#reallysucks

It sucks to be the kind of girl that smokes to many cigarettes a day,from smiling and laughing one minute to feeling so depressed that she wants to cry the next minute.The ones that try to hard,you feel like the other person just wants to yell to stop.The ones that have eating problems from not eating for days to wanting to eat maybe to much that day.From wanting to stay inside,just staying in bed to be numb all day to wanting to be out with friends til the morning. It's so nice though when you can find someone who's ok with this and helps you with the problems.And you know that everything will be perfectly ok knowing you have them there next to you and nothing can hurt you.I truly can't wait to find someone like that.

So I have a feeling some girls would throw their panties at a Nickelback concert. I also have a feeling that I'm the only girl who would be throwing water bottles trying to aim them at Chad Kroeger's head.

It be great to feel like I'm still wanted but what's the point anymore when I'm useless

sorry about the extended hiatus, my computer crashed, and I didn't have the money to do anything about it, but luckily the book was able to be saved and I've been working on it the whole time via flashdrive and my brother's confusing computer. I'll be posting chapters again, after some edits 

Am I the only one that gets frustrated over an incomplete drawing or painting im working on? Its like you know what you want to do, its there in your mind but you're too tired or too unmotivated to express it on the canvas.

That moment when you were excited about something and then someone screws everything up.