#renewing

How would it be called? Renewing? Grick? Dicrant? Wilgray? I seriously need a ship name :(

*Feel better blast*

sjghdkkfkgfk ty zeb <3333333

im simply just in my bed rn watching bfu while under the covers hehe

And by "today I fucked up" I mean this WEEK I fucked up. All my plans have gone to shit and everything took a back seat. But, as they say, onwards and upwards. But even after falling off the wagon, I have learned a few things.

Firstly, dairy does not sit well with me. My skin has broken out and I cannot stop farting.

Second, my energy levels are in the bin. I cannot believe how tired I have gone.

And lastly, I can't also believe how shitty all round I feel - guts don't feel right, head feels muzzy and I am feeling really depressed.

Yes, i have been eating like i used to partly, but i had more bad news this week and it kind of sent me over the edge. I am now using this weekend to sort myself out and get back on the wagon as of tomorrow. What turned out to be a total fuck up turned into me learning something about myself and that something is that I need to continue with my veganism as I start feeling like total shit when I stop doing it.

And, I think i need to start getting back into my fasting habits to try and hive myself some self control. I am trying to also lose some weight before my birthday and I want to make that happen, and I know that all I need to do is eat right and stop pigging out.

It can be easier aaid than done sometimes as temptation can be really strong, especially when you are having a rough time like I did. Its not an excuse, but i know what happens when I stop being a good boy. I become a bad boy and feel like shit. I will try harder to stop that, no matter what comes my way.