Science bro! I haven't seen you on my dash in a long time!! How have you been? I hope everything in the world of freelancing and endless coffee has been good for you. We should catch up some time when we both have a chance!
Holaaaa. Oh man.. I’m sorry about taking so damn long to reply. A lot of things happened recently, it’s just hard to say, rezbro. At one time my laptops got fucked up and I have not been drawing digitally, then the finishing touch to my clusterfuck of a life happened and my main computer went down too. I just didn’t know what happened in between. There’s this taboo I live with.. and it’s hard to admit. I just disappear from everyone’s sight when I’m depressed, this word is so fucking overrated because people have ruined its meaning. It’s embarrassing to feel this way, I feel fucking weak. I lost my will to draw during that time, I was just sad but there’s honestly no more tears to shed, it’s an empty feeling. Every day I pretend that everything’s ok, it backfires once in a while. People think I’m ignoring them online, I felt so tired dealing with them, so tired of dealing with me. Like here I am losing interest in everything around me, and all they think is “buuuh she’s ignoring meeehhh”, I was so tired. But thank Steve Jobs in heaven for my friends and co-workers. They kept me in one piece and I told myself to make things better. I was freelancing, progressing in my barista course, and just volunteering at the shelter so I can see cats and forget about everything once in a while. I think I’m good to come back and post stuff on tumblr again. I’m good. I’m glad I’m drawing again. I wanna catch up with you, and I’ll message you more. I’m sorry I was gone.. I just didn’t feel like posting anything here except linking my lameass instagram, hahaha. Man.. I have so many people to apologize to for my absence. I hope you’re kicking ass and doing well, rezbro. Thank you for messaging me, I’m shitty for not being able to reply and I’ll make it up to you ok. ilu.
