#reteeth

@reteeth​ reported :  "Uhhhh... Kermit de frog here."

you gave up the role of judge a long time ago, because he made you see the good in people. he made you a better person in death, somehow. you wanted to do good for him, bring everyone together for him, keep these bonds as tight as possible for him. for him. for him. you do not hesitate for a second to bring him back up, sit him on the chair but this time you don’t get up, you’re at his level because he’s an equal, he always was, you were just too blind to see it. you would hug him but rejection is one of your fears so : you just stand there, at his level trying to dry his tears.

 your touch is gentle, even if it’s not you it’s nothing like you but you put in efforts, those that should’ve been done a long time ago. doesn’t matter, at least he’s here “ I shouldn’t have let you go there on your own, it’s my fault.” you don’t  especially remember the death, you just vividly remember his body, holding him and telling him goodbye, but no response, it hurts to think about it. It hurts that he thinks he was alone. when he wasn’t, he never was and wouldn’t be anymore.

 “ I’ll make them pay. whoever did this to you I’ll kill them. I’ll end them.  ” it’s not rational you know it but for him you would move the world, turn it upside down and make it your bitch. “ and I, want to thank you.  ” a strange statement, you’re aware but you have to say it “ I, you did a lot for me even if you.. even if you weren’t here I, kept fighting for you, kept fighting for Mutsuki, for Saiko, you did more for me than anyone else and I, I’m sorry that I.. you left us without knowing how much you mean to me, Shirazu.  ”  sometimes you thought that you should’ve been the one to die, he deserved so much, and he will get everything he wants. you’ll make sure of it. 

“ saiko is close, she’s in a bakery somewhere, we can go see her together, we’ll see everyone, I’ll get you out of here.  ” he is going home, he deserves it, he should’ve never left, it’s your fault. your mistake. but there’s no time to blame anybody. 

"You wanna go see Kami today?"

     teaching ?   teaching is great. perfect. thrilling even. in another world & life, seidou is sure that he could argue that he gets similar kicks lecturing as he does when he finally manages to make his way to the field. every time he gets pulled into the academy to guest lecture, he thinks of the day far away when he is older - when the best he can give to the ccg is not his body, but leadership & education. 

     —- but that day … is an infinity away. for now, he has to fight the youth of his features to assert himself as the head of the classroom. usually, it works. the students respect him & what he’s done. both students & teacher have a good conversation, for seidou sees his past in their eagerness. & they see him as an exciting future, so long as he brushes over the details involving the pile of paperwork waiting for him back at his desk.      great. perfect. thrilling.

@reteeth​ sent : ❛ I'm not gonna lie to ya Urie." He starts, "But I gotta tell ya, during our job where we pretended to be ghouls, ya know when we got those masks from that weirdo, I might've uh, I might've uhh became cool with some ghouls... ❜

▋                    ❛ ... WITH ALL DUE RESPECT ( WHICH REALLY ISN’T MUCH AT ALL ), tell me ( PLEASE ) that you’re joking. ❜ Their squad leader had done some stupid shit in his time, but this had to be the worst. Sleeping with the enemy, as it were. His upper lip curls into a sneer at the thought of it, and he closes the space between them with three short strides. 

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