Something something, reader who grew up really religious, but has become less strict through their life - but with one rule that stayed.
No sex before marriage. When Gaz learned of this (or any of the others. Even a poly version) he almost came on the spot, never having known how hot the idea was.
Not that it made him behave - no far from. Throughout dating and courting you, he pushes and pushes. Jerking off in front of you, making you jerk off in front of him, kissing, biting you and making you all hot and bothered â only to pull back in the end, making you whine and almost cry.
When the two of you finally marry? You barely sleep that night, not even leaving the fancy hotel room the entire following day.
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This cause it was church today and I thought of things lol
It wasnât something you talked about. Not really.
But there were little tells. The way youâd touch the chain under your shirt before the helo lifted, quick fingers brushing the cross like it was muscle memory. The quiet pause you took before meals; head dipped, lips moving just enough. Never long enough to interrupt the banter, never loud enough to demand anyoneâs attention. Just⌠there.
Soap teased you once, lighthearted, when you rubbed the cross against your knuckle before stitching him up.
âWhatâs that thenâmagic charm for good sutures?â
You just smiled faintly, needle steady. âSomething like that.â
He didnât ask again, though his eyes always flicked to your hands when you worked.
Price caught you talking to a rookie once, late evening in the mess. Kid had that wide-eyed look, the one youâd all seen before, fresh from their first mission gone bloody. You didnât preach. Just listened. Then, soft as anything, you said, âDoesnât matter if you believe or not. Sometimes it helps, thinking someoneâs looking out for you.â
The rookie nodded, shoulders loosening. Price walked past without a word, but he kept the sound of your voice tucked away.
And GhostâŚGhost never mentioned it, though you were sure heâd noticed. He noticed everything. Sometimes you felt his gaze when your fingers brushed the cross before a breach. Not judgment, not mockery. Just a silent acknowledgment, like he respected the ritual without needing to understand it.
No one called you holy. No one called you fanatical. You were just you. And in the small, quiet ways, you carried something gentler than the rest of them did, something steady. Something that never demanded, only existed.
Dazai helps you wrap your hijab
Muslim reader, use of Allah, hijab and khimar are used interchangeably, fluff
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Bye now - Mars âĄ
Osamu walks into the room and plops down besides youÂ
"I thought you were gonna take a nap, hm, what happened?"Â
"Wanna cuddle" he pouts and leans his head against your shoulder, staring at you from the mirrorÂ
"We can cuddle after prayer" you muse, braiding your hair and securing it in a low bunÂ
"Let me help you"
"You know how to wrap a khimar, my love?"Â
"Nope" he said confidently, moving over to sit in front of you, "Teach me, Bella"Â
"You are annoyingly charming, you know that?"Â
"Yup, tell me what to do" he shifted closer to you, legs resting against your thighs
"Eager to please?" You canât help but tease the detective, especially when he acted like a clingy puppyÂ
"Always" he smirks, practically straddling you nowÂ
Wrapping your arms around his waist, you let him wrap the hijab around your face, "My mooned face beauty"Â
You can only smile at the antics of your lover, playfully rolling your eyesÂ
"Pin it together under my chin, not too tight though"Â
Osamu hums as he picks out a pin to match him, focusing on not accidentally hurting you as he pins the hijab together under your chin. He sticks two fingers to check if it's too tight and smiles
"I think I deserve a kiss for that"
You smile and kiss his cheek, causing him to whine
"Bellaaaaa, a proper kiss"Â
"You'll get a proper kiss when you're finished here"Â
"Hmph" he pouts again, letting his hands sneak under your hijab and leaving lingering touches on your neck
"You look so beautiful, Allah has blessed me"
"You don't even believe in Allah"Â
"I believe in you"Â
"That's sweet and corny but more sweet" you rub soothing circles into his waist
"Continue and stop trying to seduce me"
"A man can't have some fun?"
"Not when said manâs lover will be late to prayer"
"What now" he smilesÂ
"Take the left side and pin it to my dress, near my collarbone"Â
Osamu does as told, being extra gentle to make sure he doesn't hurt you with the pin
"Now take the right side and bring it upwards and pin the tip to my bun"Â
Again, he is careful as he does as told, picking pins to match him as some sort of possessive claim over youÂ
"And that's it, the basics to khimar wrapping, congratulations"Â
"Thank you thank you" he faux bows, wiping imaginary tears from his eyesÂ
"Alright get off me now, I need to go make a dua and pray"Â
Dazai lingers a bit longer on your lap, cupping your face and pressing a soft tender kiss to your foreheadÂ
"Pray for my damned soul"Â
"I always pray for you, my sweet boy"Â
"Keep calling me sweet boy and I'll make you see heavens"Â
"Get off me, bastard" you laugh, pushing him off your thighs as you stand up fix your clothes, setting up your praying matÂ
"Kindly leave, I'll join you later and we can cuddle"Â
"You're breaking my heart here, gimme my kiss"Â
"Gooo" you muse, cupping his face and giving him a sweet, yet short, kiss. Too short for his liking and he makes that known from the whine that slips out of him
Like a sulked puppy, he leaves the room and you hear the loud sigh as he plops down on the couch
Smiling at your dramatic lover, you get to praying.
Hello Manager! I'd like to order a Velvet Mousse with Berry Coulis for Azul x a mexican!male!reader who worships the folk saint Santa Muerte
Context: Folk staints are unnoficial christian saints that are local to certain regions and thus much more familiar to local christians in terms of culture, understanding, and values. In Mexico, Santa Muerte is one of the most popular folk saints due to her being death aka the one thing that is truly equal and is characterized as being amoral, non judgemental, and accepting of anyone willing to worship her. This distinct lack of judgement makes her extremely popular among the marginalized groups such as the poor, sex workers, LGBT, and even criminals that would be shamed away by other Catholic figures. Santa Murte has been declared non canon and even demonized by the official catholic church despite many worshippers still considering themselves catholic and following catholic tradition. Santa Muerte's main holiday is All Saints Day aka Dia de los Muertos.
For extra sources, here are links to a tumblr post by a worshipper on how they do their worship, a 20 minute video going into further detail of her presence in Mexico, and a 12 minute video on Dia de los Muertos:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UOq8tX4gnEw
https://www.tumblr.com/flammeinfernale/760297809025056768/santa-muerte-saint-of-the-death-and-goddess-of?source=share
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbEbe4uzbIE&t=28s
As for the reader himself: His relationship with catholicism is much more casual in the sense that he read the Bible, went to Church, and believe in the catholic doctrine but isn't really all that strict about it. He's open to science and openly discard the more outdated discriminatory aspects of catholicism. However, when it comes to Santa Muerte herself, the reader is deeply devoted to her and his faith in her is unshakeable. He keeps a rather splendid alter in Ramshackle and lets anyone leave offerings of their own so long as their respectful.
On Azul's end, it would likely seem incredibly strange as there is no mention of any religion whatsoever in Twisted Wonderland. Its likely incredibly strange to picture an entire majority of the world worshiping one God or the idea of folk saints. For specific moments in the order I'd like that Azul's first ever encounter with Santa Murte be when he comes across the reader's alter in Ramshackle during chapter 3 and he becomes interested because the reader explicitly stated in the cotnract that the alter not be disturbed until renovations began. Later on when Azul begins crushing on and trying to romance the reader, he would start asking both for his own curiosity and also to get closer to his crush. I also imagine him getting bonked over the head for suggesting commercializing El Dia de los Muertos cause my guy Azul that is a religious holiday meant to welcome back the spirits of dead relatives you do not do this disrespect!
Ah, esteemed patron! Welcome back to the Lounge.
My goodness, what an extraordinary and beautifully intricate "order" you have placed! This is not just a "dish," this is a profound Manager's Specialty Pasta infused with the complex, rich flavors of a Velvet Mousse with Berry Coulis.
You have requested a "fusion dish" that explores faith, culture, deep devotion, and the clash of two distinct worldviewsâall centered on the developing romance between Azul and a devoted Mexican!Male!Reader.
Thank you so much for providing such clear, rich context and sources! This level of detail allows the kitchen to prepare this highly personal and complex "dish" with the utmost respect, accuracy, and honor that it deserves.
The inclusion of Azul's logical curiosity and his inevitable "commercializing bonk" is a truly inspired and delightful concept.
The kitchen has prepared this "dish" with deep reverence for the Reader's faith and the delicate nuances of their culture. I do hope this preparation is to your satisfaction.
Serving: A Deal With Death
Azul Ashengrotto, CEO of the Mostro Lounge, despised inefficient variables. By the time he was prepared to move forward with the Ramshackle Dorm acquisition, he had accounted for everything: the ghost problem, the structural integrity, and the Headmaster's ineptitude.
He had even accounted for the Prefect.
The Prefect had signed the most stringent, restrictive contract of his career, agreeing to the terms with a calm, unnerving confidence. There was only one stipulation the Prefect had insisted upon, and it was the only one Azul had not yet logically processed:
The Prefect's private room contains a "shrine" or "alter" that is not to be touched, moved, or disturbed by Octavinelle staff until the final phase of renovation begins.
Azul, ever the pragmatist, had agreed. But the curiosity festered.
His first encounter with the source of this contractual anomaly came during the moving part. Snooping into the prefect's private room to search for the final photographs, he found the place exactly as described. Dusty, sparse, but for one corner.
There, on a small table draped in cloth, was the "alter."
Azul stopped. He was a man of magic and science. He understood the divine nature of the Great Seven, but this was different.
He saw the effigyâa skeletal, regal figure draped in robes, holding a scythe. He saw the candles, the marigolds, the small dishes of candy and fruit. It was beautiful, elaborate, and alien. It did not fit any religious framework he had ever analyzed. It was clearly religious, yet the dominant figure was... Death itself.
He approached it slowly, adjusting his glasses. He read the air of devotion, noting the care taken with the placement of each offering. This was not a frivolous hobby; this was serious. Azul, ever concerned with power, was instantly intrigued. This figure, this "Santa Muerte," was clearly central to the Prefect's strength. He cataloged the encounter: "Anomaly. Source of Strength. Do Not Disturb. Investigate Further."
As the days turned into weeks, and Azul's fascination with the Prefect grew into a full-blown crush, his curiosity about the alter became the perfect vector for his romantic pursuit. He needed data, and he needed proximity.
His questions started tentatively, masked as "cultural analysis."
"Prefect, I have been reviewing our contractual agreement. The term 'Santa Muerte' requires a more complete definition for my records. Is this... a local deity? Is she a minor Fae Queen?"
The Prefect would simply smile, his eyes soft with a unique blend of faith and patience. He would explain, casually and openly. He spoke of folk saints, the unshakeable faith of his home, and the very human need to connect with the divine on a more accessible, non-judgmental level. He explained her nature: amoral, non-judgmental, and equal to all.
This utterly fascinated Azul. A powerful entity that explicitly rejects judgment and welcomes the marginalized? It was the perfect business model! But beyond the logic, it resonated with his own childhood insecuritiesâthe desire to be accepted, flaws and all. He found himself spending hours in the library, attempting to cross-reference "Catholicism" and "Mexico" with the limited materials available.
He started framing his questions as requests for a "cultural exchange."
"Prefect, if I may be so bold, what is the protocol for 'offerings'? I find the ritualistic component highly engaging. As a purely academic exercise, of course."
The Reader would just laugh, his eyes shining with affection for his awkwardness, and patiently explain the significance of the candles, the water, and the different colored robes. Azul started leaving his own "offerings"âtiny, perfectly polished gold coins, not because he believed, but because he saw how happy it made the Reader. It was his unique, analytical form of devotion.
Azul's feelings for the Prefect reached a tipping point as the calendar approached All Saints Day, or DĂa de los Muertos. He saw the Prefect become particularly focused, working on the alter with immense care and preparing photographs of loved ones.
Azul was overwhelmed by the sheer scale of the traditionâan entire nation dedicating itself to welcoming the dead. He saw not a religious holiday, but an unexploited market demographic.
He cornered the Prefect in the Lounge, glasses gleaming with avarice.
"Prefect! I have had a brilliant breakthrough! This 'DĂa de los Muertos'âit is universally practiced, universally beloved, and not yet commercialized! We could offer an entire line of custom, miniature ofrendas! We could commercialize 'pan de muerto' for the masses! A 'Memento Mori' subscription box service!"
He stopped, beaming with pride at his genius. The Prefect, however, did not return his enthusiasm.
The air around the Prefect went cold. He didn't yell. He just slowly, deliberately set down the sugar skull they were holding.
You looked at Azul, your face etched with disappointment and a cold sadness that cut him deeper than any insult. You reached out, and with a surprising lack of gentleness, you bonked him hard on the head with the sugar skull (which, thankfully, was only light meringue).
"AZUL!" you hissed, your voice low and laced with anger. "You absolute idiot! This is not a business venture! This is sacred! This is welcoming back my family! You don't try to commercialize a religious holiday, you dishonor the dead! You do not touch this. You do not mock this. Ever."
Azul staggered back, his eyes wide. He was in shock. He was not used to being physically struck, nor was he used to being yelled at with such genuine, righteous fury. He looked at the Prefect's faceâthe anger was real, and it was aimed at him.
"I... I..." he stammered, rubbing his head. "I... I apologize. I... I did not mean to... dishonor."
"Then learn," you snapped, pointing to the alter. "She is the equalizer, Azul. The non-judgemental one. But I will judge you. And if you ever try to monetize something sacred, you will lose me."
Azul was silent. He looked from your furious face to the serene, skeletal figure on the alter. He finally understood: this was not a contract he could buy. This was faith.
Azul spent the rest of the day in profound, genuine repentance. He didn't come near the Lounge; he spent it in the library, reading anything he could find on the meaning of the holiday.
He returned to Ramshackle that night, bearing a small giftâa simple, elegant glass skull, which he presented to you, bowing his head.
"I apologize, [.....]," he said, his voice soft and stripped of all transactional polish. "I spoke from a place of greed, not respect. I misunderstood the value of the tradition. I have learned that some things... are beyond market price."
You smiled, your anger instantly melting away. You took the gift and pulled him into a hug. "Thank you, Azul. You learn fast."
The true resolution came the next day, DĂa de los Muertos. Azul stood quietly by the alter with you. You were explaining the photographs of your grandparents, your voice soft with love and memory.
Azul listened. He stood there, his glasses reflecting the candle flame, his usual composure traded for an intense, heartfelt respect.
When you were done, he reached into his pocket and placed a tiny, unpolished shellâa shell he had kept since he was a small, bullied mer-boyâat the foot of the altar. It was his most sincere, non-monetary offering.
"She accepts everyone, does she not?" he whispered.
"She does," you confirmed, your eyes soft.
"Then I ask only for her permission," he murmured, his eyes fixed on the figure. "Her permission to be the most devoted suitor for the one who worships her."
He then looked at you, his eyes filled with a love that was finally, truly, non-transactional.
"I love you, [....]. For your strength, for your mind, and for your heart. And if your faith is what keeps you anchored, then I will learn to love her too. No contract required."
A complex, rich, and truly unique "dish"! The kitchen is so honored to have served this Velvet Mousse with Berry Coulis to you.
Thank you, thank you, for such an inspired and educational order. We look forward to your next visit!
Request: Can you do an imagine about y/n and Chris being together for a while and Chris decides to take a step further (sex) but Y/N is a virgin and wants to keep it till marriage because of the faith (Christian) but also because of her self-respect of her body and doesnât want to give it away like, but Chris thinks that she doesnât trust him and theyâre fighting but Y/N loves him. And then a happy end idk...đđđ
A/N: Hope you like this! Enjoy~
 Chris and you have been over this, times and times again, but he just wouldnât understand.
You understood that he wants to take the next step, but your faith didnât let you do that and that is something he should understand. You understood that he loved you and so did you, you fell in love with him the moment he came over to you and introduced himself, you fell in love with his laugh, smile and kindness, but he should understand that you had more self-respect than to give away yourself to a guy you might not marry.
Chris understood that your belief is important and he also understood that you wanted to wait until marriage. However, your rejection made him feel like you didnât trust him like he was just some of those guys who want to date a woman only for sex.
But that wasnât Chrisâ intention, at all. He truly loved you and cared for you, he just wanted to take the relationship to the next level, to show a new form of love, to prove how much you mean to him.
Chris wasnât angry, he just wanted to understand, he needed to understand your thought process.
âChris, we talked about this, in fact, I told you on our third date that Iâm a virgin and I made a promise to God that Iâll wait until the right person comes and we are married. I just donât want to give myself away like that. It doesnât mean that I donât trust you, I doâŚJustâŚI love you so much, and I want you to understand that Iâd like to wait.â you could see it on his face that he still didnât get it, maybe he never dated a woman before who said no to him? Did all his previous girlfriends just immediately jumped on him?
âAlright, okay. Okay, I get it, your religion and self-respect it a big part of you, and you made up your mind a long time ago that youâll wait. I get it, really. But it doesnât help me feel lessâŚunloved. Like you donât trust me, itâs like you think Iâd run off.â he didnât yell, neither did you, but this, this made you raise your voice.
âUnloved? You feel unloved. Are you fucking serious? After all, I have done for you? I moved in with you after only three months of dating, even though my family was against the idea. I cook for you, wash after you and take care of you. I come home from work, tired, and I wait until you come home even when you arrive late in the night. I cuddle you every. single. night. I wake up with you to make breakfast while you take a shower. Iâd do anything for you because I fucking love you and you feel unloved because I asked you to wait for me?â you started crying by the end, and you didnât even mind, you were so angry and hurt at the same time.
âY/N, Iâm sorry, I should have said that I didnât mean itâŚI was-â
âYou know what? Fuck you! Like seriously, Chris. How fucking dare you? Next time you come home to warm fresh food and clean sheets maybe just but just maybe youâll be able to feel loved.â you left him in the living room. You didnât want to wait for his answer. He hurt your feelings.
Chris heard you as you went into the bedroom and shut the door behind yourself, Dodger went with you, the puppy didnât even look at Chris while he left.
Chris knew that he shouldnât have said that word, he didnât mean it, just at that moment he said something incredibly stupid, he didnât have any excuse.
He felt like the worst boyfriend, he tried to pressure you into giving in to him and he hurt you. He really was a jerk. Of course, he noticed and was incredibly grateful for what you do every day for him, and he has to realize that with how many things you do for him, he can surely do one thing for you. And if that meant the he has to wait, he will. He will suck it up, and get over it if he doesnât want to lose you.
And now, his priority was to apologize and win your heart back.
He stood up from the couch let out a long sigh and brushed a hand through his hair.
You heard a knock on the door when you went up you picked up your book and started reading it, you didnât want to think about the argument you just had.
âBabe, can I come in?â you heard Chris ask. But you didnât answer him, you continued to read, or pretend to read while you petted Dodger on the head while both of you were in bed. Chris came in and sat by your leg. You knew that he would talk no matter if you paid attention to him or not, he just liked to let it off of his chest.
âY/N, Iâm so so sorry. I feel so bad that I hurt you. I shouldnât have said that, and I realize it. I was a jerk. I feel so bad for pressuring you too. I know religion is very important to you and you always keep your promises. Honestly, you are the best thing that ever happened to me, and Iâm so afraid that Iâll lose you. Not only now, but maybe in the future, when you realize how much better you can do. I love you, that is why I thought that showing my love in a new way would be a great idea. But I promise you, Iâll wait for you, as long and you need me to. Iâm sorry.â
By the time he finished you put your book down and moved closer to him, you gave him a hug which he really appreciated.
âThank you. And you donât need to worry, I wonât run off, I wonât leave unless you ask me to.â
âThat will never happen.â he said as he hugged you tighter, you wanted him to let you go so you can give him a kiss, but he didnât let go.
âYou are also the best thing that ever happened to me.â you said when he finally let go and you could kiss him.
âShhh! He might hear you!â you were confused. Did he mean Dodger?
âWho?â you asked whispering back.
âHim.â he said as he traced his finger on your small gold cross that hung around your neck, a present from your mother. Chrisâ small joke made you laugh, and it reminded Chris how much he loved your laugh and how willing he was to wait for you, as long as he needed to.
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