|[Memories of you โข โข โข]|
Summary: Memoriesโฆ oh how precious they can beโฆ but they can also be a little shitty too when thereโs someone that youโre trying to forgetโฆ. But forgetting can be hard too, since youโre everywhere within everythingโฆ
Warning: grammar errors, not proffered, โyandereโ Izana, slight OOC Izana, hardcore angst T^T (maybe..?) ๐ ๐ฅฒ, a bit of profanity, Izana being a little big of a pervert (verbally)
Quote by: Martha Shaw
๐ดPT2 ๐ด
This is the Second part of โSelfish really..โ
Inspiration: Glass Animals: HeatWaves
A/n: hope you all enjoy it, also; did I make you all suffer? ๐ that was my master plan!! My plan was to โleave itโ as it is and then BAM anonymously make a pt2 ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
โIzanaโฆ come on, you canโt stay in there foreverโฆโ Kakucho call out behind the locked door.
Itโs been a year since your marriage; it took place somewhere in the Fallโฆ a Fall wedding. Although; it wasnโt a winter wedding; you were still contempt. Well, course you were! You were happily marrying the man of your โdreamsโ.
โBullllll shit, the man of my dreams; tch, my ass.โ Izana scoffed at his own thought. He was on his couch, changing the channels of the TV. He didnโt really care what it was, he just wanted something to do.
Butโฆ You always did wished for โChristmas Weddingsโ.... or whatever you use to call it.
Izana was going to, and with all his heart; give you that dame dream wedding. But obviously! It ainโt gonna ever happen. So โmight as well throw that dame dream in the motha fuc- ..freakโโฆing trashโฆโ
โOh rightโฆ she didnโt want me saying bad words anymoreโฆโ Izana chuckled, as he remembered the memory. You scolded him for saying too much profanity; hell! you even made him keep his word to not think about it.
[[โขMEMORY LANEโข]]
โIzana! You know no woman will ever want you if you keep using such vile language!โ You scolded him. You had your arm around his, as you both walked down the street. You pretty little eyes, look up at him. Trying to convince him somehow.
But; it wasnโt working, how can he take you seriously with such a cute face. All he wanted to do was kiss that little pout off. โSorry Angel, I just-canโt help it. Itโs in my โbloodโ, my vocabulary. So thereโs no way, canโt stop it.โ He grins, teasingly.
You scoffed and rolled your eyes. โWeโll donโt go crying to me if the girl of your dreams doesnโt stay by your side. All because of that ugly habit of yours.โ You state, looking ahead of the street.
Izana puts his hand over his heart, as he hisses then cringes, at your affirmation. He fakes his heartbreak, but in reality; he was rather amused
โAh, weโll shit. There goes my chances-โ
โIzana!โ
โIโm kidding!โ He jokes. He proceeds to take ahold of your cheek, and playfully squish it. A charming smile plastered on his face. You whine in pain and annoyance.
โAnyways,โ Izana says, as he lets go of your face. In a loving manner, he gently smooths your cheek; trying to smooth out the pain.
โI saw this new cafe shop that just opened two days ago wanna go check it out-โ Before Izana could even finish his suggestion, you cut him off with you finger being place on his soft lip.
โNo, no, no, Mister. Before you start taking me out on dates. You gotta promise me you wonโt say anymore bad words from now on. Understood,โ You state, without realizing what you called your hangouts a โdateโ.
โOoooh, so your taking me out on dates now are we~โ Izana mischievously teases you. Stunned by his response, you shook you head in embarrassment. Your cheeks had a cherry hue to it. You hadnโt realized your mistake of calling your hangouts a โdateโ. Until nowโฆ
โOh! N-no, no, t-thatโs not what I meant! W-What I was j-just saying is that I-โ you stutter your words out.
โNo, no, no Angel! You said itโs a date. Therefore; itโs a date. No more taking it back~ itโs too late!โ Izana cheerfully exclaim. A big smile was on his face, as yours was flushed. He takes your hand off his arm and hold it, he excitedly strolls the stress making his way to the cafรฉ. With you, by his side.
[[โขPRESENT TIME: CAFEโข]]
Now here he is, the exact cafe where you had token him. With some chick Kakucho set him up with.
She was beautiful, heโll give her that. Her (Hc) curls, reached up to her shoulders. Her hair was parted to the side, as some of her baby hairs would fall on her face.
Her soft orbs, gazes at him. As she smiles lightly; before looking down, proceeding to take a bit of her grilled cheese sandwich. The very same one, youโd orderโฆ with a fucking cookie to the side.
Well fuck, itโs like the universe is trying to mock ๏ฟผ him. Laughing and spitting at his face; saying heโll never end up with a true beauty, such as yourself. I guess thatโs true; since heโs here now so.
Her soft voice cuts off his train of thought, which he was disappointed with. Since thatโs all he wanted to do todayโฆ โHowโs your sandwich Izana?โ She smiled softly, knowing full well he hasnโt even touched it. He shrugs, not really giving her an actual answer.
She thinks nothing of his rude behavior, and again; smiles it off. As if it was nothingโฆ.
[[โขTIME SKIPโข]]
Throughout the whole date, Izana only shrugged off her questions, and gave the poor girl; small answers, to hard questions.
Although; as always, she smiled it off. She Dismissed his attitude, including his rude behavior towards her.
Which kinda really irritates him a bit. โWhy is she acting like as if Iโm not being an asshole to her; maybe it was because you did the exact same, dame, thing. Dame, thereโs way too many similarities that she and you had. This frustrated him like no otherโฆ but why?
Maybe it was because he was actually enjoying the dateโฆ
Maybe because he was actually attracted to this girlโฆ
โฆ.
No, no, no he canโt be.. can he? Was he actuallyโฆ forgetting about you? Cause.. all he saw.. was her. At that very moment. Or maybe itโs because thereโs nothing here that reminds him.. of you.
Was he actually just smiling right now, at her; and not you? He promised himself heโd never smile at anyone but you.
Because that smile only belongs to youโฆ
โฆโฆ.
The girl, smiled up at him, a noticeably pink hue crosses her face. She soft eyes, looks deep into his. Infatuation within them, as they both walked through the๏ฟผ familiar๏ฟผ๏ฟผ park, hand-in-hand.
They both walked along the park, people admiring them from afar. Some whispered what a โperfect coupleโ theyโd make. And Izana believed it.. he actually believed that, theyโd make a โperfect coupleโ.
Because, She made sense to him. She didnโt judge him for his past.. that he surprisingly opened up to her. Nor did she mind that he used to be in a gang of criminalsโฆ. Hell, even was a leader of oneโฆ
She found his dreams of wanting to soon, open up a orphanage for orphan children; very admirable, and beautiful.
Maybe this date wasnโt so bad after allโ!
โOh look Izana! A hidden pond! Letโs go, letโs go!โ Bella, exclaim. Taking Izana hand running towards, the said pond.
โฆoh no..
Why, why of all places did Bella have to choose this one.
But of course; at the same time, he didnโt blame her. It was a very beautiful pond. A pond that belonged to you, and himโฆ. โOur little secretโ he remembered.
โI guess our little secret is out now huh?..โ Izana thought outloud. As by both stood in front of the said pound..
โHuh? What secret?โ Bella questions, as she looks towards Izana, who was looking ahead. Admiring and remembering the day you both discovered itโฆ
You fell in the pondโฆ.
[[โขMEMORY LANEโข]]
โAhh!!โ You screamed in horror, Izana snapped his head looking towards you. He was just peacefully looking around the area, thinking to himself that not many people know about this place.
Izana had tried to quickly catch you from your fall; and failed. You were now soaking wet, you hysterical coughed. Since some of the water went into your.. mouth..
Izana quickly went into the pond with you, and lifts you in the air. Carrying you bridal๏ฟผ style, he stood there, letting you catch your breath.
He started to make his way out of the pond, making attentive steps along the way. As he made it out, he looked towards the pond; and noticed a small stick, sticking up.
โReally (Yn). A stick made you slip?โ He mocks, as he carefully, sat you down on the grass; his jacket being placed on your shoulders.
โOh Iโm sorry! I just somehow didnโt notice a invisible stick! Thatโs literally blends with nature!โ You huffed, pulling his jacket close to you.
Izana only rolled his eyes. He then proceeded to smirks at you. โWhat the hell are you smirking at!โ You asked or more like shout.
Is he literally making fun of you at this time right now! โOh Itโs nothing Angel, just thinking about how Iโm gonna warm you up tonight-โ
โOh shut up your dame pervert!โ You exclaimed, your face was bright red. He only chuckled and started to say heโs sorry, he just really enjoys teasing you.
โYouโre not teasing me! Youโre just being a pervert! You-you dame pervert!โ You shout in frustration. You couldnโt think of an good come back to say to him.
He smiles, as he pulls you closer to him. You snuggled against him; both enjoyed the moment, admiring how the sunset ๏ฟผ๏ฟผaluminates the lake.
Izana felt like he was in a dream. With his dream girl.
As you both kept admiring the lake, you were slowly dozing off to the sound of his heartbeat; beating, softly against your ear.
Izana felt your head leaned against his shoulder. He looked down at your figure, noticing how you had fallen asleep on him. He smiled softy, he slowly; and gently, sneaks his arm around your shoulders. Pulling you closer; you head slightly falls a little backwards, you sleepy face; unintentional, looks up at him.
โฆ..
At the time, all Izana could do was admire you. He softy gazing down at you; he gently cresses your face with the back of his hand.
Izana quickly takes a look around, and then back at you.
He gently moves some of your hairs off your sleepily face, putting it behind your ear. He pulls you a little closer, adjusting yours and his face.
He had noticed that your lips had slightly parted itself a little. Most likely for a bit of airโฆ
With that being noticed, Izana shyly placed his lips against yours.
All he wanted to do was to stop time, keep it like this, and never leave it.
The soft kiss lasted for a very long while, that was until you both jumped at the sound of a fire work exposition.
Quick as it happened, Izana jumped and fell backwards on the grass. He held the back of his hand over his mouth, a slight red hue on his cheeks. He looked up at the trees leaves, which were suddenly started to softy fall down one by one.
โOh Izana! Did you see that! Itโs a fire work! I forgot the fire work festival is today! Come on come on! Let go watch it!โ You excitedly jumped up, and walked towards Izana; pulling him up.
You stated running to the direction of fires explorations with Izana holding into his hand. As you were talking to him, Izana zoned out for a bit.
He swore on his life, he felt you leaning in; kissing him back.
[[โขPRESENT TIME: THE LAKEโข]]
โIzanaโฆโ
The sound of his name being called out, snapped him out of his memory. Izana looks down at Bella, who had a frown plaster on her face.
She lightly sighs, and gently looks up at him. And suddenly, she smiles at him. It was a sad smile,
โIzanaโฆ you knowโฆโ
Bella starts, bitting her bottom lip softly; trying to control her emotions. โYou know, a woman know when a man looks into her eyes and sees someone else.โ
Izana stays quite. He canโt really argue with that, because itโs true. When he stares Bella, he sees (Yn); and thereโs really nothing else but her.
โItโs okayโฆ sheโฆ mustโve been real special, for you to always doze off..๏ฟผ twenty four seven huh..โ Bella sadly smiles. She sighs and looks away, she gazes at the pond, and chuckles a little.
Izana looks at her questionably,
โNo need to worry; or look at me with those scary eyes, Iโm not laughing at you. Just a memory I had..โ She confirms. She turns her body fully to pond, and admire how beautiful the place was.
โYouโve mustโve token her here too, you keep looking around; as if you remember somethingโฆโ Bella stares ahead, as she says that.
As she stares at the lake, she suddenly turns and proceeds to walk awayโฆ leaving but stops mid way and looked back at Izana with a serious expression.
โYouโve lost your girl once.โ She says firmly, she fully turns her head and body towards the man.
โNow itโs up to you to get her back.โ
Izana was token aback by her words, โWhat are you on?โ Izana snaps, He glared at her with irritation. Not liking that sheโs melding in business thatโs doesnโt concern her.
โNothing, other than your business.โ Bella snaps back. Again Izana was token aback by her sudden ๏ฟผ attitude๏ฟผ. โIzana, why donโt you shut up! And let me do the talking. I donโt know what your deal is today, but itโs obviously that you donโt want to be here.โ
Bellaโฆsheโs a bold oneโฆ
โSo why donโt you get your shit together and do something about it. Instead of wasting your dame life sulking, as a matter of fact. Why donโt you drink until your drunk that way you can spill all your little secrets out!โ And with that being said, Bella pats Izanaโs back and head off home. Leaving an stunned man behind.
โฆ
โSheโs right what the hell am I even doing?โ Izana groans, as he too started heading off home. Exhausted by the event that happen today. Might as well call Kakucho while heโs at it huhโฆ
โHey, pick me up. The date? Not exactly how you planned itโll goโฆ. Uh.. well, letโs just say I need a dame drink.โ And with that he ended the call, going to the place he told Kakucho to meet him at.
โWhy do you have to be everywhereโฆโ Izana sighs, he only hopes that this dame drink will help him forget.
But unbeknownst to himโฆ it only cause him even more troubleโฆ
A/n: Thanks for reading! Hoped you enjoyed! Stay safe and have a good day and night :)











