#random rambling.

A friend recently asked me "Don`t you get tired of listening to peoples around you? The shit around you?" I actually stopped and looked her for a moment as I was thinking and then replied "No". But I guess everyone needs some time alone every now and then. At times you want others to understand, at times you want your own space, at times everything bores you and the only attractive thing is your own space. At times you do feel you do not exist to please people or be there all the time. As the joke goes that if we are here to help others then why others are supposed to do? People would love and admire you when they need you but when they have passed through their tough time, they find pleasure in themselves or in whatever they please you. And very often you are not invited to be part of that phase of their life.  

After that spam of time, I have given up of being who am I. Whatever I was didnt get me anywhere. I changed. Today with anyone, I am the reflection of who they are. If they are nice, take interest, talk, share..I listen, console, advise. But if they want to get quiet, busy or ignore. I just go quiet and take a step back. I am around, but may be its time that they dont need me. So I dont force them to keep me. I am done asking and forcing, because apparently whatever I do is usually not enough. I fall behind in something. So I have given up. Be nice, share, talk and Ill talk back, listen and advice. Go quiet and I wont disturb you.