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Dr. Zhivago was playing at the Paramount Theater in St. Cloud. That afternoon, we went into Russia, and when we came out, the snow was fallingâthe same snow that fell in Moscow. The sky had turned black velvet. Weâd been through the Revolution and the frozen winters. In the Chevy, we waited for the heater to melt ice on the windshield, clapping our hands to keep warm. On the highway, these two things: a song from Sgt. Pepperâs Lonely Hearts Club Band and that semi-truck careening by. Now I travel through the dark without you and sometimes I turn up the radio, hopeful the way you were, no matter what. âNovember, 1967â by Joyce Sutphen from First Words. Š Red Dragonfly Press, 2010 Thanks to The Writerâs Almanac and âReckoningsâ
A Hotter Planet Takes Another Toll on Human Health
A new hypothesis about heat waves, redlining, and kidney stones.
By Bill McKibben
January 19, 2023
Shortly after the New Year, the Washington Post ran a story with a headline that would have seemed inexplicable, even runic, to most readers just a few years ago: âThe worldâs torrid future is etched in the crippled kidneys of Nepali workers.â But weâre growing used to the idea that the climate crisis, in Naomi Kleinâs phrase, âchanges everything,â so why not the internal organs of Nepalis? Remarkable reporting by Gerry Shih tells a series of unbearably poignant tales: young Nepali men, struggling to earn a living in their impoverished homeland, head to the Gulf states to do construction work in the searing heat, some without access to sufficient water, some until they collapse. (Other reporting also shows that some Nepalis who work abroad resort to the black market for a transplant that might keep themâand the families that depend on the money they earnâalive.) The piece ends with a man coming back to the care of his sister, who donates her own kidney to save him. The costs of the medical procedures require that he sell his half-built house, and that he give up his lifeâs dream, which was to get married.
The Post was right: the worldâs future is likely encapsulated in this story. The planet is getting steadily hotter, and large swaths of it are moving past the point at which itâs safe to do heavy outside labor in the middle of the day. A 2022 study estimated that six hundred and seventy-seven billion working hours a year were already being lost because itâs too hot to go outside and build things or farm. The researchers assessed the cost at more than two trillion dollars annually, but, of course, it could also be measured in other unitsâin vital organs, or dreams.
But itâs not just the future thatâs illuminated by such studies; itâs the past as well. Unless youâve been keeping up with your issues of Current Opinion in Nephrology and Hypertension, you may have missed a recent article titled âRedlining has led to increasing rates of nephrolithiasis in minoritized populations: a hypothesis.â I saw it only because one of the medical experts who wrote itâDavid Goldfarb, who runs the dialysis unit at New Yorkâs V.A. hospital and teaches at New York Universityâs School of Medicineâis an old family friend. He forwarded it to me, and it fairly blew my mind.
âNephrolithiasisâ is the technical term for the development of kidney stones, those small formations that, as they pass, can cause excruciating pain. (Iâve never had them, but I know more than one man who has said he came away from the experience with a newfound appreciation for what his wife had undergone during labor.) Doctors have long known that higher temperatures lead to more sweat, which reduces urine volumes and thus increases âthe saturation of the insoluble salts that cause kidney stones.â During heat waves in the U.S., it takes just three days before emergency-room visits for kidney stones begin to spike.
For reasons that remain unclear, kidney stones have traditionally been more common among white people, but, in recent years, doctors have noted huge increases among Black Americans and a significant rise in Latino communities. The authors of the new article looked to the past for a possible explanationâparticularly to the nineteen-thirties, when a federal agency, the Home Ownersâ Loan Corporation, graded all of Americaâs neighborhoods and deemed some of them âhazardousâ for investment, essentially because they were home to large minority communities. This grading system (from A for âbestâ and B for âstill desirableâ to C for âdecliningâ and D for âhazardousâ) underlay what came to be known as redlining. The grading system led to âchronic disinvestmentâ in the lower-rated neighborhoods, resulting, over time, in less of everything from parks and green spaces to street trees and air-conditioning in homes.
Now the results can be measured with a thermometer: in Portland, Oregon, the authors report, neighborhoods that were graded A in the nineteen-thirties now âaverage 8 degrees Fahrenheit lower than the cityâs mean temperature, while D-graded neighborhoods average 4.8 Fahrenheit degrees warmer.â Actually, you donât need a thermometerâthatâs a thirteen-degree gap that anyone can feel just by walking across town. No one has carefully studied the incidence of kidney stones among these different neighborhoods, but the authors, in their hypothesis, point to research now under way. Similar work on asthma, another heat-related disease, has shown emergency-room visits are 2.4 times higher in redlined tracts.
Indeed, Goldfarbâs son Benâan environmental journalist who this year will publish a book called âCrossings,â on the environmental impact of roadsâwrites that the HOLC grading program produced all kinds of deleterious health effects. In Syracuse, Miami, Minneapolis, and other cities, large parts of neighborhoods that the agency had redlinedâand whose residents were mostly Blackâwere bulldozed to make room for interstate highways. He told me, âMinorities today disproportionately live near the urban freeways that displaced them, and suffer as a result. Air pollution causes asthma and cancer; noise pollution increases the risk of heart disease and stroke; and the physical fragmentation wrought by highways shatters local economies. Itâs heartbreaking, though hardly surprising, that disastrous policy decisions made decades ago continue to destroy bodies and communities today.â
Itâs true that everyone is going to pay some price as the planet cooks. The authors of the nephrology study predict a likely additional cost to the U.S. health-care system of at least a billion dollars a year. But some people are going to be hit much harder than others because of history. Doing justice in the present requires taking that past seriouslyâunderstanding how we ended up where we are, and why we must put those with the least first, as we try to address the future. But weâre at a moment in this country when the idea of historical responsibility is increasingly seen not as logical and obvious but as some kind of invidious political correctness.
In April, 2022, Governor Ron DeSantis, of Florida, signed the Stop Wrongs to Our Kids and Employees Act, or the Stop WOKE Act. (In introducing the bill, he had said, âIn Florida we are taking a stand against the state-sanctioned racism that is critical race theory,â adding that âwe wonât allow Florida tax dollars to be spent teaching kids to hate our country or to hate each other.â) A preliminary injunction was issued against the act, which includes a dictum against any school teaching that âa person, by virtue of his or her race, color, sex, or national origin, bears personal responsibility for and must feel guilt, anguish or other forms of psychological distress because of actions, in which the person played no part, committed in the past by other members of the same race, color, national origin, or sex.âÂ
But, even if you can silence teachers, legislation canât muffle the effects of history. On a hot summerâs day in Jacksonville, Florida, where DeSantis was born, the temperature in A neighborhoods is 5.5 degrees below the mean, and itâs 4.4 degrees above the mean in the D-rated communities.
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Dr. Zhivago was playing at the Paramount Theater in St. Cloud. That afternoon, we went into Russia, and when we came out, the snow was fallingâthe same snow that fell in Moscow. The sky had turned black velvet. Weâd been through the Revolution and the frozen winters. In the Chevy, we waited for the heater to melt ice on the windshield, clapping our hands to keep warm. On the highway, these two things: a song from Sgt. Pepperâs Lonely Hearts Club Band and that semi-truck careening by. Now I travel through the dark without you and sometimes I turn up the radio, hopeful the way you were, no matter what.
"November, 1967" by Joyce Sutphen from First Words. Š Red Dragonfly Press, 2010 Thanks to The Writerâs Almanac and "Reckonings"
sanctuary
" Shadows on Snow " Vasili Hudiakov
* * * * * Silence, Stillness and Sanctuary About 25 years ago, in his book Care of the Soul, Thomas Moore suggested that the greatest malady of our time was neither heart disease nor cancer, but loss of soul: loss of wisdom about it, loss of interest in it. âWhen soul is neglected,â he wrote, âit doesnât just go away; it appears symptomatically in obsessions, addictions, violence, and loss of meaning.â While Moore warned against efforts at precise definition, he associates the word soul with depth and authenticity in our lives. As such, the expression and exploration of soul can be present in our ordinary daily roundsâour work, love and play, as well as in rare moments of crisis, insight or vision. The practices most commonly devoted to the cultivation of soul, its renewal and redemption, are imagination, contemplation, meditation, prayer, lectio divina. My model of a place dedicated to such nourishment â the one I know best â is the Meditation Room at The United Nations in New York City. It was designed by Dag HammarskjĂśld when he was the UNâs Secretary General. He described it as a space âdedicated to silence in the outward sense and stillness in the inner sense. We want to bring back, in this room, the stillness which we have lost in our streets and in our conference rooms, and to bring it back in a setting in which no noise would impinge on our imagination. There is an ancient saying that the sense of a vessel is not in its shell but in the void. So it is with this room. It is for those who come here to fill the void with what they find in their center of stillness.â Probably the best word descriptive of such a space is sanctuary. I am moved by the intimate resonance, the sense of safety and nourishment, the diversity of experiences that word evokes. I recall my wise friend and colleague Parker Palmer speaking of its evolution, nuance and importance in his own life. âSanctuary,â he said, âis wherever I find safe space to regain my bearings, reclaim my soul, heal my wounds, and return to the world as a wounded healer. Itâs not merely about finding shelter from the storm: itâs about spiritual survival.â Thomas Moore Derived from the Latin sanctum, sanctuary typically describes a sacred or holy place, a refuge. I have found that quality in church and temple services, and I sit in churches when no service is occurring, treasuring in silence just those qualities of refuge. And like Parker, I've found sanctuary among trees, along trails, on shorelines, and in my home. But most of all, loving and working as I do in a residential community, Iâve come to know the grace of sanctuary in silent space dedicated to its nourishment. Gunella Norris eloquently conveys its significance as she contemplates its absence: Within each of us there is a silence âa silence as vast as a universe. We are afraid of itâŚand we long for it. In our present culture, silence is something like an endangered species⌠an endangered fundamental. Silence brings us back to basics, to our senses, to our selves. It locates us. Without that return we can go so far away from our true natures that we end up, quite literally, beside ourselves. [Posted by John Roosevelt Boettiger at his blog, Reckonings]

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The bookstoreâs owner says itâs hanging by a thread â and staff say theyâre the ones paying the price.
How the Strand Lost Its Workers https://www.vulture.com/article/the-strand-bookstore-union-protest.html via @vulture
Reckonings-Lomear/Amelia [closed thread]
Lomear huffed, pulling his hood low over his face as he glanced to the woman in his company. She looked excited, bright eyes fixed upon the massive city towering in the distance, gleaming white in the morning sunlight. Minas Tirith, the elf sighed, keeping well out of the way of the stream of travellers headed towards it.
A joyous occasion, heâd heard some of them say, quite excitedly, as they went. The Dark Lord had fallen, the land was free, there was a new king set to take up his throne in the White City after a long time.Â
Lomear had sensed the former; heâd spent enough time living in the shadows of the Dark, he had felt it being lifted the moment it had. Which didnât mean he was personally safe, he frowned at a group-farmers, by the looks of them that rode past them on mules, singing merrily. A group of revelers could easily turn into an angry mob, aimed at him.
He would deserve their wrath, as well, he knew that.
âI am not going into the city,â he addressed the brunette in his company now. âIt will be safer for you, since youâre so intent on attending the festivities,â he shrugged. He didnât want to leave her alone, he found he was reluctant to do so. âWe can meet up in a few days.â