I can see (Pilot) Alastor actually being very shy about having sex for the first time. Many fanfics often have him taking the lead and being a tease and such (regardless if it’s Pilot or Show version). Nothing wrong with that! It’s just that recently, I’ve been brainstorming some ideas and wanted to make sure to stay on track with Pilot Alastor.
I’d imagine regardless the route, whether he’s engaging in sex just to please his partner or actually enjoying the pleasure, he’s going to need some time to get used to being vulnerable. He’d probably try his best to be composed as he can but a few sounds and gasps might slip through. He’d be awkward and hesitant with all the physical touch, both giving it and receiving it. His partner’s reactions might be a little overwhelming for him due to lack of experience.
Honestly, I was trying to figure out how my OC’s first time would be with him. They’d both be shy and I don’t even know how they would manage to initiate things. The only scenario I can think of would be Al in his rutting season and (to his surprise) getting hard while my OC (Ghost) notices his hard on. Alastor, the second he’d fully realize what’s happening would immediately just disappear. It’s his first time going through rutting season with a partner, he didn’t think nor expect such a thing would happen.
Alastor would have no idea what to do, the next time he’d see Ghost as he just can’t hide from him forever. Ghost wouldn’t know whether or not to bring it up. Frankly, he would avoid it if he could, to spare Alastor feeling embarrassed. Yet a conversation is inevitable. Ghost knows they they aren’t both stupid and that they don’t play such games. The conversation would go smoothly, for the most part, with the exceptions of them shyly admitting their attraction for each other.
The problem is the fact that these two would be awkward as hell. It’s a new and frankly, intense experience. They’re both virgins. While Alastor is usually the one to tease Ghost, they’re both going to get extremely flustered because they’re both being vulnerable with each other. Like, who would take the lead? Alastor isn’t sure what to do. Ghost would be practically be shaking touching him because holy fuck, his deer boyfriend is hot as hell and what do you mean only he gets to see this side of Alastor? It’s instant butterflies and a hazy mind that cause him to become very bashful.
So, who would start things off first? Probably, Ghost. He’s learning to be more confident. But would Alastor need some time to get used to things or would he eventually just give in and go feral? That is the question. I know we only have the pilot to go off of, but I do keep in mind the podcast clips as well.
