#rezpiral

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Thanks pal, I appreciate the kind words - and I do my best to take care of myself, no worries! This blog is a big part of my life because I want it to be, not because I feel obligated to run it and am exhausting myself in the process. When I need breaks I make sure to take them, and luckily most of y’all are as understanding as you are which I really appreciate. 

When did our souls turn 80?? Who did this??

I THINK THAT’D BE UNCOMFORTABLE ROBIN

Likes and reblogs are always appreciated and helps me out a ton!

Holaaaa. Oh man.. I’m sorry about taking so damn long to reply. A lot of things happened recently, it’s just hard to say, rezbro. At one time my laptops got fucked up and I have not been drawing digitally, then the finishing touch to my clusterfuck of a life happened and my main computer went down too. I just didn’t know what happened in between. There’s this taboo I live with.. and it’s hard to admit. I just disappear from everyone’s sight when I’m depressed, this word is so fucking overrated because people have ruined its meaning. It’s embarrassing to feel this way, I feel fucking weak. I lost my will to draw during that time, I was just sad but there’s honestly no more tears to shed, it’s an empty feeling. Every day I pretend that everything’s ok, it backfires once in a while. People think I’m ignoring them online, I felt so tired dealing with them, so tired of dealing with me. Like here I am losing interest in everything around me, and all they think is “buuuh she’s ignoring meeehhh”, I was so tired. But thank Steve Jobs in heaven for my friends and co-workers. They kept me in one piece and I told myself to make things better. I was freelancing, progressing in my barista course, and just volunteering at the shelter so I can see cats and forget about everything once in a while. I think I’m good to come back and post stuff on tumblr again. I’m good. I’m glad I’m drawing again. I wanna catch up with you, and I’ll message you more. I’m sorry I was gone.. I just didn’t feel like posting anything here except linking my lameass instagram, hahaha. Man.. I have so many people to apologize to for my absence. I hope you’re kicking ass and doing well, rezbro. Thank you for messaging me, I’m shitty for not being able to reply and I’ll make it up to you ok. ilu.

THE LINK IS BROKE ROBIN