#random rant?

Hello everyone! Yes i am back once again to say some off topic stuff as usual :3 So apparently i just happened to witness smth, that i think i might have to talk about :

First of all, before i say anything i'd like to say to all my moots and my community in here -> to pls go follow her @euijoosorangepeel (yes she was the writer - euijoosorangeslice before her acc sadly got terminated) and pls go make sure to send asks kindly , ty in advance

now going onto the topic. like what you guys can see, short to the point, us smut writers are practically having to risks our blogs now, having to build our community in fear of being terminated any day.

Obviously, we do not know who are apart of this whole organization going around doing this, and there's no way in stopping them, all we can do is to learn to adapt, and prepare for the worst.

Backup - the most important thing here, is backup, I personally always write my fics, drabbles, replies, in word documents, before i copy paste them here. So if anyone is wondering, yes i have full backup, even for the photos that I use as deco on each post, i have a whole folder full of all the written documents, and a whole folder full of used pictures and decoration banners. And It might be a hassle, but the safest place, is your own computer storage in this case. So i think it'd be smart to keep all written posts, copy pasted in word documents, as backup.

This is also mainly why, you probably never see me complain and scream in agony in random rants about how my drafts get deleted or how tumblr completely reset my writing progress. Because i write everything in word until all is complete & have been checked, then i copy paste it and add some deco and post it in a few min.

So yes i don't have much advise, but this is the best i could give.

To the smut writers that have gone through this nightmare, including my dear moot, i wish you all the best of luck and a safe and happy restart on your careers

I've seen many fans take pride in how 'omg our artists are like so FAMOUS' and honestly my only reaction is "ok? so what?". Being prideful to be a fan of a certain group is not about the group's popularity but the talent and the bonding moments of the members. So what if the artists are famous? so what? idc? like- i just clearly cannot bother to see the point in this whole popularity is everything reasoning.

A group can solely be so good yet not be able to reach a certain level of fame bc life would throw shit at them, but at the end of the day, the group is talented, underrated and the members make our days. And that's the real value behind the pride of a k-pop fan, not some shitty award or popularity that the artists won. Of course yes it adds a lot to the weight but nowadays, award shows are getting rigged. Award shows only ever give awards to famous people now, over and over, never give a chance to underrated small groups. And popularity works the same way especially when the industry would just keep adding more and more gold and jewels to the already-popular groups but never give a chance to small ones.

Anw, yea tbh i am kinda tired of this whole culture and mindset going around in this community. Bc if i have to be honest, our teamies deserve so much more, like they need to be HIGH UP THERE, they need to be respected and need to be on the stage but life just keeps trying to pull them down. And we lunes here are the only reckoning force going up against life itself to protect our 9 wolves. If life nor the industry become the stepping stones for &team's success and rise to fame, we lunes will be!

Even if teamies have nobody else but us, we, lunes, are the defense line that the haters and the industry must reckon with.

And that is why, even if our teamies are considered 'nugus' or not in this industry, i'll always be proud to be a lune and proud to take part in the journey to help teamies rise up to the top.

So I've kinda noticed a bit that my K birthday fic has been flopping real bad- (˃̣̣̥ ︿ ˂̣̣̥)

not that I'm trynna chase for views and stuff but just putting my other smut oneshots and drabbles in comparison to that over 5k worded essay- Idk- is it cuz i just included like one small smut scene? Maybe in a way y'all might have gotten tired of all the fluff and tornado-storyline ?

Is it perhaps cuz the plotline was too bad or the story overall was just not good? Or did i ended up making it too long so that people won't wanna take time to read it all no more (╥ᆺ╥；)?

Either way- Ik i overthink a lot but- I'll admit I expected at least 30notes but oh welp-

I mean personally i just kinda want feedback too, if yk it's not to your liking or if it isn't too great, I can just stick to writing pure smut next year on K's birthday (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

Tbh I don't really expect or look forward to retweets or comments, even if it's just likes it helps me out a lot-

Anw- to lighten up the mood ( 灬´ ˘ `灬 ) just some updates on my works rn- I'm pausing on working on the old requests piled in my inbox cuz rn I'm working on a kinktober series (smut only) for legal line! Sooo ig you can look forward to it!

Luv y'all sayonaraaa!

so I was really on track to just stay positive today but i just cannot....

context : I found a tik tok of a clip from Nichomaki's live reacting to enhypen's criminal love. An engene&lune in the comment section said &Team voice would suit the song and a cover would be nice. I saw a lot of supportive comments but then the toxic engenes start flooding in. In summary, they were just practically trying to say that Enha's vocals are better than &Team (aka favoritism)

See as harmless and peaceful as it sounded, it wasn't. And no this isn't me being overdramatic or favoritism from my side. I love all the boys equally truly. But the way they were trying so damn hard to BASH &Team's vocal quality just to make their own group and themselves feel superior is really disgusting. Like we know how brilliant Enha's vocals are, but attacking another group and the fanbase was another level.

I started replying to few nasty comments at one point, the ones that go so far. And this one nasty ass engene shamelessly have the audacity to reply to me and say "Oh yea Enha's B-sides are way better than &Team's overall vocal. Their vocal sucks." - honestly to that person - do you hear yourself right now? You are comparing a 3 year old kpop group to a 1 year old rookie kpop group that just debuted last year. And you have the audacity to compare the quality and amount of tracks and sides they release. Disgusting.

Another thing I wanna point out - It's true each idol will differ on fields they're best at as well as groups which mainly is because of the difference in experience and time. And I think people need to get that in their heads. They all became 'idols' for a reason. Because they can sing and dance better than any local humans out there and can do both without collapsing on stage. These toxic shits don't even know the amount of stress and pain each idol/group goes through yet they're here so damn ready, doing nothing but sitting at home and binging on reality shows, and now you wanna bash and attack small growing groups. Disgraceful.

Apparently the fight stopped after a while between me and the person because I basically just told them I have no time or energy to be in an argument with a deluded person where this would lead absolutely nowhere. And the notifications pretty much went dead. And then that person tagged me - and that one act they did, straight up i just blocked them.

They tagged me in a jungwon edit video and then wrote "jungwon >>>>>>>>> &Team". I'm not here to bash jungwon or Enhypen, i truly love them, they're literally the group i stanned before &Team formed. And the problem wasn't the edit or i'm not butt-hurt about the comment, but it's the fact that even after i left the argument and moved on, they still was raring to go. The fact that we were done with this nonsense crap-talk, and they had the audacity to tag me back and try so hard to trigger me. And ykw, congrats to the person cuz at that point, i just blocked them. I'm not trynna have someone like that bugging my ass on the notification bar, they can go cry in a ditch idc.

Conclusion : Ik i'm coming off really aggressive here - but forgive me cuz i just cannot with toxic engenes. Enhypen and &Team are practically supposed to be like brother groups. They share the same lore, same storyline, even appear in each other's mvs, collabs, the past survival show contestants, the bonds - Everything. Yet its either twitter or tik tok each day, it's not even any other group stans atp, it's literally mostly just engenes. Like it is unbelieveable, how the toxic part of the enha fanbase, literally wants to target and stir discord between the two bonded groups and each other's fanbases.

A lot of engenes are also the ones currently apart of the Lune community including me and i just cannot imagine the shame and embarrassment and absolute disappointment, we must have to feel witnessing all this crap that our same old fanbase is at.

Toxic engenes just need to fucking stop. You guys are so full of yourselves. You guys even have the audacity to call normal engenes CRAZY just because they weren't in your damn toxic train.

I understand favoritism, thats something most people have, I can literally sit here and say Niki was my first love but I favoritize K over him just bc it's my liking. But that doesn't mean I'm going to go attack Niki. You can favoritize someone and love someone without trying to bash and launch at everyone else that isn't THE PERSON. It's crazy how these same toxic engenes have to make &Team and Lune inferior just soo they could feel superior

And ykw the worst thing is - it's these same toxic engenes that make other normal engenes like us want to quit the entire fanbase and these toxic sewage cans are the same reason that the engene fandom has a shit reputation.