#radioghost

Alastor is familiar with Ghost’s pain kink and they both find mutual enjoyment but what Alastor isn’t familiar with, is how this led to Ghost developing a few extreme kinks. Ghost keeps his more extreme fantasies to himself yet he starts having a very difficult time not giving in when Alastor starts biting him more often and lapping up his blood.

It started off with Ghost fantasizing being a victim of Alastor’s cannibalism and it developed into something that resembles worship. They’re both devoted to each other yet it looks different than your average couple. It’s passionate but not in a purely romantic and almost sappy way, but rather, it’s an unspoken silent bond that clearly has its dark side. Ghost being eaten by Alastor is a form of worship due to the carnal nature of it all and that something non-sexual can be so intimate because it’s the closest Ghost will ever get to be with Alastor. He’s never brought this up because well, he’s not sure he’ll survive despite being dead already.

In addition to the cannibalism, Alastor is a powerful figure of authority and Ghost wants to be owned by him. Alastor, while not outwardly jealous, makes it clear that Ghost belongs to him only. What Alastor hasn’t fully realized but Ghost has, is that Ghost is the only one that can make him feel certain ways. Combine this with the cannibalism and animalistic nature, it leads to a unique experience of arousal that feels like worship.

Ghost’s pleasure tends to put him in a unique state of mind. It’s soothing but he becomes submissive. Sure, he’s always had this suppressed submissiveness that’s slowly being dragged out by Alastor but he becomes so high on pleasure that leads to an extreme need of intimacy. Again, not purely romantic but something that brings out a darkness between them. He’s the only one who can make Alastor feel this way and it’s an honor to be chosen by Alastor to be able to experience such intimate things with him. He belongs solely to Alastor and will do anything he wants or asks of him even if it means being eaten alive by him. The catch is, he prefer Alastor to take his time so he can watch Alastor enjoy prepping him and the pain.

been pretty good actually??

i've been playing a lot of honkai and tears of themis lately and it feels refreshing. plus i've been rereading bsd which is also nice!! and also makes me suffer though!!

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