distance.

The street welcomed you with its fresh wind, but you barely had time to breathe.

A strong arm grabbed you. The warmth of his hands gripped your wrist and pulled you back suddenly, and you almost lost your balance. In an instant, you found yourself against his chest, enveloped by his scent, his presence.

You realized how deeply you had missed that contact. How much your body needed it to start living again.

Lion held you in a desperate embrace, head buried between your shoulder and neck. You felt him trembling against you, despite his strength. It was a tremor born from the heart, not the body.

“If you think I’ll let you go after what you said, you’re sorely mistaken…” he murmured, voice broken.

You stiffened, but his arms held tighter. You felt his heart pounding like a furious drum, just like yours.

“Lion…” you whispered, unsure if it was a warning or a plea.

“I love you too,” he said. This time firmly. Without hesitation. It was a vow. “I love you so much.”

You gasped. Everything around disappeared: the street noises, passing people, everything. Only you remained, suspended in that embrace that carried surrender and promise, wound and healing.

In which, one night, out of sheer boredom and questionable life choices, you accidentally stumble onto a “rent-a-friend” website. It looks sketchy as fuck—like the kind of thing that ends with you getting kidnapped or harvested for organs—but you’re dying, so honestly? Fuck it. What do you have to lose?

You expect a stranger, maybe someone awkward or mildly tolerable. Instead, the “friend” who lives just a few miles away turns out to be Suguru Getou—the annoyingly hot guy from the engineering department you’ve definitely noticed because the friend he's always with is obnoxiously loud. And somehow, against all logic and common sense, this extremely suspicious decision becomes the start of something that’s way more complicated than you ever signed up for.

DISCLAIMER: mentions of weed, alcoholism, usual college stuffs, bad representation of medical stuffs and Friedreich Ataxia (I only wanna write a dying character trope okay, so I have zero idea about any illnesses 🥲). This is a fluffy and short crack fic. Uses of ‘Y/n'.

(a/n: I watched sambucha rent a friend and was weirdly inspired to write this)

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09

⤷ ゛It's around 10 pm . You and your partner have been exploring around the town , taking advantage of the nighttime and its secrecy , especially in places where you don't need to worry about meeting someone you know . The two of you are introverted , after all , and the last thing you guys need is coming across someone neither of you can stand . ˎˊ˗

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