Ok so can I tell you, I am a SUCKER for love. I mean I love love, I love the sight of it, the feeling, EVERYTHING!!! I love to just watch things involving love, ESPECIALLY love that has a happy ending!!
I have been through my share of journeys with love and although it always ends in the same ways, I love how it begins; with the lies and secrets lmaooooo jk jk. I love how it begins with that feeling, the feeling of warmth and butterflies in the stomach. You wait around just to hear from that special person 24/7 and when you don't hear from him/her it just feels like everything isn't right. I would say that if I could just do the first part of the love cycle I'd do it 24/7 lol. I love that phase when it doesn't matter what someone does (good or bad) you look past it all and smile through it. UNFORTUNATELY that fades rather quickly smh lol well not with everyone... But most people though that applies to.
This past week I've experienced the feeling of love (or rather the love sensation) in a supersonic/super speed burst of energy rushing through my body. It was experienced through all of those who I encountered (less than 20 people) but that love was real. I think the best love is a romantic love turned into a friendship, because you know those hugs have a little bit more meaning and power behind them. Those are the hugs that make you say IDGAF and it all fades away: where you are, who's watching, or what the circumstances are... I swear for beans there's always one that seems to have that effect lol like a long lost best friend/love situation; I want to call it complicated but it's really simple. But when I see this one, i can't help but just run up and get a hug (yeah I feel like a little kid). It's like a scene from a movie lol me running in slow motion oooooooooooo kinda like the last scene from "The Time Traveler's Wife" when she runs up to him and hugs him as though she doesn't know the next time she'll see him. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH LOVE!!! lol
We don't always know when we'll see each other next, but the hug sustains us until the next time we do meet again. Yeah I love love, and for those who have given up on it or do not truly recognize it for what it is and it's potential I beg you reconsider and open your mind to do/be greater!!! Love is God's Gift to us!! Accept it, nurture it, and allow it to grow, flourish and spread!!! The love shared between two individuals is magical, but to be able to share it romantically with one person is just *insert all words that can apply*. Romantic love isn't supposed to be shared with everyone (just a select few) but I love to share my love with the world. I love all, even if I don't necessarily like/appreciate your spirit/countenance lol.
Who would think a hug would make you feel closer to an individual than having sex/making love, but it's possible. Love is so powerful, we need to learn to accept it and use it to heal, instead of destroy.... If you haven't heard it, I love you and regardless as to whether or not you know me or love me, idc lol #creepstatus lls