#questioningmysanity

Even if you think there isn’t a behind story, there is one. It is created right now, right this moment. Even if thoughts feel to be random, there is a reason for them to be like that. I’ve asked her for a favour. It‘s never for free. I’ve got what I’ve wished for and something more that wanted me to bleed. The late night. The early morning. In the sound of a storm. The night may feel dark and cold, maybe it seems to be scary, maybe the darkness feels comforting, maybe… It’s everything. (Waking up breathless with a racing heart. They say I may be worried. I don’t believe, maybe I should. What I’ve seen, what I see – it feels like they’re laughing – laughing at me. It’s the timing – it’s the time. Just to feel - how they’re cutting into your arm. It’s sharp, it’s a stingy pain. You’d rather cut it off whole. You haven’t asked for it. And yet it’s happening. How it works. This mind.) Without a trace. You question the morning, the morning questions you. It‘s like you’ve never slept, and you did, too.

In my opinion, the Yako and Mokke one's are the best.

I’m a genius... and like other geniuses, I do really stupid stuff. 😉 As I was driving up big cottonwood canyon yesterday here in Utah, I pulled over to pick up a hitchhiker. Cool guy, a liftee at Brighton, and a fellow snow enthusiast. ❄️ • When I dropped him off just below Silver Fork, I of course got out so I could grab a pair of free gloves for him. It’s what I do, I have a problem, I know. I had to move my giant backpack to get to the gloves, and I pulled it out and set it on the ground next to my truck. Gave him gloves, we exchanged numbers and I got my merry self back in the truck and continued my drive up to go sledding. • The genius part is I didn’t put my backpack back in my truck. I didn’t think of it until about 20 minutes later when I was already in the parking lot and had unloaded my sled. • I called the guy and he went and checked the area.... no backpack. Unfortunately my backpack had valuable stuff in it such as a backcountry radio, an avalanche beacon, probe, among other items that I use while in the backcountry while sledding. • I contacted Brighton, Solitude, and the Silver Fork lodge and gave them my number in case anyone turns it in. I even contacted the canyon patrol police and let them know, and filed a report. • So yeah, embarrassed by such a highly intelligent move as to drive away from hundreds of dollars of necessary items in my backpack, I reluctantly post this information here in hopes that the backpack, contents, and myself may one day be reunited. • It’s just stuff, I know, but I’m kicking myself in the teeth over this one. If anyone has any clues as to where I put my brain and backpack yesterday, feel free to lemme know. 😉 • This is on par with forgetting to check my oil in my sled.... love you all! #doh #geniusmove #missingbackpack #thatwasdumb #questioningmysanity #thankyou https://www.instagram.com/p/BvPEwdZnyF5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xa8j7e0tzptg

Forever watching the kardashians #kardashians #kuwtk #khloekardashain #blackandwhite #4music #realitytv #questioningmysanity

Also, I really had to question whether I spelt four right because I put it next to hour and had a mini panic attack because I could figure out if I couldn't spell or if I couldn't read.

I can't count how many times I've watched this

And these are the only people that are on the "people" link of the blog. (Because we've had long threads and I love how you guys rp with me so I hope we never stop wah)