I have talked to a few people about it but I'm not sure I ever did through an ask 💗

So when I was waiting to see him, in the room with the other Papas corpses, there was music playing. Which I'm not sure if it's the same for every ritual M&G, but for my ritual is was theme from Bram Stoker's Dracula.

Once I was let back behind the curtain, Papa was waiting. His fingers steepling as he stepped out from behind the plexiglass panel. He said hello and how are you. He told me that I looked beautiful in my habit. Which of course from that moment on I was a mess. I told him I loved him and how happy I was to meet him.

That was the point Ryan told us he was ready for the photo and we both had to stay on our side of the plexiglass. We decided on prayer hands lol for our pose. The photo was taken and then Papa and I stepped back out from the plexiglass.

He stood pretty still but did do the finger tapping and steepling thing I find so adorable. He smells wonderful and you can just feel the loving, caring person he is. The kindness just radiates off of him.

Anyways, I thanked him for everything and in my love drunken stupor I told the poor man to enjoy his own show (instead of telling him have a good show 🤦🏻‍♀️)

In true Copia fashion, we had an awkward moment staring at eachother before I had to leave. I felt so embarrassed but as I was leaving he waved and said, "bye sis!"

It was legitimately the best thing ever and a moment of my life I will cherish always. Of course I started to tear up and met back up with @vampghoulette who was waiting for me outside. The whole ritual was pure magic and I will 100000% be doing a M&G again if given the chance.